Betrayed by My Pack – Wolfless Hybrids Escape
Chapter 87 –

87Lisa's POV Wednesday afternoon

"Babe, that was wonderful," I purred as I turned around to face Paxton and ran my hand down his chest. It was wonderful, he was passionate and it was different than before. He wanted me, and I was happy. He cried out when he came, and I knew he realized that I could make him

happy if he would just let me.

Tears of joy came to me as I understood he needed me. He called for me, and that was a big step in getting back to where we were. I haven't been this happy for a long time. I wrapped my arms around his neck to come in for a kiss and heard him ask, "What the hell are you doing?" I stopped just a few inches from his lips, stunned by how he had spoken to me. It was then that I noticed his hands were in front of him, not on me anymore. He was snapping the button and zipping up his jeans. He was all business now that he was done. No kisses or cuddling, and my tears of joy changed to sadness. They slid down my face as realization hit me. He just needed a release, and I ran here to give him what he wanted. I felt shame wash over me.

The moment that I had just felt had been so beautiful between us, only occurred because he wanted a willing participant. When I realized that, white-hot fury ran through my veins. That bastard just wanted a piece of ass and immediately thought of me. Am I that desperate in his eyes? I watched as he slid his shirt back on and sat back in his chair. How dare he think that it was OK to use me like this? If I could kill him myself, I would at this moment. I am so fucking done with him.

I stepped away from him and picked up my dress off the floor. I slipped it quickly over my head to cover myself. I had been so happy when he mindlinked me. I hoped he had changed his mind about me, about us. He was OK with allowing me to pretend to be his Luna. He just wanted me to stand by his side in front of the pack. But not out of love or care for me. Just to hold the spot until that bitch got pregnant. Knowing the truth of the matter, pain sliced all the way through me.

I wasn't going to speak to him. I was done. I unlocked the door and went to open it when he stopped me. "Lock it back, Lisa. I still need to talk to you," Paxton stated. What did he have to say now? It didn't matter. I was not going to reply to him about anything he said. I am trying to stay strong and not respond. I will figure out what I need to do to get him back for this. He won't know it is coming until too late.

There was no warmth or pleasantries about the way he spoke to me. He was back to being cold to me again now that I was no longer needed. He didn't care if he offended me. He never did. I had just wanted him so much that I put up with it. But not anymore. I hate him. He has shamed me for the last time. I wanted to hurt him just as badly as he had hurt me, but in my heart, I knew I couldn't. He would have to care about me for me to be able to hurt him like that. Paxton caring about me was impossible for him to do. He made me his chosen to protect Cara after all. I knew where his loyalties lay years ago.

"I appreciate you coming to me, Lisa. I needed you, and you were willing to help me. I am offering you an opportunity to continue to keep your position as Luna for the rest of your life. But, I have some conditions to go with it," Paxton paused and watched me.

His cold face gives away nothing. I think he is waiting for me to respond, but that is not going to happen. I stand here with his cum still inside me. Yet he has the nerve to offer me the position that I already have. Like he is doing me a fucking favor. I helped him to get where he is, and the nerve he is showing right now is pissing me off. I arched an eyebrow at him but said nothing.

"I see that you're still angry from yesterday or today. Probably both," he replied dryly. He didn't care that he hurt me on both occasions. He watched me for a few more minutes before motioning for me to sit in one of the chairs in front of his desk.

I didn't move, and he gave me another minute before snapping at me and saying, "Sit down, Lisa." I took the chair closest to the door and looked back up at him. His handsome face always made my stomach flip. He knew my body better than anyone, and back in the day, he gave me a lot of pleasure. But I refuse to soften.

Paxton doesn't love or care for me. I needed to remember that. I finally get it now, after all these years. I am letting him go. I refuse to give him another chance to shred my heart again. He has hurt me for the last fucking time. I kept all of my emotions locked up. My tears hadn't moved him, even when he knew he had hurt me. I will not offer myself up to be mocked or humiliated again. I no longer have any hope for a future between us, and that was the hardest part to accept.

