*Chapter 4:*

I sat on my bed, as the clock ticked, the birds hummed and the sunglowed through my bedroom window.

It feels like I haven't slept in days, when truly all of this shit happenednow. I can't explain how I'm feeling. Am I not capable of being a Luna?But that's not right, I wouldn't be paired up with an alpha unless I wasfit enough, right? But still, I can't help but have a little doubt in myself.I groaned in frustration dropping onto the bed and my face into thepillow. Why? Why do all bad and painful things happen to me? Did Ireally do something wrong to deserve this?

Not soon after, I began feeling a burning in my lower abdomen. Stupidpiece of shit. He's already moving on. It felt as if someone was burningmy skin and hitting me with whips while pricking needles into my skin.I closed my eyes and steadied my breath. I won't do what he's doing tome. I will actually not allow any male to come near me. All boys are thesame, first my dad, then my ex boyfriend and now my mate. All boysare the same. Just people who play with your heart and step on it themoment you are useless to them.

I got up, limping to the shower, that's it! I'm not going sit by with thisanymore although it's been a few hours, I'm going to confront him andask him why he'd do that? Was there something wrong with me?

I slipped on a pair of dark jeans and a white shirt, tied my hair in a bunand walked out the house. I already checked in mom and she's sleepingsoundlessly. I walked outside the house and ran down the road to mywork place. The alphas house.

I barged into the house and the helper greeted me. I smiled at her andquestioned where the alphas office was. She just told me the usualplace I clean. I ran up the stairs and barged in only to see pain.

I shouldn't have come. They snapped their eyes to mine, and he let outa ferocious growl. Right now I wanted to cry and cry really badly. Mybest friend was getting down and dirty with my mate.

"Why are you doing this?" I questioned him. He looked angry but puton an innocent face.

"Doing what?" he questioned. That son of a cow!

"Colleen why are you here, you kind of interrupted my time with mymate." she said.

"He's not your mate, he’s mine!" I said to her, well not completely. Hedid reject me, it just hurt to see the sight.

"No, he's not. Why would you say that Colleen? * she asked. I looked ather with teary eyes.

"You've gotta believe me Lilly, he is, last night he was the mate I waslooking for, he was the one who took in, he took my virginity." I said astears rolled out my eyes.

"Is that true?" she questioned alpha.

He looked at her with his baby blue eyes. "I was drunk babe, and sheseduced me. I didn't know what we were getting to until this morning, Iswear." Lying piece if shit.

"How dare you take an oath you lying piece if shit! Don't lie to her! Tellher the truth!" I yelled at him. Lilly looked so hurt she could break downand cry, she walked up to me with tears in her eyes and did theunexpected

My cheek stung, and my tears fell alas. This was what was coming. Shehad slapped me, my own best friend did that. "Why would you lie aboutmy mate, your alpha! I treated you good and tried to make you happyand now you wish to separate us due to your selfish reasons? You aresuch a slut! You seduced my mate and slept with him" I shook my head."Why would you say all this? Why? Do you not trust me the friend youhad for years, or would you trust the person you've just met?" I askedher.

"I would never trust a selfish slut like you. " she yelled. I stepped backand smiled at her, as tears riled out of my eyes.

"That's it then? This is reality? I'm glad I learned about this. I'm glad Ilearned about everyone in our society. Their all the same. Judgemental.And never stand for the good. No matter how much they know theyare. If this is what a friend is. I don't want it. If this is what a mate is. Idon't want it. If this is how a relationship is. I don't want it. Because nowI realized, relationships are like a book, it takes years to write them andseconds to burn and I don't want that. Not anymore. Thank you, Lilly,for everything. I apologize alpha, for calling you my mate, I'm sorrypack for being a disgrace. I'll take my leave now." I walked out the doorand headed home.

I don't want friends, they are just backstabbers. Now it's just going tobe mom and me. And that's it. I don't need anyone else. I don't. And Iwill never.

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