In The Arms Of The Bad Boy Alpha
Chapter 54

"Do you understand?" He asked, I nodded quickly, going back to my work making a mental note that I will not roll my eyes at him or it would be hard for him to control himself. I should not test his self restraint. I could feel his arousal, he was really going to make me wet for him. I quickly turned off the gas and brought all the food to the dining table. All this time his eyes were on my hips as I was walking here and there. He was shamelessly checking me out, standing in the corner of the dining room. If he continues like this then I would just give up!

"Why don't you take your seat," I recommended with a frustrated smile as I could not bear his stare any longer. How the hell could he give me such a seductive look all the time! His wolf was playing with mine as well! I don't know why, but he instantly obeyed and took his place. I took a deep breath, but as I was about to sit he pulled out a chair for me.

"Not there, sit here. Beside me," He demanded, taking my hand and making me sit in the chair that he had chosen for me. I was serving him the entire time his fingers were combing through my hair as he tucked stray pieces behind my ears. I ignored him the whole time and began to eat my food.

"Will you not eat?" I had to ask as he was only staring at my face.

"Feed me," He instructed, getting close to my mouth. I immediately pulled myself back before he just stole my food from my mouth again.

"You are not a child, Asher. Eat it quickly before I just snatch your food. I eat a lot so I can eat yours too." I warned him and he narrowed his eyes.

"How cruel you can be towards your mate! Can't you just feed me?" He pleaded, continuing his drama. I was thinking that he would eat it now, but I saw that he was just playing with food.

"Why are you not eating?" I asked again. In Victoria's house I noticed that he was playing with the food more than eating. He always plays.

"I am just not hungry anymore," He grumbled, placing his spoon back on his plate, smiling at me.

"But did you not say that you are hungry?" I asked and he nodded.

"Yes I was, but now I do not want to eat," He answered as I looked at the food.

"Is this because this food is made by me and it is not delicious or it is not to your liking? If you want we can just order something," I offered, pulling my phone out to call for food delivery but he shook his head.

"The food is absolutely delicious. There is nothing wrong just because you made it. Actually it is a childhood habit of mine and has now maybe become my sickness..." He began to reveal, I was confused, but he had a smile on his face like he was remembering something. "Whenever I think of eating food, feel hungry and the food is in front of me, I get bored of eating at the same time because I miss my mother. I was only seven years old and my mother loved me so much that she used to still feed me. Dad always used to convince mom not to spoil me as I was seven years old, but I loved eating with my mother. Everything changed the moment of mom's death. I came to the hostel thinking that I would be able to forget everything, but whenever food was placed in front of me, my mother's face would also come in front of me. I could not forget anything, so because of eating, I mostly consumed some protein shakes or high calorie beverages and went to sleep. Now it has become a habit," He divulged. I saw a painful smile on his face. He realized I had noticed it. "You don't need to worry about it that much. You just eat your food. I have a habit of sleeping without eating anything. I will have something to drink as usual," He assured me adding more food to my plate. I saw that he was pouring juice in a glass for himself. I took the glass of juice from his hand and took a spoon full of food, placing it towards his lips.

"I was also completely alone after my father's death. Mom was with me, but only on weekends. I have also eaten my three meals, sitting alone at the dining table of my house or the corner of my school classroom as a loner. I am no different from you, so why don't we overcome each other's loneliness, become each other's mates while eating too?" I offer with a smile. Listening to me, he was only watching me. I grabbed his mouth with the other hand, opening it I placed food in his mouth.

"From today onwards you will not eat alone, you will not have bad memories as I will always be with you. We will create new memories together to forget the bad ones," I vowed, wiping his mouth and lips with my thumb, when he hugged me. I was startled and the spoon fell from my hand.

"You have made a big mistake by saying this. After this I will never let you go anywhere. No matter how big a problem, dilemma, or difficulty comes between us or even God could come and ask me to leave you, I will die, but I will not let you go." He told me and I did not know why I saw a small child inside him who needed love. He needs love, care and hugs like everyone else. He is alone like me, but his words are lovely.

"I will never leave you," I smiled and kissed him. He jumped in joy and kissed me deeply.