His Secret Obsession
Chapter 41

(Emery)

Well, that was completely unexpected..I don't know what came over me. I'm starting to think when it comes to Asher my brain turns into mush and I become a horny teenager. There is no rational thinking involved and apparently being in public places does nothing to stop the urges..

We were still on the Ferris wheel as it began to slowly make its way around, bringing our pod closer to the ground. Asher was practically attached to my neck at this point. His mouth licked and sucked my throat as I wriggled beneath his touch. His hand was up my shirt, fondling my breasts over my bra as I gasped out. His touch was consuming me completely, making my head fall back against the seat as his mouth began to lower.

"You are so f*****g beautiful baby." He grumbled, dragging his teeth across my collarbone as I groaned from the sensation.

"Asher..we..we are almost to the bottom." I managed to choke out, my fingers sliding into his dark hair as I could feel him smirking against my skin.

"You want me to stop baby?" He asked teasingly, his thumb circling my hard nipple as I whined out, unsure of what I wanted..I just needed something..anything..oh god please give me something.

"I take that as a no." He mumbled, lowering even further as he pulled my tank top down and began kissing the peaks of my breasts.

"How can you taste so damn sweet?" He groaned, making me look down as his tongue swiped across the top of my breasts. At least I still had my bra on..I count that as a win.

"Is that a bad thing?" I breathed, running my fingers through his hair sensually. He was hovering over me as his hands practically engulfed my body with his greedy touch.

"It is when you are so f*****g addictive and I can't keep my mouth off of you for even a moment." He complained making me laugh as his silver eyes met mine.

"You think that's funny?" He c*cked his eyebrow, his gaze piercing into me as I shook my head no vehemently.

"Hmm..I thought so." He smirked, continuing his exploration of my body with his mouth, causing me to shut my eyes and moan.

"We will see if you are laughing tonight when my head is between your legs." He smiled even wider, making my eyes snap open as his words sunk in. He..he wants to..oh god..what the hell did I get myself into.

Before I could even respond, the cart came to a stop and Asher pulled his hand out of my shirt before fixing my disheveled appearance. Then the door opened as Asher took my hand in his, dragging me out of the cart as I tried to remember how to even walk..I knew for a fact that the guy who operates the wheel was staring at me with a huge grin on his face and that was enough to make my cheeks burn crimson.

Carson sent me a text earlier while we were still in the ferris wheel, asking if I wanted a ride home with him and Jackie. Asher took my phone, responding that he was going to take me home before I could even think of what to write back. Honestly, it was kind of a relief because I wasn't sure I would be able to look them in the eye after all that Asher and I did..I feel like they would somehow know if they saw me..

"Let's get you home kitten." Asher whispered against my ear, causing me to nervously nod my head as he began to pull me through the crowd of people.

Glancing up, I studied how our hands melded together and the realization that Asher was really here, that he really loved me came crashing down. I was on cloud nine..Asher just spent twenty minutes ravishing my body back there and I can still feel the tingling of his bites on my neck. I never in a thousand years would have thought this would be happening.

Lost in thought, I was surprised when Asher stopped abruptly before pulling me against his chest and began kissing me passionately once again. Then just as quickly as he stopped, he started pulling me along once again, walking us toward the exit like normal..l don't think my brain can handle this..let alone my oxygen levels. I was gasping and breathing heavily now like I just ran a damn marathon.

Asher continued doing this until we got to his jeep, then things escalated even more. He had me pinned against the car, his hands slipping under my shirt as he slid them around my waist. His mouth crashed against mine, his tongue plunging inside of me as he licked and sucked my flesh. My body seemed to take on a mind of its own because soon enough my hands found their way beneath his shirt. My fingers dragged across his toned abdomen, feeling the rippling of his muscles as a deep moan escaped his lips. "If you start touching me like that baby, I won't be able to control myself." He gasped, pulling away slightly as he rested his brow against mine.

"You have no idea what you do to me..how one look in those beautiful hazel eyes makes my world fucking stop.." He panted between breaths, making my stomach flip uncontrollably.

"I love you Emery..I love you so much that it scares the shit out of me." He admitted making me slide my hands up and rest them on his chest.

"I know baby..me too..but I love you and I can't..I can't imagine ever loving anyone else this way." I don't know why I said this..it was almost putting too much of myself out there and that scared the hell out of me but I wanted him to know. He needed to know that this was just as real for me as it was for him.

Surprisingly I feel like out of the two of us Asher has been more open with his feelings than I have been. I guess I'm afraid if I admit it out loud that something will happen to change that. But I can't hold back, I can't let this opportunity go by without truly giving all of myself to Asher..I just pray to God that he doesn't break me..because if anyone has the power to destroy me completely, it's him.

"Let's go home baby." His words were serious and full of emotion as he pressed a single kiss to my lips before opening the door for me and helping me climb in.

He fastened my seatbelt, hovering above me as his hand gripped my chin, turning my head towards him gently.

"This will be the first night we are finally together. I don't want you to feel obligated to do anything you don't want to Emery. We can end the night here and I can just drop you off at home." His silver orbs searched my eyes, the look in them genuine and vulnerable. "I don't want to rush anything with you and I want you to know I'm willing to wait as long as you want baby..so there is no pressure okay?" He continued, rubbing my chin gently with his thumb.

His words made my heart swell with happiness..the fact that he is willing to wait, that he wants to prove that this is more than that, it means so much to me.

But I didn't want to wait..I have waited years to be with Asher McNeal..maybe he doesn't realize that but Asher could have had me a long time ago..so no more waiting..I needed him now.

"I want this Asher, I want you." I said confidently, making sure he knew I meant every word and boy did he. He slammed his mouth down, crashing his lips into mine as his touch engulfed me, taking my breath away as my head went dizzy with l**t and desire. "Fuck me, then let's go." He growled before pulling away, making me giggle as he practically ran to the other side of the car and jumped into the driver seat before peeling out of the parking lot.

I guess this is it..the night I will give every part of myself to Asher..but little did he know he already had that. I was Asher's since the moment we met..