Bleeding obsession
34) Guilt!

Authors pov

Sarah looked at him shocked not believing if she heard him right or not.

He was standing under the shower like he hasn't said something which can change her life drastically. Sarah was frozen in her place with robe in her hands, at this moment she doesn't care if she is standing in front of him naked.

"What?... You can't

She screamed when she was Suddenly grabbed by him and slammed against the wall. Warm water ran on her body making her wet again. She gasped and looked up at Xavier who has caged her by his large body.

"I can't?... You wanna try me..."

He raised his eyebrows and Said in threatening tone.

"This is so unfair... Why would you do this?"

She said frowning and on verge of panicking.

Xavier smirked, he slowly removed wet hair from her shoulder and Sarah's breathing got deep as he slowly roamed his hands on her chest and slowly travelled down to her waist. Even under warm water she can feel herself shivering under his touch.

Xavier looked at her with heated gaze and leaned closer to her lips like he wants to kiss those wet plump lips.

"The stunt you pulled yesterday was very bad... You need to get punished for that, shouldn't you..."

She sucked in breath when his hand stopped on her breast and gave it a light squeeze making her gasp and close her eyes.

"That will remind you, who is the boss here..."

He whispered darkly in her ear.

She could feel his stubble scratching her cheek and hardness poking on her belly was making her heart thump against her ribcage.

She crossed her legs as she felt wetness pooling between her thighs. This was not the time to get turned on.

"This is the only thing which is keeping in sane now a days Xavier... I can't stop working, please. Anything but this..."

Her eyes watered. She knows that if he wants then he can control her life and she can't let him do that. He is too powerful for her.

"You think I care..."

He said arrogantly, looking at her with mocking gaze.

Tear escaped her eyes.

"Please... I'll do anything but not this..."

She said in broken voice, looking at him with desperate eyes.

"Anything?"

He asked raising his eyebrows. She nodded hesitatingly, what worst he could do than making her stop working.

He slowly leaned down and bit on her neck leaving a mark behind. She tilted her head and bit her lip as she felt the sting. He hands were firm against her waist. Her naked body was flushed against his.

"Think before promising something which you will regret later..."

His words made her heart skip a beat And she looked at him in dilemma. He smirked looking at her baffled state.

"This is the only thing which is important for me right now..."

She said wiping her tears.

"Are you sure?"

His hands never left her breasts as he kept playing with them slowly and sensually. He could see its effect in her talking and she had no courage to push him away thinking she will upset him and that's the last thing she wanna do right now.

"Yes!"

She said gulping nervously. This company is the only thing which is giving her security and identity which she can't loose.

Her body trembled against him when his hardness rubbed against her core making heat rose in her body.

"Then make me change my mind... Show me how desperately you want this..."

He said with mocking smirk, fanning her ear with his hot breath.

Tears escaped her eyes as she looked at his face. She knows what is he asking for, she isn't that naive. His body language are clear instructions. She doesn't have any idea why he wants to humiliate or make her life this difficult for her. He doesn't want her in his life and at the same time he isn't letting her go.

Sarah gulped down the lump in her throat looking at his mocking smirk. She slowly kneeled down in front of him and couldn't stop her tears. She never thought that she have to do something like this. She hesitantly looked up to his hardness and closed her eyes letting tears escape.

Xavier's smirk fell from his lips when he saw her kneeling in front of him. Few minutes ago it seemed perfect plan to humiliate her and make her do whatever he wants but now when she is at the place where he wants her, it's not setting well with him. Her every tear pierced through his heart like sharp arrow. It's clear that she is not ready for this and can he really stoop so low just for his ego's satisfaction.

She lifted her trembling hand to hold him and he quickly stepped back making her look at him confused. He turned around angrily not wanting to look at those questioning beautiful amber orbs.

"Get out... And do whatever the fuck you want..."

He spat madly.

Sarah stood up confused but had no intention to stay in his presence any longer. She quickly wrapped a towel around her body and ran outside.

Xavier cursed banging his fists on the wall angrily. He wants to hurt her just like she does but fails everytime. He couldn't hurt her no matter how much he wants.

Sarah went to the closet and sat on the vanity chair. She wiped her tears and sat their confused by his behavior.

'what does he want from me... Why he is so confusing. It was clear that he did that to humiliate me then why he stepped back... Sometimes I feel like he care about me, his eyes talk. I don't know why I can't hate this man Even after his doings... Whenever I see him, there is some unknown feeling in my heart... What's happening to me?"

She sniffed wiping her face. Her bags were already placed in the corner. She wore her pencil skirt and blouse which was defining her curves perfectly. She quickly did her hair. Her hands were still trembling due to incident. It's her habit, whenever she is nervous her hands trembles.

'It's okay Sarah, you are fine. Relax.'

She desperately need a comforting hug right now but no one was there to give her that. Her mind is looking for only one thing and that is 'love'.

Sometimes she couldn't understand if those medicines are helping her or making her situation worst... She cries to easily now a days and if once Started then it's difficult to stop crying. She gets overwhelmed too easily.

She wiped her tears again and took deep breaths still her hands were shivering. She took out her purse and ate her medicines. Only if she realize that she is getting addicted to it and that's why her body is reacting like this.

She head outside and collided with something hard. She was about to fall but Xavier quickly held her, then she realized that this hard wall is none other than her evil husband.

She looked at him, he was only in his towel and her blouse was already wet due to his wet body. Her hands was resting on his bare chest as he held her firmly. He wasn't looking angry anymore and she was not sure if it's guilt in his eyes or something else.

"Thank you... I am sorry I wasn't looking..."

She mumbled embarrassed. She was never a person who can hold grudges against people. Even her anger last for few seconds.

Xavier wiped her tear with his tumb. His knuckles roamed on her cheek lazily, caressing her. Sarah leaned to his gentle touch subconsciously. Xavier was looking at her blankly. She didn't realized when she leaned forward and placed her head on his chest. It's like her body is seeking for a comfort which she is craving.

Xavier stood there blankly as she hugged him.