In The Arms Of The Bad Boy Alpha
Chapter 50

Bella's P.O.V

"Aahh..." I moaned, trying to breathe. I really tried my best, but I could not. Unconditionally my tongue was entangled against his, I was letting him play with my breath. I did not know how but he had totally sucked my soul with his hot mouth. He was not only playing with my tongue, but my lips as well. He was sucking and nibbling on me so playfully that I was not able to resist him, but I really needed to breathe.

"Ash... Asher..." I softly called his name, breaking our kiss, placing my hand on his chest so that I could make him stop. He opened his lustful eyes, scanning my entire face only for a few moments. Before once again pulling me in for another hot and heavy kiss. The hotness of his mouth was incredibly addictive. It was like those few seconds were mercy on me so that I would not die. I just did not want him to stop, but I also knew that we were at the party surrounded by so many werewolves that were all watching us. The principal had sent every human away to have dinner, but Asher's pack was still here, they were with their mates or partners. Asher had announced in front of everyone that I was his mate in front of everyone, people were shocked. It was most shocking for his pack members as they were not aware that a lone wolf was their Alpha's mate. Everyone was aware of his hatred towards lone wolves, but his announcement surprised everyone.

For me it was so erotic because after the announcement he just had not been able to keep his lips off of me for a second. He pulled me into the corner and started devouring my lips. It was embarrassing for me as I was trying to control my moans, but he was so good at kissing that I was already aching for him between my legs. I could not even lie that I was wet for him. I was well aware that he was aroused as his member poked against my belly. I felt butterflies in my stomach, I immediately broke the kiss before I succumbed to his arousal and my wetness.

"Asher...please stop," I pleaded, thinking that he would not listen to me. That he would again kiss me, but luckily he obeyed softly brushing my cheeks.

"You look so unbelievably beautiful in this wedding dress. I hate it that others are watching you. I just want to pull their eyes out. I do not want to stop, Bella. Now that you know how much I love you. I cannot stop. I want you," He confessed, making me shiver at seeing the possessiveness in his eyes. I had never seen this side of him before, it was slightly disconcerting. He was jealous of his own pack members who were watching me. He was neither ready to stop touching me or to leave me.

"Can you feel it?" He asked, again moving his hardness against my belly causing my heart to beat fast. My throat went dry when he rubbed himself against me, all I wanted to do was jump on him and give him what he wanted because if he continued like this then I would not be able to hold Lena back anymore. His desire for me was so strong and overwhelming that it was irresistible.

"Let's do it...I want you," He murmured desperately. I felt his fingers travelling down to my thighs then he was going to enter his fingers inside my panties. I just wanted to close my legs, but I could not as I had reached the point where I could no longer control Lena, I let him do what he wanted. Even though we were in public, I was embarrassed. I did not want to do it in front of everyone. I know that werewolves do not feel any shame when it comes to this type of thing, but I grew up in a very different environment, I am not like that.

"Asher..." I called and finally stopped him with my shaking hands. He looked into my eyes for a few seconds, maybe hoping that I would let him continue. Then he moved away, totally taking his body away from me. I really got scared. Was he angry because I stopped him? One day Victoria told me that Alpha's were different, they were possessive, obsessed, and dominating. If they desire something then no one can stop them from getting it. If I resisted him from taking my body then I was the one who would lose as he would choose someone else to release his pent up desire and lust on. He would replace a substitute.

"Asher..." I said again, holding his hand and stopped. Victoria's words had affected me so badly that I stopped him. I was afraid that he would leave me and go straight to Jessica. I would lose him.

"Don't go. I...I just..." I started to say, but could not come up with any suitable explanation to make him stop. Did he only want me for s*x? Are we both tied to physical relationships? This thought hurt me badly. I love him with everything I have, but does he also love me like that?

"I am ready..." I announced, licking my lips to hide my nervousness.

"Let's do it here... in front of...everyone if you want..." I stammered with a little smile trying hard not to show my real feelings. He immediately jumped on me again, pushing me against the wall, having his way with my neck and lips. I just closed my eyes. Maybe I was trying to prove to him that even though I was a lone wolf I was no different from the others. I was the same as other girls were, but I was still not able to accept the fact that I was ashamed. I was about to cry but I held myself.

