I Shouldn't Love Him
I Shouldn’t Love Him – Chapter 37

Liya’s point of view..

Lying on my bed, my head is resting on my mother’s legs; I don’t know how long she caresses my hair with her soft hands, but it does me a lot of good and soothes me enormously.

It’s been a month since Gabriel left us. Long days where I hoped every

moment that this was all a nightmare. May he come back to me and taste the

happiness of being a father… but I had to face the reality it was his destiny unfortunately. I miss him terribly, the pleasant moments we spent together come back to me over and over again, I only have memories

for our child.

—Are you still in pain? .

My mother’s voice pulls me out of my thoughts, I turn my head to the side and meet her worried gaze.

— It’s feeling much better, mama.

Because of small abdominal cramps and slight bleeding, my doctor advised me to avoid any sudden movements and my mother, too worried, forced me to stay in bed for a while. The idea that I could lose my

baby so caution will be my best

friend for my first months of pregnancy.

Yanis attracts our attention by knocking on the door and enters the room with a smile on his face.

“You’re going to be late for work, you can go now,” I said, standing up and leaving my mother’s legs.

— Are you sure?” she asks hesitantly.

— Absolutely, don’t worry about me.

After a k**s on my temple, she gets up from the bed hesitantly joining Yanis.

— If you need anything , you call me immediately, Yanis hastens to say.

I nod eagerly with a smile on my lips. I feel like a child in the face of their behavior.

They then leave my room, and soon the front door slams tells me that I am now alone.

I look at the breakfast that mom left for me, I’m not hungry…yet!

Without further ado, I leave my bed, take a clean towel from my cupboard and lock myself in the bathroom.

After undressing, I head towards the cabin then letting the cold water cool my feverish skin.

I take the time to massage my hair, then soap my body while lingering on my stomach , I can’t wait for it to round out and for this little being to move inside me. I haven’t thought for a single second about having an abortion, it’s true that I’m still young but being a mother is the most wonderful thing that it could happen to us.

I come out of the bathroom after about twenty minutes, a towel

around my body and another to dry my hair.

I raise my eyebrows when the doorbell rings suddenly, it must be neither Mom nor Yanis as they have the key to the house. The person persists by knocking strongly, I have no intention of opening, let alone covered with a piece of cloth.

I continue to dry myself and am delighted to see that the blows at the bottom have stopped very quickly. I take a simple light and comfortable dress from my wardrobe and put it on immediately, dropping my towel on the floor.

I then sit on my bed still feeling pain. I inhale

deeply while gently caressing my stomach…hurry up and get out of there safe and sound, big guy. I hope so much that it’s a boy, that he looks like his father with big chocolate eyes.

A noise in the hallway attracts my attention, accelerating the beating of

my heart, I quickly get up from the bed, quietly I approach the door and open it cautiously, I gasp in surprise with my hand on my heart seeing a imposing build dominating me with its entire length. My mother’s ex-fiancé stands in front of me, impassive, still dressed in an impeccable suit.

Why did he come? Since the death of my boyfriend I haven’t seen him again and now that he is in front of me, I only want one thing and that is for him to go away, far from me…far away of us…especially after all the atrocities he had said to me.

— How did you get in? , I asked calmly, trying to calm myself down.

— It’s simple…out the window.

His hoarse voice which gives me chills fills the room, I am about to slam the door in his face but he puts pressure on it and enters my room without difficulty, closing the door behind him.

Xavier’s point of view.

I enter her room making her move back, a good distance separates us, her face reveals no emotion, I expect her to shout at me and order me to get out but seeing her so calm does not bode well. good .

My gaze wanders along her body, and it is with dissatisfaction

that I discover that she has lost weight… her collarbones seem more visible to me, her sunken cheeks and the paleness of her face greatly displease me. Don’t they take good care of her here?

— you lost weight, I thundered.

— If you say so…I would like to rest now, please leave me

alone.

I raise an eyebrow following her response, I approach her with my hands buried in my pockets.

— First we’ll talk..And then I’ll take you to my place.

Just after my words, a joyless laugh echoes in the room, its head thrown

back, its white throat and its jaw are a call for k****s. She

regains her seriousness and I regain my senses.

— I have no desire to interact with you and even less to live together!

— You will be safe, I will take proper care of you, and make sure that you regain the weight you lost.

Her jaw tenses, she walks towards me, arms crossed around

her chest.

— You will take care of me…,

Now a small distance separates us, a few droplets of water coming from her long soaked hair run down her neck, her collarbone. I swallow when my gaze lowers lower, where I can see perfectly through the fine fabric of her dress, the erect tips of her

magnificent breasts.

I force myself to raise my eyes to hers, I came to conquer her, and then I will allow myself to do a lot of things to this body

irresistible .

She comes closer to me, the smell of her fruity shampoo caresses

my nostrils, I didn’t expect her to place her palms on my

chest and brush my jaw with her soft lips.

I swallow hard and close my eyes as she k****s my

Adam’s apple, then places k****s on my throat.

—- And how are you going to go about it? , she breathes against my skin.

I grab her shoulders to push her away, but she circles my cheeks with her hands.

— What game are you playing? ” I asked, the hoarse voice which betrayed my desire.

– Nothing…’ she murmured,

Her half-open lips are close to mine, she traps her

lower l*p between her teeth, one of her hands is walk over my torso, then descending lower and I growl ferociously when her hand stops at my crotch. My wild gaze stares at her

Intensely, not knowing her so daring.

— I see that the kid is making you “Effect, you finally want to put me in your bed? You changed your mind, that’s it,” she said with gritted teeth and frowning eyebrows, “I close my eyes thinking back to that day

when I was far away with her , my hurtful and totally false words.

— You are far from the truth listen…

I don’t finish my sentence before she suddenly tightens my tie around

My neck.

— “I don’t want to see you anymore Xavier, never again, you You’ve played us enough, replace yourself another jug ​​for that, she says, tightening her grip, wanting to suffocate me.

I firmly encircle her wrists, shaking her vigorously to force her to stop, which she doesn’t do! I start to run out of air, I gently grab her shoulders and force her against the wall under her complaint of pain and she finally lets go. I try to catch my breath, I glare at her, rage and anger dwell in her eyes, she breathes noisily just like me.

-/ Go away..GET OUT OF HERE!! , screams like a hysteric while pushing me away by force.

his body trembles enormously and tears bead his pale face…like the last time.

“Calm down,” I say gently, framing her cheeks with my hands, but she violently pushes me away again, constantly shouting to go away.

I think for a moment about leaving her home and coming back later but I frown seeing her double over in pain, circling her stomach with her hands.

– What happens to you ?

— I tell you to leave! , she roared, her face flooded with tears.

my arm, eyes wide, and mouth open moaning in pain.

— No…no it’s not possible! ” whispers such, lowering her head on her

trembling legs.

I follow her gaze and panic when I see b***d running down her bare legs.

— Lord..