A Girl Nobody Wanted
Chapter 83

You know how hard it is to just ignore the tears in the eyes of the person you love most. Well... If you don't have that kind of experience, believe me, it hurts a lot more than crying on your own.

No matter how Jake behaved today, my heart couldn't stand seeing him in tears. I was so close to break down and run back to him and wipe those tears from his handsome eyes. Fortunately, Mr. Patterson was with me. He didn't let me act that stupid and weak. He made me get into the car and drove away fast... I wanted to look back at Jake... I wanted to see his face again, but I couldn't.

Both I and Mr. Patterson were extremely silent until we get into the helicopter. Tears were running down from my eyes without any rest, but I was totally silent.

When the helicopter started to fly, my temper got suddenly changed.

We have already driven a few miles away from Jake. But after start flying, I felt like I am getting away from him forever. It felt like I am losing him forever...

This made me cry loud... I was screaming and crying... Totally ignoring the outer world. Everything that has happened between me and Jake, since the very first day I saw him came to my mind. Especially those few romantic moments we shared. The first day he gave me a real kiss, how much panicked I got? After that day, how many times he has kissed me. Sure, there were heat and desire in those kisses, but more than that those kisses were filled with love... So much love...

How the hell he managed to kiss another girl like that when we share something so pure between us.

You could kill me, Jake, without letting me go through this pain... I can't let you be someone else's. I can endure anything in my life, I am strong. But I am not strong enough to lose you...

What do I have, Jake, to fight with her to win you? She is so beautiful and wealthy... A perfect match for you in every way... I will never be able to win this battle, Jake... I will lose you...

I don't think even you will support me winning this, right, Jake? You couldn't just spare some time for me to explain everything. You had to run back to your big family when the girl who loves you more than her life is in such a situation.

You will just forget me, won't you, Jake? Our love story will be just another story of the difference between wealth and poverty...

But, I can't live without you, Jake... How can I even think of my life without you?

Suddenly, I felt really difficult to breathe with all the crying, and it made me cough like hell... My lungs were totally out of the air...I felt like I was going to die...

"Sarah..." Mr. Patterson's panicked voice raised beside me. For all this time, he didn't talk to me or try to comfort me. He let me grieve in my own way.

But now he was holding me and screaming at me panicky.

"Breathe!!! Breathe!!! Sarah..." he screamed while trying to loosen up my dress.

I knew I should support him to save my life... But I had no energy left within me...

However, he managed to get the oxygen mask and put it. Then he reached for the back zipper of my dress and made my dress a bit lose.

"Breathe... Breathe... Angel... You are all I have. I can't lose you..." I heard him screaming just before everything blackout.

Andrew Patterson's POV

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Everything worked just as I planned.

I got to know about Uncle Victor's idea to propose Jake to Merina on his birthday even before Jake got to know about that. I planned for this since then...

When Jake got himself in the trouble after getting to a fight with those idiots, I got the perfect opportunity to execute my plan...

I knew that Sarah knows nothing about Jake's family. I knew, getting to know how big his family really is could make Sarah bothered... She is a simple girl, but she is smart... I was sure that she will understand how it will be to deal with such a big family.

While she is concerned like that she gets the most shocking news of Jake's dad proposing Jake to another girl... Not just another girl... The granddaughter of the current president. A girl who is extremely beautiful and classy. A perfect match for Jake and his family. I knew how she will feel by then... She will feel betrayed... She will start to hate him.

I also knew that Jake is not capable of running after her and explain everything to her. His dad just recovered from a heart attack... He does not dare to do anything against his dad...

Poor Sarah doesn't know anything about these things... She may think that Jake completely ignored her. I know it will make her totally break. It will pierce her little heart... I hate to hurt her like that... But what can I do? I want to make Jake suffer, and I want to make you mine too, my little angel...

Did you see how Jake's face distorted with pain when I hold you and walked you to the car? That's the pain I want to see in his face... I will make sure he is having that pain forever with him...

Actually, everything was under my control until we get to the helicopter... Everything happened just as I wanted... But when you started suffocating, that made me panicked, my little angel... I didn't think you will come to a status like this... If I knew, I promise I won't take you there. I value your life more than anything. You are all I have...

I was so panicked... It took me a while to get the oxygen mask for her. While screaming at the pilot to get us to the nearest hospital, I tried to lose her dress a bit to make her ease. That was not an easy task. That dress perfectly clung to her body. However, I found the zipper in the back of her dress and opened it a bit, and loosen her dress.

This made her a bit relaxed, and with the aid of the oxygen mask, her breathing also got steady.

I was still holding her in my arms after landed and going to the hospital in a car.

I could see half of her chest... The beginning of her perfect bosoms... How much I have dreamt of holding her like this and... You know, see her in the way I desired... Though she has an affair with Jake, I hope she is still a virgin. I wanted to be the person who took away that from her... Now I have all the opportunities to do whatever I want with her body. I could make all my dreams come true...

She was not conscious... She can't protest...

I thought while looking at her half-naked breasts... But do you really think, I am that kind of person? No... I am not...

I am not going to make her mine when she is not conscious to embrace my touch... I want her sound awake when I communicate with her beautiful body as I crave... I will make her totally forget Jake... I know I am capable of that... If she wishes, I can just hypnotize her and make all her memories of Jake completely wipe out. Then she has nothing to worry about...

Jake can rot in the hell as he deserves, and my little angel can lead a happy, comfortable life with me...

Sarah's POV

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My head was aching like hell. I slowly opened my eyes.

This is not my bed... This is not a place I am familiar with.... Where the hell am I? Looking at the white wall in front of me, I tried to recall...

"Sarah..." a familiar voice raised, and someone gently touched my arm.

"Mr. Patterson..." I managed to say. But it came out as just a whisper...

"How are you feeling now, Sarah?" he asked kindly.

"I... don't know... My head is aching... Where am I?" I asked.

"You got difficult to breathe when we were in the helicopter. I took you here... We are now in hospital. Don't worry, you just had a panic attack." He said. "Mm..." I replied.

I closed my eyes again... Everything that has happened last night started to replay in my mind. Those memories began to wet my eyes once again...

"Sarah... I can't ask you not to worry. I know that is impossible to do. But I beg you, please try your best to stay calm..." Mr. Patterson said. His voice was filled with concern.

I didn't say anything. I never thought I would feel like this, but at that moment, I was so glad that he is with me and taking care of me. On the other hand, I should be thankful to him for taking me there. Otherwise, I don't know anything. I would always stay in the dark.

Jake has no right to hide all these from me. It is not like that he got to know about this proposal at the function. He didn't look surprised at all, that means he already knew about his dad's plan. So, he has the responsibility of telling me. Don't I deserve to know? When Jake acts like this, I felt like what if Mr. Patterson told me the truth? What if Jake and his family are truly behind Mr. Patterson's girlfriend's death? No... That is not possible! Though he hid things from me and cheated me, I don't think he is capable of doing something like that.

But do I really know Jake after all? The Jake I knew is not capable of cheating me either. The Jake I knew didn't even let other girls come near him... So, I doubt if I know him right...

God! I think I am really going insane! I can't understand what is the truth and what is not anymore.

Mr. Patterson was gently caressing my head... If this is any other time, I would just slap him hard. But now, I actually felt it is comforting for my aching head...