A Girl Nobody Wanted
Chapter 13

I opened the cubical door and stepped out. I saw three girls were there. Not just three girls, they are t Normally girls don't try to bully me, but these three are an exception. I don't know why they hate me t They were doing something, but I couldn't see what that is as they were not facing me. Amy just giggle Please, God, I have had enough for today. I have no energy left to go through this again. Please save m I started quickly washing my face, so I can get out of here as soon as possible.

"On that magical day, when you walk to me and our eyes meet each other for the first time, time will b handsome smile..." Britany was reading something, while the other two was giggling.

This... this feels so familiar... I was pretty dazed. Why this feels so familiar...

"I love you, you will say, making my poor heart stop. Why you wait this long? I may want to ask. But I w Wait!!! I know why this is familiar!!! I wrote this... They are reading my fu**ing scrapbook!!!!

No!!! No!!! this is not real. This can't be real... Am I just hallucinating? Not even in my worst nightmares "warmth of your lips... the softness of your fingers....I will drown in your soul..."

No, I am not hallucinating. This is real. They are reading it... They are reading the wildest fantasies of "Britany" I shouted and run to them.

"What?" She smirked. She was not holding just my scrapbook, but my dignity.

"This is mine," I said trying to be calm.

"So what?" she said with no emotions.

"You can't read it. It... It is private"

"Oh Really... but we have already read it"

"give me" I tried to grab it from her. She is much strong than me, now with all my strength flushed I wa

"I don't think I am going to give you this," she said.

"But this is mine... you don't have any right to read it"

"Right? I need no right to do things, baby. I do whatever I want"

I know that you mean bit**

"Please, Britany... Give me this" I knew I couldn't get anything going against them, so I started to plead.

test and the most famous girls in our university. Britany, Mia, and Amy. All three of them are members of our cheerleading team, Britany is the captain. ch, after all, I am just nothing compared to them. They all are so hot and so rich. Most of the boys would do anything to have a date with them. ng at me.

bed. There will be not even a faint sound other than the sound of our heartbeats. It will be us, just us in this whole universe. You will smile, that devilishly

you instead, keeping my face so close to your heart... No words may need, you will understand... " she continued to read. encountered something like this.

love...

even capable of standing properly. So she could dodge me easily.

"What you think girls? Should we scan this and put in university magazine week by week? Or should we start lending this to everyone, so they can enjoy it?"

"How about both" It was Mia.

"Yeah true. We should not be selfish. We should let others also to get the pleasure" Amy said.

"Of course... I should say I like your writing style honey" Britany said looking at me.

"And what you have done here. It is a magnificent work. I don't think even Jake has this much of content about him"

"Britany, please... I beg you. Please give me this..." I can't let them give this to anyone. What will happen if Jake see this? He will think I am a psychopath. And what will Luke think of me? He will never even look at me. "No we can't give it to you darling... don't be a party pooper" Amy pouted.

"I am in a really good mood today anyway... So I am going to give you one chance... " Britany said.

"I will do anything please Britany give me this"

"Oh, honey... don't take it wrong. I don't intend to give you this little treasure back. Since I am in a good mood, I am going to let you choose the person who should read this first"

"No! No! Britany, you can't give this to anyone. Please this is all about my dignity... please"

"If you have a so call dignity you won't keep something lame as this in the first place," Mia told.

"Please... I will do anything you want... anything... please..." I am not going to let them do this. I know I don't have much of pride to be maintained, still, this is off limit. Even I disgust myself for maintaining this, so how others will feel. I will never be able to recover from the embarrassment. I will have to say goodbye to everything... my education... my happiness...

"Let's go, girls... you lost your chance to select the person darling, I can't wait for more... I would love to see Jake's reaction after he sees this.... Will he comes to you and tell you how much he loves you? like in your fantasies." Britany said walking towards the door. "Please, Britany... please don't do this..." I grab her hand.

"I will do anything... you name it... I will do it" I hate my self for being this helpless, but do I have another choice?

"Get your dirty hands off me... bit**" Britany yelled.

"I will do your assignments... all the assignments for the rest of the years." I tried to negotiate on my best capabilities. They are hot and rich, but they are dumb as hell.

"You can't negotiate bit** what you think of us?" Mia smirked.

They were leaving, so was my last bit of hope...

Britany kept her hand on the door nob to open it and the next second, she released her grip and turned around.

"You love Jake?" she asked.

"What!! no!!!" I said immediately, it was not a lie after all. I loved him, but I don't love him.

"Don't lie bit** You must be obsessed with him, otherwise you won't maintain this "

"I don't love him... I think we all dream about him don't we?" I asked slowly.

"But we don't fu**ing maintain this kind of shits"

"I don't ... I actually don't love..."

"I have an idea," she said suddenly.

I had no idea what she was going to suggest, but it should be something worst. I could see it by the look in her eyes.

"You must go to Jake and confess your feelings," she said mischievously.

What!!! No!!! Are you kidding me?

"No! Britany, how can I do that?"

"I don't know. You can do it as you want. But I select the place and time."

"No Britany I can't do that. He will think I am insane. And you know how he is. He is not cool with this kind of things"

"So do you think he will be cool after reading this... your little dirty thoughts about him?"

"If you do that... we will give your little book back. We will never even talk about it..." she added.

There were some girls, who tried to get close to Jake, including Britany. Though Jake is a decent, calm person in general, if you get on his nerves, he can be furious and you won't even want to be near him.

I have heard how Britany was humiliated sometimes back when she was drunk and started throwing her self at Jake at a party.

Jake need his space, he doesn't like anyone cross his boundaries.

So how am I going to do this? Since it was Britany we are talking about, everyone ignored that incident easily. But it is never going to be the same for me...

Still, it will be far better than letting everyone reading this stupid thing right? So should I do it?

"I don't have all day... tell your decision"

It has never been difficult to take a decision. This is such a dilemma.

If I go and confess to Jake, he will act all rude and I will get humiliated. Everyone will get to know it, including Luke. But if they get to read my book, oh God... I was so insane to write such shits... "Okay, Britany I will do that... but you should give my book back and as you said, you should never even talk about this again" I said.

"Deal!!!" she said giggling.

"Let's go Brit called," Amy said.

*****

I was waiting with Amy, while Britany and Mia went on a mission to select a perfect place to perform my suicidal act.

I am going to really do this... Please, Luke, I hope you will talk to me after you get to know this. Please don't misunderstand. I don't love him anymore. I will explain everything... I just can't let anyone read this... Amy took me to the canteen. It was full of students. This bit** has selected a perfect place... They should all go to hell!!!

We came to Britany and Mia.

"He is over there... Good luck sweety..." Britany said, pointing to the center of the canteen.

Jake was there... but he was not alone... the whole football team was there including Luke!!!! Oh My God!!!!!