"Bella," Asher called, I felt that he had stopped kissing me while his hand had cupped my cheek. I opened my eyes, replaceing him smiling at me.

"Are you stupid or something? Do you really think that I would do something like that in front of everyone? Never!" Asher revealed, I could not hold my tears. I was so scared. "You are only mine. Only I can see you and the same goes to you. From now on only you have the right to see me with clothes or without I am all yours." He wiped my tears."You do not need to prove anything to me. I have accepted you the way you are. If you change then I would lose my Bella, " He admitted and I felt so good when he said that. He wanted me the way I was.

"Do you know why I fell for you?" He asked and I shook my head. He turned me around so we both were facing the window where we could see the moon. It was so bright and beautiful. Asher was standing behind me holding me from behind. Being with him this moon was even more beautiful.

"I fell for you because you are different..." He started to say, but whispered it in my ear. I just closed my eyes when his hot breath fell on the shell of my ear. "You are my one and only life partner who is different from all others and has her own personality. You are the light of my dark life." He declared, placing a small kiss on my red cheek. I smiled softly, blushing at his words. He kept his head on my shoulder as we both were looking at the moon. I do not know how long we stood there, but it was the most precious and best moment that I had spent with Asher. I wanted to treasure it in my heart.

"Let's go," He suddenly said.

"Where?" I asked, confused.

"Let's go back home," He replied, as he mentioned home then I remembered that I do not have home now to go back to. I had already returned the keys to the landlord as I was going to leave the city. My luggage was in Victoria's car and I was going to the railway station from here. It was night so I needed to replace a place to stay.

"Okay," I answered, turning to look at him.

"But I can go with Victoria. She will drive me home," I hedged, trying to figure this out.

"No, I will take you home." He pushed, holding my hand looking like I would break his heart if I refused. I was thinking about saying yes, but if he takes me home then he would know the truth. What would I do then? "What's wrong?" He asked, looking suspicious.

"Nothing, I just want to see Lily and Victoria before going back home," I indicated, walking away from there without looking back. I could not understand what to do. All of a sudden things happened and I could not understand anything. I came here to get rejected and I had no idea that instead he would express his love to me. I smiled thinking about it, but now the situation had become so strange that I did not have a house to live in. Should I ask for help from Victoria? I thought, that was a very stupid idea. She was no longer single like before, she now lived with David at his house. I know that Victoria would say yes right away if I asked her for help, but living with a couple would be very shameless, not to mention rude, it is not in my nature to take advantage of someone's kindness. As soon as I reached the hall, I saw Lily and Leo talking to each other. I could hear that he was making her laugh with his stupid jokes. She looked very happy with him, I was glad that she had eventually found true love in her life. Lily lives alone in her house, so until replaceing a new house, she could give me a place to stay, but it was not the right time to talk to her right now.

"I don't think we should bother the two beautiful couples during their precious moments," Asher advised as he came from behind me and stood by my arm, looking at David, Victoria, Leo and Lily, with his hands on my waist. I smile and say yes because I had to agree that this was not the right time.

"Then let's go home? Say bye to them later in a message," He recommended, I agreed with this idea. After coming out of the hall, both of us were moving towards his car, but I was very nervous. He was going to leave me in front of my house, but now that house was no longer mine. On reaching the car, he opened the door for me, motioning me to sit inside, but I fidgeted with my fingers. I stood there like that but did not get in.

"What's the matter? We don't have to go by car." He asked, raising one of his eyebrows looking at me suspiciously.

"No, that's not the case. My luggage is in Victoria's car. I will just go and get my luggage. It will take time. Why don't you go first and I will just take a taxi," I replied, as soon as I was about to go to Victoria's car, he stopped me. He had already gone and retrieved my luggage. Putting both of my bags on the back seat, he quickly closed the car door once again gesturing for me to sit. Why? Why can't he let me go alone?!!! Why was he so obsessed with giving me a lift? This time I had no other excuse so I had to get in. We were on the way and only two minutes had passed, but I was very nervous. I could not think where I would go on such a night. Seems like I would have to stay in a hotel. I couldn't think of asking for help from Asher. He has always grown up with money, but I was from a middle class family. If he knew that I did not even have a house to live in, then he may think that I was very poor. Yes, I was still poor, but I would make living arrangements for myself soon, I just had to replace a place to stay tonight.

