I Will Escape
chapter 86

Tonya's POV

I am so fucking outraged. I am trying so hard to control myself but its getting harder and harder. Noone knows all the things that I had to go through. Just with knowing that he is here makes me sick. Iknow that Sabrina wants me to open up to her. I don't like talking about it. Mark is a fuckingmonster that deserves to be tortured. I want him tortured to death for as long as we possibly can.People just don't understand the hate you can carry for someone. When there is someone who hasonly ever caused you pain, you start to feel an intense hatred. My own mate isn't even on my side totorture my abuser. Damien has no idea all the things I had to endure. I was just trying to survive. Iwant to tell him but I'm afraid that he will look at me differently. I feel so dirty thinking of all thethings that Mark forced me to do to him. I can't believe I allowed him to do those things to me forso long.

I want to forget about all of it. It will never go away it will always exist. Its impossible trying to forgetit until something else reminds you of the awful things that have happened. I want to make himhurt in every way that he made me hurt. He has tortured so many women that didn't deserve thethings that he did to them. I guess I should be happy that I survived him. What about the womenthat did not survive? Those women that he killed and tortured just like me. He needs to pay for allof it. I will be the one that makes him suffer for what he has done.

As I get up, I hear talking. I go out to the living room, and I see Dominic and Sabrina they look sohappy together. I know that Sabrina hides most of her hurt and her fear. She tries to be tough for allof us. I know that her weakness is the Alpha and she is terrified of him. She might have escaped him,but he still haunts her every night. I can hear her screams. I know she desperately wants to replace ourfather but I am not so sure about it. I have powers in me, Sabrina also has them inside her. We haveno idea all the powers we have. She thinks our father is the only person that can help us bring themout. She seeks just as much revenge for the Alpha that I seek for the Beta. That's what we have incommon right now. I think that it is about time that I start my revenge on Mark, and show him whatpain truly is.

“You guys can go to bed now. I'm not tired. I will stay up to watch his pathetic ass.”

“Tonya I can stay up with you, I don't mind at all we can have girl time.”

“Sabrina I'm not a child. I will be fine, I promise. If there are any issues, I will come get you.”

"Come Sabrina. Let's go get so rest. Tonya will be fine she is a big girl. She can take care of herself.”As I watched them walk back down the hall to go to bed, I am relieved. Sabrina always tries to help.I wish she would just leave me be. She acts like the boss and everyone just follows her withoutquestion. I can't believe her growl knocked him out like this. I want him to be awake, so he can feelall the pain he's about to receive. I don't question that he will be able to tolerate a lot. He will breakwe all do eventually, it just takes time. He will break just like I did from his torture. I have a silverknife that Damien gave to me to protect myself with. Silver is lethal and takes longer to heal forwolves. I wonder if I stab him if he will awake from his slumber.

My wolf comes out, “Tonya I want my mate you can't stay mad at him, he just doesn't understand.The Betas wolf is making me uneasy.”

“Diamond he betrayed me. He doesn't even want to stand by me as I get my revenge on myabuser.”

“Tonya he just doesn't understand what all you have been through with the Beta you need to tellhim.”

“Diamond he should be by my side even if I'm about to make a mistake. He shouldn't leave mealone especially now.”

“Tonya give him a chance to come around talk to him and explain to him how evil this man is.”“Diamond he knew how evil he is, yet, he left me alone. I'm done with this conversation.”

I hear footsteps. I figure its probably Sabrina coming to check on me. I get up to walk out to thekitchen, its Damien getting a glass of water. I just turn around not speaking to him,and go back tothe living room.

"Wait Tonya! I'm sorry for not understanding what you are going through.”

"You didn't even ask Damien you just let me be alone.

“Tonya I'm sorry. I wish I would have stayed. I needed time to process what's happening Tonya.”“What do you think? We should have just let him free for him to run back to his Alpha. Beta couldlead him right to us.”

“No Tonya, he deserves to pay for what he has done to you.”

“Damien I needed you to be there, and you just walked away.”

“Please forgive me. I will never leave your side again, even if I don't agree at first. I am so sorry.”“Damien how can I trust that you won't just walk away when things get complicated.”

“Just give me another chance, and I'll prove it to you.”

“I will think about but for now please just let me be.”

“I'm not leaving you alone with him Tonya.”

“Your not going to like what is about to happen Damien.”

“I don't care. I'm not leaving your side.”

“Fine but don't try to stop me on what I am about to do to him. If you can't stomach it, I warnedyou."

I get a bucket of water and 1 go and dump it over Marks head to wake him up. He jumps, but notvery far due to him being tied to the chair. The shock of the freezing water wakes him up with noissue. He sees me then smiles he makes my stomach crawl.

"God your still so fucking beautiful Tonya. How I missed you so much baby. have you missed me?”“No, I'm going to be the one that will kill you for all your wrong doing to women. Are you ready topay for the consequences of your actions?"

“I can't help that women are weak, and disposable. If they would just do as they're told, there wouldbe no issues.”

I took my silver knife and cut it across his cheek. Listening to him scream was shockingly satisfyingto hear. I would slash deeper just to hear him scream in pain longer.

“Do you like that feeling of pain? You better start because this is just the beginning of what's aboutto happen to you.”

“It's okay baby you do what you want. I got everything that I wanted from you. I made you dothings that you will never forget. I imprinted deep in you. Dead or alive baby you will alwaysremember the things I did to you.”

“You are a monster. It's about time you pay for your actions.”

Anger takes over my body and I just start stabbing him. God it feels so good! I just can't stopmyself. The silver is starting to burn my hand. I stop there just blood everywhere. Not realizing I stabhim so many times. I go to check on him, he has a pulse.

“You are checking up on me baby? Now isn't that just the sweetest! Is that all you got?”

“I'm far from done but I don't want you lose too much blood. I want your wolf to heal you. I have somuch planned for you. This going to be so much fun. I will leave you to get some sleep, you willneed it."