Alpha Adryan
twenty one

(A/N : i created an instagram account for updates, its @naomiijordan)1 week later

It had been a week since she left and to say that he had been a wreckwould be an understatement. He had been searching for her the pastweek like a thirsty man in search of water in the desert. His packmembers have been relentlessly searching for her, day and night.

But it was the same thing everytime they came back from the search.With their head hung low they would utter the words that made himand his wolf go crazy.

"I'm sorry Alpha, we couldn't replace her.”

Those words were enough for his control to snap like how a thin threadsnaps into two.

He has been spiraling down, his wolf constantly reminding him of herand whining and whimpering inside his head didn't help either.

1 month later

The moonlight streamed through the open window of his room, therattling of chains against each other could be heard.

He wasn't worried about the fact that anyone of his pack memberswould hear the rattling noises and try to come up and check, for thiswhole floor was out of limits unless you had Alpha's permission and therooms were sound proof.

He could feel his control slipping. This was something no one knewabout, something he made sure was kept hidden, well only two peopleknew about this. His beta and the beta female.

He trusted them enough to know that this piece of information wouldget out to the pack members.

He didn't want his pack members to know that their Alpha had troublecontrolling his wolf. Alpha's were said to be powerful especially becausethey had a good control of their wolf side more than a normal wolf. Butin Adryan's case, it was different.

Every full moon, which meant once every month since the day heturned sixteen and experienced his first shift, he had been doing this.Ten years of absolute torture and pain.

Every full moon night, he chained himself to these chains. He did it totake his wolf, but as the years passed, he found it more difficult to reignin his wolf. Vince, his wolf was different compared to other wolves.Adryan did feel it to.

His wolf was too powerful, he could replace any possible explanations forthis situation.

Thick chains bound him from escaping and possible harming anylingering pack members.

Silver was harmful for wolves, it burned their skin. Adryan had resortedto using silver laced chains to help him stay in his human form. Hefeared that if he escaped he would do something like he did last timehe escaped.

"All done man” Brian's voice snaps him out of his reverie.

Adryan nods his head. Tugging at the chains to check whether theywould hold him down, when he is sure it wouldn't he turns towardsBrian.

"Thankyou"

"Don't mention it, I will come by tomorrow morning to check on you.”with that said Brian leaves.

Brian had been the one helping him for the past few years.

He stared outside the window, he watched as the midnight rolled in.The moon was high up in the sky.

He could feel the familiar feeling rising inside him.

It was little things at first.

His gums would ache and slowly his sharp canines would start showing.Just like now.

He was only wearing a pair of sweatpants, leaving his upper body bareof any clothing. The amount of clothes he had ripped apart or shreddedwas uncountable at this point.

He could feel his claws extend. The razor sharp edges of them digginginto his skin as he fisted his hands.

He was panting at this point, and sweating bullets. Werewolves werewarm blooded animals and to top it all of the shift bought an onslaughtof heat to travel through his body.

He could hear the rattling of the chains in the background, but thatwasn't his focus at the moment. He was trying to control his breathingas he tried resisting the shift. No one in the pack had seen his wolf, onlya lucky few ones had gotten to see it.

The scent of blood attacked his senses his claws dug more into theflesh of his palms.

His eyes flashing between that of his wolves and his humans, this wasthe last part where he struggled the most. Once his eyes changed to hiswolves he couldn't gain back control.

This time though, he felt different. Something had changed within him.His whole body shook with the effort. He felt a different sensationtravel through him, it was as if his senses had heightened, he couldsmell better, hear and even see better. And he was supposed to be awolf, he didn't know how it could get better than that.

He could scent the lingering scent of rain and wet grass, as it hadrained earlier that day.

His knees shook as he was kneeled on the ground with the chainsholding both his hand to the wall.

Suddenly, he heard a snapping noise. Looking towards his right handthat was chained, he saw that he had managed to rip one side of thechain into two.

Fuck, he throught.

That hasn't happened for a few years. These chains were of top qualityinduced with silver in them, it was used for torture mainly.

His eyes switching back and forth, now his wolf was trying really hard tocome out. Blood dripping down his arms and dripping onto the floor,his canines flashing

He could feel his human side slipping, it was just a matter of timebefore his control snapped.

Grunts and growls leaving his mouth and be tried hard to reign inhimself.

Just when he was about to loose it, everything stopped. With his eyesclosed and ragged breathing, there was only one thing that could stophimself, her.

A pair of emerald coloured eyes flashing behind his eyelid, causing atiny smile to graze his lips. With that, he felt himself getting knockedout.

He woke up the next morning on the cold floor of his bedroom.Sunlight streaking through the open window. He got up, removing theleft side of the chains with his right hand that was free, since hesnapped the chains yesterday night.

Sighing, he stood up.

Going into the washroom, he opens up the tap. Splashing the coldwater onto his face to wash away the exertion.

When he looked up into the mirror above the sink, he felt shockentering his features.

His eyes.

They weren't its normal colour now, but that of his wolves. But, that'swasn't what shocked him. It was the colour of them.

It was a glowing blue usually.

But now, now it was a red in colour.

A terrifying blood red in colour.