One Sided Love
Chapter 37: chap37

After a week

Kate

'Emma you know how to tie your shoe laces... so no more help...' I said in a mom tone

Emma replied ' ok mama'

wheres Aria 'n I found her watching cartoons

'Aria come here... we are getting late for school...' she came running

N said 'Look mama I wear my school clothes without help'

I just smiled... she did wear the shirt but the buttons were put so wrongly

I said ' oh wow... such a big girl but let be put buttons in their place....'

I said to both girls' ok girls come let me do your hair... so who is first?'

Emma said she wants first... emma hair is just like emily light blonde so I secure it with a high pony tail

I make both side braid of Aria brown blonde hair ... n finally they were ready

Alex was waiting for them....

Emma nagged n said 'its so unfair ...Aria will be back in 3 hours n I have to be back in noon'

I replied' because she just started the school n you in prep so timing changed baby'

Usually driver drive them to school but he has gone home for family emergency.... I started dropping them but it becomes too hectic for me... so I reluctantly asked Alex to drop girls in the morning but I will pick them afterward..... Alex says he has no problem but I told him that Aria school is two block left to emma he become still like he remember that Aria is also going to school.... I don't want to make things more difficult between Aria n him so I said I will drop them its no problem but alex stopped me n said he will dropped them in morning .... so this is the first morning Alex is going to drop them

Alex saw us coming n said ' ready!'"

I said ' yup just let me put them in their car seats'

I said to emma' Emma eat your lunch'

Emma' okkkk mama'

I kissed my both girls... then I give Alex his office bag n kissed his cheek...n said goodbye... I hope everything goes well.

Alex

Both girls was chatting n I was waiting for traffic light to turn green

Emma said 'I got A on spelling test.... what you got'

Aria thought a little 'I know 1 to 15 counting and a star on my writing'

Emma said ' silly thats it... I know all the counting...'

Aria replied because you're five n im three tomorrow....n miss rose says im pretty with pretty brain'

I just smiled at her reply..

Emma' im more pretty than you...you stupid.... daddy tell her?'

I said ' ok girls enough... don't fight... n emma dont use such words...'

Emma said Sorry'

I stopped at emma school ... I unbuckled her seats n picked her .. kissed her n says goodbye 'bye baby'

I started my car again... n start taking route to my office... when I heard voice' Daddy'

I looked at Aria' shit' I forget she was there too

'shit' Aria said

Fuck whats wrong with me to use such words in front of three year old...

'ok don't say this its a bad word'

Aria smiled.... I looked at her she is really a beautiful child

But I ignore that feeling n shake my head.... after two blocks I found Aria school

I said ' here's your school... come on... I hope we are not late'

I was waiting for her to go but I found her to be fumbling with the seat belt n then I mentally slap myself how the hell she is going to get out of this car its fucking jeap im driving

I get out n open her door n unbuckle

her seat belt n hold her.... hold her

for the first time in my life... she is so small n tiny her little toddler feet her hanging just by my cheat... n holding her doing some things to me... she looks so innocent ... she was smiling at me like she is happy her daddy finally accept her fuck I can't do this... then she kissed me on my cheeks n put her hands on

my neck tightly like she doesn't want

her daddy to go.... she is so

innocent but im the monster to treat her like that.... its too much I

suddenly put her down and said 'okk now you go... its getting late'

I turned n started to sit when Aria said 'daddy'

I annoying replied 'what aria?'

She looked down n softly said 'you have to go with me n dropped me in my class'

Fuck... I replied ' If you know the way then you can go by yourself'

I know its harsh in sound but I can't

Yet

do this... Aria expression looked sad like she is going to cry but just nodded. 'looked her going with her small feet looking so lost... T saw every kid is going with a parent n I feel something... I feel protective for her... damn if I can hold her then I can also dropped her to class... its no big deal... yeah no big deal.

I followed her n said 'Aria come I will take you'

She smiled n picked my hand with her small hand

When I reach her class she said goodbye daddy... love you daddy'

That hurts... because I can't loved her... n I don't want to hurt her so without saying anything I gone from there.

Kate

Aria was very excited n happy that

her daddy picked her n dropped her

at her class... honestly I didn't

believe her when she told me but looking aria.so happy... I thank god that may be Alex a little bit is

opening up to my daughter n it make me so happy ... I wish this day

become a new start for them... I was thrilled with the news that I hugged her n kissed her forehead... this is really big thing for me.. Alex came home at 7 o'clock... I took his breif case.. Alex kissed me n smiled .... emma run to him n says excitedly good evening Daddy'

Alex picked her n kissed her both cheeks ' hey baby girl... good evening'

Emma said' did you bring chocolates daddy I told you'

Alex laughed and said ' yup n Martha has put the grocery in kitchen you can replace it from there'

Emma excitedly run.... Aria saw her daddy that puts a big smile in her face n she run to him like emma... I tired to stop her like always but she never lose hope....

Aria said 'hello daddy' n put her hands in air... indicating that she wants to be picked like emma

Alex looked at her strangely then he said ' good evening Aria ' in his emotionless voice

Aria face dropped n she looked so confused... my heart breaks for her every time ... she run to me n hide her face behind my leg.... like she is embarrassed her daddy ignore her again... I gently picked her n kissed her cheeks... why Alex why... after all this time when she gets a little attention from you... you take away from her again.

Alex looked at me awkwardly n said ' im going to take a shower 'n then he was gone

Dinner was silent except Emma was chatting about her day n Aria was quite

Emma said 'I want to eat chocolates'

I replied' no... you are not... first dinner then sweets ok'

'but mama..' emma fussed

Aria also replied 'I don't want to eat...'

Emma said ' Looked mama we both want to eat chocolates'

I replied' emma... I told you first dinner'

Emma said ' no im going to eat chocolates first.. come Aria'

I replied' Emma... don't misbehave... its bad manner n dont teach that to your small sister... you are big sister she learn things from you'

Alex angrily replied 'n who are you to say this to my daughter... I know thats bad manner but kate don't use this tone in front of her again.. use it with your daughter n teach her all manner you want

I looked shocked at Alex .... how dare he... after all this he is asking who the hell im to emma... I can't control my tears n they start falling... I said 'excuse me'

And with that I left the table.

I was in my room... n I cried... Alex can say this to me I can't believe that... nothing is change... im the second best always..