Love You Or Hate You, I Can't Decide, Book2
Episode-384

Episode-384

Evelyn's POV:

I sat on the floor, resting my back

on the bed frame. I sigh, I looked at

the sketch book. I have nothing to do, no will to do.... I don't want to do

anything.

I feel so lonely....

abandoned..... I grabbed my hairs in frustration. I should really think and get

everything together, but look at me having a midlife crisis.

My stomach growled,

I am hungry, but I am no mood to eat. I rested my head back and my eyes filled

with tear, I miss them.... I really miss

Aaron, Alexis and Ernest.

They just left me, I tolerated Logan's case.... But How brother

Alexis treated me... made me realize I lost them....

I hugged myself. I crawled in the bed and I hate this, I

can't think anything to fix this, I can't think anything.... Are they going

ignore me all my life?

God!... I miss them

more than I should....More than I thought... That B*tch Logan messed everything...

but I can't hate him either....

I was in state going

in sleep. I felt hand on my forehead. I heard whispered, "She is not having

fever... but why is she so pale...."

I opened my eyes to

see Brother Ernest, I looked at him making sure this was not a dream.... I sat

up, fixing my messy hair, I noticed Brother Alexis is also standing there, I turned my gaze to see Aaron, he sat next to me.

My vision got blur

in tears, I looked down hiding them. I am a grown women crying like child, so

shameful. I couldn't help but sob, I sniffed... but my face got pulled Aaron

asked looking at me, "You crying!!!...

I looked away and

said, "N-no... I am not crying...."

Brother Ernest said,

"What... happened to you?... look what you made of yourself..... these clothes are

stained with colors, and dirty too... you look like you haven't slept in days..."

I was left

speechless....

I whispered, "Nothing...."

Brother Alexis walked

to me and grabbed my face, he said, "Aren't you telling me?.... Cherry..."

I want to cry like a

kid when he called me 'Cherry'... I missed this... I can't live without them...

I whispered looking down, "I... said nothing.... you don't care

anyways....."

Brother Alexis said

annoyed, "I don't care... then tell me why am I here?"

I wiped my cheeks

with my both hands, I got down the bed passing them. I said, "I.. don't know...." But I silently kept

crying, I pulled the curtains open, I hated when light touched my eyes all of a

sudden. I felt someone grabbed my arm and pulling me to face him.

Brother Ernest asked stern angry, "You are telling me the

truth this time.... what's going on?...."

I pressed my lips together, stopping myself from crying.

Brother Ernest asked, "Is it because he lost his memory?..

..

you know you can't

do much than get a good doctor for him... I will arrange someone.."

I cut his words by

saying, "It's not about Logan..." I looked away, wiping my tears. Brother Ernest

asked again, "Cherry, won't you tell me?..... I beg you..."

I looked at all of them, I said as I looked at Brother

Ernest, "I... I missed all of you.... I missed my Brothers.... but you all ignored

me... never answered my calls, blocked me..." I cried out. I chocked on my tears.

I said, "I knew I was wrong...... But... when I got to knew my

mistake, I wanted apologize.... but all never let me do it..... you all shut me

out, do you know How I felt?...." I attempted to wipe my tear.

Brother Ernest embraced me, caressing my head. He whispered,

"shuu.... it's ok... don't cry....." I hugged him and sobbed.

I said, "I... I

tried... but you all never talked to me.... Aaron even blocked me... I never did this

to any of you when you made mistakes.... you all are mean to me!!!!"