Paxton sighed and then said, "The conditions are that you do not cause trouble for Cara. Not with your family or with our pack members. I want her to be safe here. If she isn't, I will know that whatever happened will stem from something you started. I told you yesterday, but you were upset, so I doubt that you got it. So, I want to reiterate that I will not allow you to hurt Cara. You have done enough to her over the years. But this isn't about her anyway. If you were honest with yourself, you would know it is the truth," Paxton told me.

I shifted and then scoffed, but I didn't respond. I did what I did to Cara because he only had eyes for her. I was his Luna, but he never cared for me, not like he cared for her. I smiled at him, tired of him trying to convince me that this was all my fault. Yes, I wanted him and forced him into making me his chosen mate. The fact that he didn't realize that Brenna and Luna had already made me stop was completely on him. He should have looked into it himself.

"You're being childish by not speaking, but it's not bothering me at all, Lisa. In fact, I prefer it. I get tired of hearing your bullshit day after day. So, I will lay it all out for you. Today was the last time that I will ever touch you. You can replace some willing warriors to help you, but keep it away from our pack members. I would say that you need to make sure not to get pregnant, but my wolf is insisting that is not a problem. At least according to your wolf," Paxton said as he leaned back in his chair and gave me the same smile that I had given him just a few minutes ago. He was trying to push me as hard as he could.

I couldn't take it anymore, "That is fucking low, Paxton," I snapped back at him.

"Is it, Lisa? I marked you, fully intending to spend the rest of my life with you. But these last three and a half years were eye-opening for me. You let the mask you were wearing slip. I no longer liked what I was seeing. You are a vicious, angry woman. One who would take out her anger and frustration on an innocent person. Lisa, you waited and plotted against Cara like she had done something to you. She hadn't. I was the one you were mad at. I was the one who liked her. I was the one who couldn't let Cara go. We made a deal, and you broke the deal between us. Do you think that I am unaware of how many times you put Cara in the hospital with broken bones? I had people watching you this whole time. I know what you did to Cara. My offer of allowing you to be Luna is the kindest offer I can give you," Paxton told me. I scoffed before saying, "How is that an offer when I already have the title? It seems like Cara blinds you so much that you can't think clearly anymore."

"Oh, it is, Lisa, believe me. I have other options," Paxton said. I felt a chill come over me at his words. Paxton was serious. It seemed like he was willing to kill me in order to keep me in line. How could he even be considering this at all?

"What other conditions, Paxton?" I asked. I no longer want to be locked in here with him. I don't trust him anymore. He could snap my neck and dispose of me like I was garbage if he wanted to. I am not going to play into his hands. I will make a plan up, as well as a plan of escape before I set it in action. I will be long gone before he even realizes what happened.

"You cannot interfere with my relationship with Cara. She will bear my pups, and you will leave them alone as well. Tell me now if you cannot follow those three simple rules. I am happy to make Cara my Luna. The pack will get over it soon enough. I would think about this offer carefully, Lisa. I will not let you off if you choose to cross me. You think that you can work around me, but I promise you. If you go after Cara, I will make sure you suffer a great deal before you die. Think about that before you decide. I can and will make you sorry before I end your sad life. But don't worry, you have time to make your decision. I am taking a little vacation for a few days. These last few weeks have been really stressful. You can give me your answer on Monday when I return," Paxton told me and then motioned towards the door. He dismissed me like he didn't want to look at me anymore. I could have answered him today. I already knew my answer. He was right. I have been looking at this all wrong from inception. He was the one at fault. He was the one who loved and couldn't let her go. I picked on Cara because she was weak, and I was scared of what Paxton would do to me if I came after him. He was so busy protecting Cara from me that he never said anything about me leaving him alone, too. That would be his biggest mistake, and I would use it to my advantage. Paxton has shredded my heart for the last time. I guess next time, I will have to see about shredding his heart while it still beats in his chest.