Omega Lost
Chapter 20

**Sebastian**

"But I'm not a leader of a pack or even part of yours and it's not what an Omega is supposed to do or should even be able to do," Elena says sounding a little panicked.

She keeps trying to look away from me, but I want to make sure she hears what I'm saying and believes every word. "Elena, look at me. Keep your eyes on mine." I tell her a little firmer.

She lets out a shaky breath but does as I ask. Her dark eyes are glossed over like she's seconds away from crying. The sight of her fear, sadness, and pain makes my chest ache. I want to take all those emotions away from her, but I don't know all she's been through, so there isn't much I can do...yet.

"You did nothing wrong. Okay?" I tell her softly.

Her eyes close and a tear slides down her cheek. I use my thumb to wipe it away and cup her face in my hands. She tilts her head slightly as if to lean further into my touch and my chest swells with Alpha pride. My Omega is seeking comfort from me, and I'm more than happy to give it. I slide one of my hands down the side of her neck that she has exposed to me and lean down to nuzzle against the soft flesh. My instincts are screaming at me to bite and claim her, but I stop myself. For now, I can scent her, and everyone will know to stay away.

She whimpers softly and the sound slides along my skin making goosebumps rise. I guess she's just as affected by me as I am by her. I force myself to put some distance between us, but only enough for me to look into her eyes. There is confusion in those eyes and a little doubt. I smile at her to help soften the blow of me not doing more than scenting her. She gives me a small smile in return and fuck it makes me want to kiss her so bad. "Come, let's feed you." I slide my hand down her arm and take her smaller hand in mine.

"O-okay."

"Yes! Let's eat!" Aria says happily.

She moves to the other side of Elena and little Eli yips at his mom. Mom...I never thought the Omega I would choose would already have a pup. It's highly unusual but I don't give a damn. I'm already the talk of the gossip chain, might as well add something else in my life to get the people talking again. Elena smiles down at him and rubs his head softly. He nips at her fingers playfully making her laugh. The sound is soft almost inaudible, and oh so sweet.

I can't help but tighten my hold on her hand a little when her hand becomes a little limp. It's as if she is trying not to touch me too much. That won't work for me. So I interlock our fingers instead and smirk to myself when I hear Elena sigh. She likes it.

Aria directs us to a small Korean restaurant between a sandwich shop and a shoe store. An odd place for a restaurant but convenient I suppose. I don't normally shop at a place like this. It's rare that I shop at all, and if I do it's only to reorder the things I already own. I don't see the need for a growing high-fashion wardrobe of clothes. The simple the better. That won't be the case for Elena and Eli. They will have everything they need and more.

Aria groans. "It smells so good!"

The restaurant has small coal fire pits built in the center of the tables. Aria ordered several different kinds of meat, and someone came over to the table to get our fire pit started. Eli whined for his mom not long after we sat down and is currently curled up on her lap with his chin resting on her arm. The owner happened to be a member of our neighboring pack and said having him inside wouldn't be a problem.

When we sat down I made sure Elena and I sat next to each other and I'm resting my arm across the back of her chair. I've noticed a few looks our way, and I have had to glare at a few other men looking at Elena. Omegas are born to please their Alphas, which means they are beautiful in every way. That means not only do Alphas enjoy their beauty but so do others. If she was my mate my bite on her neck would be a clear warning to anyone to stay away, but until that happens she would be free for another interested male.

Of course, my sweet Omega doesn't seem to notice at all. Instead, her eyes have been fixed on one of the TVs set up on the far wall. Her eyes are wide like she's never seen the show before.

"Oh, this is a good show. I've started it but a new one came out and I put this one on pause." Aria says. "Have you seen it?"

Elena shakes her head. "I never had a TV before."

I exchange a look with Aria. We haven't asked where she's come from yet. I didn't want to push, but where could she have been where they don't have a TV? "You haven't?" Aria asks.

"I wasn't allowed to," Elena says with a shrug.

"Oh." Aria gives me a concerned look but we don't say anything more about it.

We all stay silent after that, but I notice Elena fidgeting more. She's picking at her fingernails and breathing a little harder. I'm not sure why talking about a TV has her so anxious, but it gives me another opportunity to soothe her with my touch. It's something that Omegas need. Touch and reassurance are important for their emotional well-being. My sisters always loved cuddling with me when we were growing up. Even when I was young I made sure they carried my scent as a shield of protection.

I reach over and carefully take the hand closest to me holding it in one hand and covering it with the other. Her hand is so small compared to mine, but fits so perfectly. She glances at me and I wink at her. A sweet pink hue blooms on her cheeks making her look cute. I love having even this small effect on her. It's a silly thing to like so much but I do.

A server arrives with plates of sliced meat. They also set down smaller plates of random items. Once everything is set Aria grabs a pair of tongs and sets a few strips of meat on the charcoal fire pit. They immediately start to sizzle and the smell seems to trigger Elena's stomach because I hear it growl. That soft pink hue on her cheeks turns nearly crimson. "What would you like?" I ask her.

Her eyes rove over everything. "I'm not sure. I've never had any of these things before."

"How about a little of everything then?" I ask her.

There's that small smile again. I grudgingly release her hand and grab one of the small plates we were given. I guess we use that for a small amount of things and then we each have a bowl of rice. It's a strange arrangement, but I place various things on the small plate and place it in front of Elena. She tilts her head examining it all carefully.

"Here." Aria reaches over and sets a few cooked pieces of meat on a bowl of rice and passes it to Elena. "Try that. Then add some kimchi.”

Elena nods. She lifts her pair of chopsticks and brings the meat to her mouth. I know I probably look like a fucking creep but I watch the whole thing. My eyes follow every motion of her mouth. The small action of her eating has me shifting in my seat because I'm getting hard. Her licking her lips is sexy as hell and since I became Alpha I took a vow of celibacy until my Omega is found. I had been fine up until Elena came into my life. Now all I want to do is give into my basic urges, but I won't force myself on her. I won't take that step until she is ready no matter how hard it will be not to show how much she affects me.

I try to think of anything other than how sexy she is, and eventually, I'm able to relax. The anger and resentment for my father can destroy any other emotion inside me in an instant.

"So?" Aria asks Elena expectantly.

A slow smile grows on Elena's face. "It's very good."

Her eyes shift to me and I know I must look like an idiot because of how big my smile is. I can't seem to stop smiling at her, and I don't plan on stopping...ever.