His Alpha's Guardian
Chapter 3

**Kataleya's POV**

I knew this question was coming. It was just a matter of time before Justin finally asked me what theholdup was with starting a family together. In the beginning, we did not use any form ofcontraceptives and it was kind of a miracle that I did not end up pregnant. Shortly after the Alphaceremony, we had decided that it would be best that I would go on some form of birth control, justin case, since neither of us were truly ready to start a family.

Even though he said all the right things, I was still worried about the thoughts of us having a familytogether. The idea of me being a mother was terrifying, but I knew Justin would as least be with meevery step of the way, which made me relax slightly.

I think the worry was always going to be there about whether I would make a good mother. How doI balance being Alpha and raising my children? I remembered there were days and sometimesweeks where my dad was gone at conferences or summits and we did not see him. There were justsome things that he did not take us to, which was fine at the time in the beginning because thosemeetings were sometimes boring as hell. I guess that would be a bridge that we would pass whenwe got to it.

After we finished eating, we packed everything back into the picnic basket and placed the basket inthe car before taking a stroll through the park. The Park was silent and it was nice listening the birdschirping and cricketing of the crickets.

Justin and I walked hand in hand, both of us lost in our own thoughts. I was sure that we were boththinking about the same thing. I knew that he was wanting pups. I have known that he was wantingpups for quite a long time, but it never feels like the right time. I hated the thought of bringing upchildren for fear that he was going to react just like this. I know what he wants and I am capable ofgiving it to him, but the fear of fucking up is constantly there. He never asks for anything though.He constantly gives me anything that I ask for, even if he does not agree with what I am asking for...I looked over at Justin and pulled us to a stop. “Is everything okay,” he asked.

I nodded my head before I spoke. “Everything is just fine...we can start trying for a baby..."

He pulled me into his arms, picked me up, and spun me in a circle, kissing me passionately.

“Thank you, my queen. Thank you. Thank you.” He repeatedly said in between peppering my facewith kisses. He finally stopped spinning me and slowly lowered me to my feet. We stood therewrapped in each other's arms before we started moving again.

“Are you ready to leave?” he asked me.

I quietly nodded my head, once again consumed by my thoughts. The weight of my agreementfinally hit me...we were really going to go and try for a baby.

We headed back to the pack, both of us quiet throughout the drive. I needed to just get out of myhead. I just could not help but think that something bad was going to happen if we were to getpregnant... The feeling settling into my gut was starting to make me feel nauseous and uneasy. Aswe started to pull into the driveway of our house, I pushed the uneasiness away, allowing my bodyto relax. Everything will be alright. I just feel this way because I am nervous about being a mom,right?

We walked into the house hand in hand, neither one of us said anything.

I made my first to the bathroom to shower and to get ready for bed.

While I was washing my hair, Justin walked into the bathroom and stood by the sink. I could feelthat he wanted to say something, the feel of his were emotions overwhelming me.

"Do you mind if I join you?" he asked hesitantly.

"Of course,” I said quietly, "is everything alright? you seem upset. I can feel the whirlwind ofemotions floating through you."

He finished stripping his clothes and hopped into the shower with me. I moved closer to the wall, sothat he would be able to fully get into the bathroom. “I can feel your apprehension,” he said quietly.“Your worry and fear...it is bleeding into the bond and I cannot help but think that you only told meyes because you felt that it would make me happy.”

I stepped closer to him, so that I could feel the heat radiating from his body. “Baby, I am worriedand apprehensive, but is that not how most parents are when they consider having pups or arepregnant for the first time. I am just worried about my own capabilities. I know you will make awonderful father. You are already so kind and wonderful to the pups in the pack...any child will belucky to have you as the father...me, on the other hand, that is another story. I have so muchbaggage and trauma that I just don’t want to project anything onto our child... don’t want them tohave to experience anything that I went through just a few short years ago. For you, though, I woulddo anything.”

I pulled his head towards mine and kissed him passionately. He spun me around, so that my backwas now touching the cold, hard tiles. He picked me up and pressed my back against the wall as hedevoured my lips. I moaned into his mouth, which made his desire flare even more. I could feel hishard member pressed against my bare pussy.

He released my lips as I was breathing heavily, his lips trailing down my jaw, to my neck, nipping atmy mark. I arched my back and moaned at the sensation.

He used two of his fingers and played with my wet pussy lips before shoving them inside meroughly, pumping in and out, causing me to cry out.

“Fuck!” I panted. “Don’t stop...” I moaned.

He continued fucking me with his fingers as he sucked on my breasts, using his tongue to toy withmy nipples.

“I want more,” I begged breathlessly.

“Your wish is my command.” He said as he thrusted inside of me, sheathing himself in me to the hilt,making me gasp, as he let out a moan. He moves at a slow pace, his cock was slipping in and out,slowly building a pleasurable friction. His cock was rubbing my walls, making them clench aroundhim.

“Faster,” I begged.

He grips my waist tightly before he pounds into me relentlessly, not giving me the chance to eventhink. I cried out, not caring about how loud I was being. I could feel myself nearing the more thathe pumped inside of me. He leaned forward, sucking my nipple into his mouth. I rolled my hipsagainst, building up the pleasurable friction

He thrusted in me one more time before my body erupted in pleasure. He continued thrusting intome, allowing me to ride out my orgasm. He pumped in me a few more times before he groaned andI felt his hot cum shoot into me.

He slowly pulled out and I slumped against him, laying against his chest, listening to his heart beat.“I love you,” I whispered.

We finished our shower before getting out of the shower and getting ready for bed. I pulled on mynightgown before lying next to him in bed, my head resting on his chest. I let the soft thump of hisheartbeat lull me to sleep.