I Want You Back by Meminger -
Chapter 23
Chapter 0023
Laura
I forced myself to laugh mockingly at his words. “So you missed me when I was your human alarm, promptly waking you up every day at the same time for you to go to work? Did you miss how I made myself available to keep you tidy? Did you miss me in the kitchen? Or when I prepared your bath when you got home? It wasn’t me your missed, Jason, it was my helpfulness.”
I had given myself to that marriage; Jason had nothing to complain about me because I was an exemplary wife; even my mother-in-law adored me and said that his son was in good hands. But what did ! get in exchange for all this? A rejection and an end to the marriage without any shred of consideration for me. So he didn’t come and say that he missed me because he cared about me. After all, that wasn’t
true.
“I don’t deny that I missed your care,” he confessed. “There is money in the world that can buy dedication like yours.”
“Yes, Jason. Because I never did anything for your money, I did because you were my husband and I loved you, but what did y with that love I gave you?”
I
“I did something horrible, I guess,” he tried to joke, and I rolled my eyes, going back to work. I’m glad the things he said no longer affec
“But it wasn’t your helpfulness that I missed, it was you. Laura. Just like you say, you did all that because you loved me and cared about me. That’s exactly what I missed-your love for me. When you left, it didn’t take me long to realize how much I loved you. I thought I didn’t love you, but every day that I went to sleep without you, that I woke up
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discovered that it was you who gave meaning to my life, it was you who gave light and shine to anything you got with this kindness and
divine dedication.”
“Stop it…”
“I was wrong all along when I thought I didn’t love you, but I have always loved you since the first day I met you, but wrong emotions made me make wrong decisions. I know what I did was irredeemable, but I will be very honest, Laura. I want you back, I want you back so much that my whole being hurts for the lack of you.”
At that moment, I was looking at him, and I couldn’t detect any lie in his words, it was as if Jason was telling the truth, which surprised
“Do you want me back? Why? Are you sure what you want, Jason? Because, as far as I know, I’m not woman enough for you, I’m not
I
your kind of woman. You don’t like women like me who are decent and pure, don’t you? You like the ones that are bolder than K dall, the ones that will make you feel very emotional, right? Furt
you made sure to make it clear to me the whole time when
married.”
That brought back harsh memories of the unnecessary com
Jason made to me.
“I’m sick of always seeing your brown hair. Why don’t you dye it red blonde? I bet it would make you more attractive.” He practically calle
me ugly.
e,
“A little gym membership would help you stop being so skinny like that.” He commented.
“Can you do a cosmetic procedure and see if it improves your body to make it more attractive? It’s a bit annoying that you have almost
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He didn’t realize it, but comments like that ruined my self-esteem. So I tried to do everything for the better-go to the gym and work out my body to look like the women in the magazines he liked; dye my hair; and even try to dress more daringly, all to try to please him, but Jason never seemed to be satisfied. Both in sex and everyday life, he always said that I didn’t satisfy him.
“What did you always call me, Jason? Unsalted?” I laughed sarcastically, remembering that. “I was so young at the time, so immature. I was just a girl, thinking I could win a man’s heart by doing whatever he wanted. I had no self-love and no self-esteem because I was living for you. But I’m sorry to say, Jason, that I’m still the same as I always was. I haven’t changed, Jason, I still like romantic comedies rather than horror films, and I still prefer to stay at home rather than go to bars and stuff my face like there’s no tomorrow. I’m still the same, Jason, only now I love myself, I know my worth, and I take care of myself. Likewise, I will never again let people like you put me down just to feel superior. The time I was married to you worst time of my life!”
I made it very clear how much I hated him for everything he
to me in the past-that heartless piece of shit. He backed awa little, looking hurt.
“I know I’ve done horrible things in the past, but Laura. You ha forgive me.”
s the
“Let me tell you what you want, Jason. You don’t want me back. Yo want your butler back; you want that Laura from the past who was easily erased and subjugated by you; and you want to go back to feeling the rotten pleasure you felt when you diminished me when you stepped on me and I made myself inferior. This is what you want.”
“That’s not true, I want you back because I love you.”
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No, Jason. You don’t love me! Why do you insist on continuing with the pain of the past? Can’t you see that I’ve changed for the better? Im a new woman, Jason. A new Laura Thornpsoorwinto ssn’t at all nterested in your shitty games. Oh, you found opentha Kendall is no good, uh? Did you cry because you were so stupid that you didn’t see this cetore? So screw you, Jason Davies, becaused koon toare; I don’t care boout your pain; I don’t even care about you!!
For God’s sake, it just felt so good to say those words tochtimal wanted so much for me to suffer, I wanted so much for him to see
Esmée and the exciternent in my expression.
on’t ssey that, Laura. Can you see I’m being sincere?”
lave apoutorootten who you are, Jason? You are the great and Owerri faccking billionaire Jason Davies. I bet more than halfithse ontern New York would love to have the honor of having your popany in botnet words, a wornan is what you don’t miss. They ould loveaconug you and comfort you while you cry and mourn then ow you Icomo londe Kendall.”
Okay, but I just want you. Can you understand that?” He ins
Oh, what a shames Jasson. Because this wornan here,” I poin yself, “is not interessecdnn you at all, you stupid male. Now, pl et out of my office!! pooireed to the door.
e stood, his expression doubled by my harsh words. I bet a man m had never been dum need by a woman before, did he still like ink he owned all the shit? Did he still like to think he owned me? ell, he was very mistakenn
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