"Why are you so nervous? Is there anything you are hiding from me?" He asked, with his abrupt question, I became even more agitated. I had completely forgotten that he could feel all of my emotions.

"No, I'm just a little tired" I hedged, staring straight outside the window, not daring to turn towards him a single time. I was just praying to the Moon Goddess not to have to talk even more about this matter. By the grace of the Goddess, he did not take the matter forward and the journey was peaceful. I knew his eyes were fixed on me which was making my heart beat fast.

Suddenly he held my one hand and I still did not look back at him. I was blushing like a little girl. It was embarrassing so I just kept my face towards the other side. The car window was open and a cool breeze touched my face. I rested my head on the seat, I did not know when my eyes closed looking out the window. When I heard the sound of car doors opening, I opened my eyes, I saw that the car had stopped and Asher had exited the car. Oh no! Why did he get out of the car? I was thinking that I would not let him get out and before that I would move towards my house, but he just got out. What would happen now? I did not have house keys.

"Home," He stated, opening the car door for me. As soon as I got out of the car, I found myself in an unfamiliar place. This was not the place that I used to live, rather the car was parked in front of a Mansion. I jumped in shock and saw there was a big garden. I looked back and there was a big iron door!

"Asher, I think you forgot the way to my house. This is not my house," I told him, noticing that he had already taken my luggage from the car.

"I know. This is my house and from today it is our home. We will be living together from now on." He replied, holding my hand. He took me inside as I listened to him, my eyes grew wide with surprise. He had a big smile on his face as if he had conquered the whole world. He was looking ecstatic saying that we would be living together! Everything he said to me was incredible. I was looking at the whole house with my big eyes. We entered the hall and I could not believe that he was asking me to stay here. "Sorry, but I can not stay here. I have home," I lied, trying to get out after taking my heavy luggage with him. He grabbed my waist, hauling me back to the place where I had been standing. Right in front of him.

"No. You are not going anywhere. You and I will live here and that's final," He demanded, pulling my luggage behind him once again his stubbornness was rearing its ugly head. He had cut off my path to my luggage with his big body. "Asher, please try to understand. How can I live with you?" I asked, he got close to me.

"Why can't you?" He asked in return, looking hurt.

"I...just don't...want," I replied, making a grab for my bag again. I was walking out of the house quickly taking my bag, but he again caught me, this time he placed his head on my shoulder breathing in my scent and I stopped.

"Are you scared of me, Bella? Don't you believe me?" He asked somberly. I let the bag drop from my hand and turned to look at him. He was really hurt, I could feel it. I cupped his face and raising on my toes while pulling him towards me.

"I believe you, it's because of my faith in you that I am here,following you blindly," I assured him, placing a soft kiss on his cheek and he closed his eyes.

"Then stay with me, Bella. Please don't leave me alone." He begged, placing his hand on my cheek. He again asked me to stay, but that was impossible.

"But I..." As I was about to refuse to stay here, he placed a finger on my lips, stopped me from speaking, drawing me closer to him.

"You can't try to hide anything from me, when I already know what the truth is," He admitted. After listening to him, I understood that he knew the truth of my not being home.

"Did Victoria tell you?" I softly asked him, he shook his head.

"If Victoria didn't tell, then how would you know?" I wondered, I was curious to know this as no one knew this except for Victoria and Lily. They promised me they will not tell David or Leo.

"When I left your house in the morning after bringing you home from the club, I saw your landlord. I just had to show him my eyes to make him spit everything out, that made him run away, but I caught him in time. I got all the information from him that I needed, then I came to discover that you were going to leave home," He replied and I was shocked. Why did he need to go to such lengths to learn all of this? Scaring a human with his wolf eyes. At that moment Asher grabbed my arms making me look into his eyes. "Ash...Asher," I called, getting nervous.

"After all, how can you hide something so big from me? I waited all the way here for you to tell me the truth, but you did not tell me. Have you been thinking about staying in the street or a hotel? You know how dangerous it can be to go to a hotel on such a night? Then why Bella? Why didn't you tell me?" He asked angrily, but he was mostly hurt as I had not told him. I just lowered my head after listening to him. I did not answer him because I knew that I was at fault.

