In The Arms Of The Bad Boy Alpha
Chapter 18

Bella's

P.O.V

He said something to me, but I couldn't understand anything. I felt as if I were losing my mind, but as opened my eyes pulling myself together I saw that Asher was kissing me. I chuckled and he stopped.

"I think I have paid enough for my mistake in slapping you." I said, pushing him away from me. He thought that he could control my body and that my body was his to control, but he could not be more wrong. Did he seriously not remember that alcohol doesn't affect werewolves the same as it does humans? I got up from the floor, but then so did he.

"What do you mean?" Asher slowly asked. His voice was deep and still showing his anger at the fact that I had pushed him away from me, breaking the kiss between us. I emptied the rest of the vodka bottle on the floor wiping my mouth, disgusted that he had kissed me yet again.

"I know exactly what you are trying to do, Asher. You wanted to see me like this, right? Do you seriously think that your old girlfriend's arrival would break me and you would replace me crying and begging you to accept me as your mate? If yes, then you are wrong." I stressed, keeping my voice normal and cleaning the dust from my skirt as I looked up at him.

"Do you know why I hate Alpha's so much?" I asked, walking towards him, closing the distance between us. He didn't reply, but I knew that he heard me. I wasn't drunk anymore, the effects of the alcohol had completely worn off and I was fully conscious. "When I was seven I saw my father murdered in front of my eyes. I was in my mom's arms as she dragged me away from there so that she could save me. My father didn't want my mom to stay and fight with him, he wanted her to save me first. The wolf tore my dad's body apart and I saw everything, but he was not a normal wolf. He was the Alpha of some powerful pack, I don't even know the name."

"The only thing I can remember was his face that appears to me now in my dreams. From that day on could never sleep at night, I used to keep seeing that scene over and over again, it became my nightmare. He became my nightmare. My mom took me to a doctor and he gave me some medicine. That I could take by myself and so that I could forget everything, but do you know what? I never took the medicine because I never wanted to forget what happened to my father and I wanted to remember that Apha's face." "The day I see him, no matter how big and powerful an Alpha he is, I will take revenge for my father, even if end up dying at his hand. I will still take my revenge. The same goes to the wolf that killed my mom. Now you are probably wondering why I am telling you all this, well the answer is simple. I want you to understand my hatred towards Alphas. I hate your kind. I think of that word, that very title as a curse. Did you hear me? All Alphas are a curse for me." I divulged, not shedding a single tear. There was no sadness in me, only loathing burning in my eyes, which Asher could clearly see.

"Do you remember when I told you I would never accept you as my Alpha? You must have been thinking that I was just saying this randomly and because of this you never stopped hurting me. You kept treating me like your slave as I was trying to fight for my future. All because of your so-called revenge you have hurt me enough. You have paraded girls in front of me treated me like s**t, told me that you don't want a lone wolf as your mate."

"I have given you chance after chance, but you are still nothing but cruel towards your own mate. Why would I want a mate that hates me? Why would I want a mate who doesn't want me? You know the things that you have said. You know that you're hurting me deeply, yet you continue to do it anyway. Yes, I accepted that you were the best at your job and I was hurt. But my wolf kept saying that I should give you a chance, that you deserve it as my mate, only now she also understands that it was no use. You don't deserve us. Alpha Asher, from now on I will no longer continue your game. I slapped you and I have paid enough fort. This toy of yours is lost from your hands now. I no longer owe you anything." I declared, purging myself of the last of what I needed to say as I grabbed my bag from the floor.

"You can't do this." Asher quietly refuted, not sounding angry or irritated.

"I can, I will, and I just did." I replied, turning to leave the library.

"STOP RIGHT THERE!! I DID NOT ALLOW YOU TO LEAVE!!" Asher shouted, I just continued to walk away.

"If you take a step out of this library then you will lose your future. I will have you kicked out of this school and I will make your life hell." Asher warned, I looked back at him. His furious face turned to a smirk as he saw me stopping. I hadn't walked out of the library even though I was near the door. Asher started to walk towards me with a satisfied look on his face.

"Good....don't you dare go...." Asher started to say with a proud smile on his face, thinking he had made me submit.

"Do it." I demanded, cutting him off.

"What?" Asher asked as the smile disappeared from his face. I walked back over to him and stood as close as I could to him.

"You heard me. Do it, kick me out of the school, prove that you could not beat me. It is the only thing that is giving you any sort of control over me. But I've decided to leave, even if it will ruin my future." I explained, he was looking at me with a burning rage. My hand headed towards his as I grabbed his loose tie with my other, pulling him down to my height, making him actually see me, making him look into my eyes.

"Kick me out and show me how weak you are. Show me that side of yours where you are okay losing to a lone wolf. Show me that you can't dominate your own mate. Show me your side that no one can see. I have already rejected you, I'm just waiting for the day you will accept it. No matter how big and powerful Alpha Asher is...... he can never tame Bella Davis." I disclosed, looking into his eyes. I was so close to his lips they were shaking, he was so angry. The fury inside him was erupting like a hidden volcano. I let go of his tie sauntered back to the library door.

"AHHHHHHH!!" Asher shouted in anger as he kicked the book shelf to release his anger. I stopped in my tracks near the door as the whole bookshelf crumpled to the floor. One by one all of the bookshelves toppled onto the floor, turning the library into one huge mess. Asher was standing on one side of the mess, while I was standing on the other near the door. He was taking big heaving deep breaths and his angry aura filled the whole room, but then he started storming towards me, crushing the books under his feet. "THIS DREAM OF YOURS IS NEVER GOING TO COME TRUE, BELLA DAVIS!! I WILL NEVER ACCEPT YOUR REJECTION! YOU WILL ALWAYS HAVE A BOND WITH ME!! YOU WILL NEVER BE FREE FROM MY CLUTCHES!!" Asher screamed at me, using his Alpha tone and wolf eyes. My words had driven him past his limit, they had pushed him to the level he could no longer control his wolf. I wanted to see this. Now he could finally understand how it felt. I smirked at him, watching as he lost control. "Then it is your bad luck Alpha Asher because it means you are going to forever have a bond with the mate who will never love you...." I whispered, leaving the destroyed library and my broken mate behind me.