One Sided Love
Chapter 36: chap36

Alex

I was looking at my computer screen but my mind was going again n again towards Aria n her beautiful sad blue eyes identical to mine... fuck.. those words she innocently said to Kate breaks me... she still remember those word's that I harshly told her in Emma birthday regarding touching emma toys... it totally want kill myself... A child should not feel this but fuck im bastard who is bound with promises... n selfishly don't want to get hurt again. I was already feeling like a cruel asshole when I lashed on Aria in Emma birthday... I should have ignored those pity kids issues like my mom said but when I saw emma tears... my mind take back to Emily that how much disappointed she will be n how my emma is feeling so low... but now I realized everyone was supporting emma n degraded Aria badly who don't deserve such treatment but I have to do this otherwise she will get attached n hurt more.... I know god will never forget things im doing with her n kate...n I deserves hell for it but Im helpless.

I went to check outside wheres everyone I saw emma was watching cartoons... I went to emma room hopefully kate will be there.... since both girls are sharing same bed...I went to room when I heard kate soft voice 'hey baby don't be sad... you will get your butterfly cake n gifts.... but what I have told you about birthday parties'

Aria pout n said that birthday party not important but people love for you is'

Kate said 'yes.. n every one loves you me ... emma your grandma grand pa.. martha... n bella too... so many people loves you... so what we don't have a party but we have these people in our life'

Aria sadly said' but I dont have daddy ... daddy dont loves me... so he no come to my birthdays...'

Aria gasped n I hold the wall for a support... fuck... I felt some one punched me in my guts

Kate said 'ARIA... who say that he loves you a lot... don't say that again otherwise it will hurt me n daddy too... he is just so busy... n look he give you a beautiful room this home n other things.... if he doesn't loves you why he give it too you'

Kate try to explain her with unimportant thing... of course these things doesn't define love... but kate is different so always try to replace good in other people no matter how many time people have hurt her.

Aria nodded n replied ' hmm yeah... so he loves me'

I can't listen more n went in the kitchen.

After dinner I was still lost in my thoughts n I bearly eaten five bites ...kate asked that I didn't like the dinner... I said its very good just not hungry... just nodded but I saw she was little tense.

Kate was in the kitchen making coffee n doing other chores... I went to girls room where emma n aria were playing n giggling... when they saw me

I said 'ok time to bed.. tomorrow is school so its sleeping time'

I put emma in bed n kissed her forehead n say ' good night baby girl'

Emma yawned n said ' night night daddy'

When I turned I said Aria was looking at me behind her blanket ... like she was expecting I will kissed her forehead n say good night just I did with emma.

I wanted to but I stopped n said ' go to sleep aria'

Her beautiful eyes become sad n she said ' good night daddy'

N I feel like biggest loser in the world

I the room kate come after five minutes n said 'hi..you are fine? you look quite tense?

I replied ' yeah just little tired of this work load'

She replied 'you just cut some work load ... forget it im going to give you back message n your going to feel so good'

I smirk ' yeah I always feel good when you touch me'

Kate blushed n playfully slapped my shoulder' you are so bad now relax so I can give you a massage'

I shake my head' no babe.. you are tired too its fine'

She said 'I said I will give you a one n you are getting a one'

I love when she get this bossy n it turn me on.

Kate start massaging my back n shoulder n I suddenly feel so light n tense less... n kate sweet fragrance was teasing me n her body touching my back doing some things.... I can't control my self more I turned n picked Kate body n placed her on bed... n then I passionately kissed her lips..neck..breast n every part of her body... she was moaning loudly n it was driving me crazy... I didn't waste a second n undress both of us n then I enter kate... we both moan together with our connection...she said 'n I thought you were tired but Mr Alex you look very fresh n in a hurry'

I thrusts hard in her n she moan again loudly I replied 'you.. are bad girl... who do bad things to me... shit kate .... can you feel that when you do this it drive me crazy'

We both climax together... she was lying in my chest... we were both quite n tired with our intense love making... but still the question of Aria birthday was nagging in my mind I said 'you can arrange a birthday party'

She suddenly looked at my face 'really.... i mean you are going to be there?.'

I replied' don't look so hopeful but I will try hopefully the work load will be lessen by this, week.... called any one you want

She kissed my cheeks' Thank you Alex that will means world to her...'

I didn't say anything just nodded n kissed kate n go back to sleep.