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Chapter 84: empty

I didn't noticed I already fell asleep. I woke a little bit. I'm leaning on Jerry's back. The 3 men are still talking while Lisa and the other woman are both on Mr. Aragon's lap. I'm like a dummy laying down there. So I thought It's Jerry I'm with so I hugged him and said. "Let's go home." The two guys are confused now.

"Jerry let's go home." I whispered once more. Jerry is on the other side, Im hugging Andrei and whispering on his ears.

"I think Tara has to rest." Actually Andrei is confused whether to take me or not. Coz he is staying in the house with my brother. He definitely wants to take me home but where? And will Jerry let him do so? "Your right. We better go. Thanks for tonight Mr. Aragon. Nice seeing you here man. He gave a hand shake to Andrei then Jerry took me to his back. The two girls went inside Mr. Aragon's car. "Thanks for your gift Jerry. I will surely enjoy it." That's Mr Aragon's last message, I'm too drunk to understand it. I just wanna go home.

Andrei sent his goodbye too. He wants to help carry me to the car but Jerry didn't let him. My mind is so empty like a vacuum in the morning. I'm back to my room. I'm alone and I'm still wearing the same clothes I'm wearing from last night. I feel like shit. I rushed myself to the toilet. I didn't get laid. I will be fine to any of those guys from last night. The young man, Andrei, Jerry or even Mr. Aragon. Oooh how I miss sex! Sometimes I dream of Franco and the moments we were together. But I'm no longer sure if I miss him or I just miss sex. I'm sure I miss a guy's touch. I washed my face with cold water. I stare at my face on the mirror my make up has melted. I need a shower.00000000☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