"I am sorry," I apologized, feeling guilty he lifted my face with his finger.

"Don't. Don't be sorry. It is also angering me because I am making you say sorry. I can not bear it," He explained and I could not say anything.

"Do you understand?" He asked and I nodded my head.

"If you understand then let's go to our room," He said, I was in his hold within a second. He scooped me up in his arms and began to climb the stairs. I became panicked. Why his room? Are we both going to share the same room? He was taking me to his room. I knew it was his room as soon as we entered because it was drenched in his citrus and sage scent that drove me crazy. He placed me softly down on his bed then sat beside me. As he moved closer I drew back in fear. "Don't run away from me," He said, holding my hand so that I could not move away.

"From now on this is our room, Bella," He remarked, kissing my hands.

"Asher, we can not stay in the same room," I muttered. I knew it would hurt him but I...I just could not stay with him.

"Is this the reason?" He asked and I lifted my eyes to look at him. He was holding a diary in his hand that was mine. It had disappeared from my house one day and I could not replace it.

"How did you get that?" I asked in shock.

"I stole it," He confessed.

"What? You stole it? How and why?" I asked a lot of questions at the same time like crazy.

"Yes, I stole it the day that I first entered your house. I wanted to know everything about my mate. What she loves and what she hates. I wanted to be the person that she loves but do you know what? I learned that the person you love is...me," He attested, I lowered my eyes to hide my embarrassment. He really had read everything. I used to write everything about how I felt towards him. How much I loved him and how I was glad that he was my first. Now he knew everything. Being alone was so painful so I have always written in a diary since my childhood. I never thought he would steal it in order to understand me better. Did he replace me weird now? I thought to myself.

"No, I found it cute, sexy, hot, and erotic," Asher muttered as I stared up at him in shock. Did I say it out loud? Suddenly my lips were firmly placed against his, as he was kissing me. I closed my eyes and opened my mouth for him. He deepened the kiss as the situation was getting hot and heavy. I was again losing my mind and body to him, soon we were going to do it again.

"Asher," I called, breaking the kiss one more time, but could not force myself to move away from him. His forehead was touching mine and he was taking a deep breath to control himself.

"I know why you do not want to stay in the same room as me," He admitted, placing my diary in my hand. It means he had read that part too. About my dream. My dream of getting married like others. Becoming his bride. I wanted to stay in his room as a married couple.

"Let's do it as you want. We'll share the bed when we get married. The day when I will make you my wife," He assured me with a smile. I smiled back at his respect for my decision. He wanted to marry me.

"But you will stay in my room. I have so many rooms in this house, but I would love to stay in the living room sofa so that I can keep an eye on you too. What if you need something or you try to run away," He cautioned, looking serious. "What? Run away?" I asked, he shook his head.

"Yeah, at David's house you broke the glass in the window and jumped out of it. What if you do something like that again? For that reason I have hired two men to be posted at the front door and back doors. What would I do if something like that happened? I would have to tie you to my bed and..." He continued and I rolled my eyes.

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"Shut up," I said, but he kept talking about his insecurities.

"I said don't say it or there will be a punishment," I warned him, but he did not listen to me.

"Can not you hear me?" I asked, finally shut his mouth with mine. He immediately stopped and smiled. Don't tell me he was waiting for this and I fell into his trap!

"If I knew you would make me shut up like this, then I would keep talking just to keep receiving this punishment," He groaned, I also smiled at his words. He wrapped my legs around his waist, getting up from bed without breaking the kiss making sure to thoroughly claim my mouth. He took me to the bathroom, placing me in the bathtub.

"You have only half an hour, baby," He said. 'Baby?' I thought and he was looking at my wet body hungrily. He again leaned down to the bathtub and kissed my shoulders softly.

"Take a bath, come out and meet in the dining room. I have not eaten anything and I am starving. If I do not see you on time then I will start eating you," He warned, with that he left the bathroom and I ran to lock the bathroom door. He looked damn serious about eating me and I knew exactly what kind of eating he was talking about. He would really do it! No! I should take a quick shower before he really eats me.