Deceiving My Bully Stepbrother
Chapter 39

(Caspian)

I bent down, my mouth pressing against Johnnie's bare shoulder as I couldn't believe what she just said.

She f*****g said yes....we just made love for the first time and she agreed to marry me.

"Are you feeling okay, it doesn't hurt too bad does it?" I asked worriedly, my eyes scanning her half-naked body before helping Johnnie put her shirt on.

That was the best s*x I have ever had in my life...I mean..I always imagined it would be better with Johnnie..but f**k..she has ruined me for anyone else.

No one has made me c*m that hard ever..and the way her p***y wrapped around me..I swear she was made just for me. "Just a little sore, but not too bad..I think I have sand everywhere though..like..everywhere." She confessed, making me laugh as I wrapped my arms around her small frame and hugged her close to me.

"Fuck..this is why I love you..I swear you make me feel better just from hearing your voice alone."

Johnnie peered up at me as she pressed her cheek against my bare chest, making my heart race from how f*****g gorgeous she looked.

"Cas..what happened?" She asked, seeing right through me as I let out a long sigh.

I let my fingers tangle in her long wavy hair as I twisted it slowly.

"I just learned some things about my dad..some things that made me realize I don't want to grow up and have regrets..I don't want to wake up one day and wish I could go back and change it all..I want to do it right the first time..and even if I lose everything in the process...what I gain is so much more worth it." I explained, the conversation with Milo earlier crossing my mind as I bent down, kissing Johnnie's forehead.

Milo had heard the whole conversation with my dad.. he was just coming out of the bathroom when he heard my father yelling.

After Dad left me in the room, I broke down, my body collapsing as I fell to my knees..feeling f*****g hopeless..

Then Milo came in, his arms circled around me as I cried.

It felt like I had just lost her.. that there was no hope.

"Hey..look at me.." Milo stated loudly, forcing me to raise my head as I stared at my best friend numbly.

"You aren't going to listen to that fucker..you aren't going to sit back and let him do whatever the hell he wants. You are not a f*****g pawn he can use to get ahead..you know this Caspian." Milo encouraged me, making my heart ache. "But my mom..and Alder.." I managed to croak.

"What about them? Alder is making f*****g bank right now..and your mom, you have to give her some more f*****g credit. She gets court-appointed alimony right?" He asked as I nodded my head yes.

"Well..your asshole of a dad can't take that away from her.." He reminded me as I let out a shuddering breath.

I hadn't even thought of that...I know there are other ways he can make her life hell though..

"What do you want? What are the things you want most in life." Milo suddenly asked as I sat back and let out a sigh.

"I want Johnnie and to be drafted into the NHL." I said, knowing those were the two dreams I've always had. "And what do you have now.." He asked again, making me look up at him as my mouth set into a tight line.

"You are so f*****g close Cas...how many people can say that..don't be that guy who throws it all away..this isn't the only f*****g choice..don't let fear decide what route you take."

He was right...and the moment I saw Johnnie..I knew exactly what my decision was..I knew it was her..it would always be her no matter what.

"Thank you for giving me a chance baby girl..for letting me in." I whispered while bending down and kissing Johnnie on the lips softly.

"But we have to keep this to ourselves for now okay? There are some things that you need to know and I think we shouldn't let our parents replace out until after we do it. We can get the marriage license tomorrow and then go to the courthouse right after." I said, thinking out loud as Johnnie pulled back.

"Tomorrow?!" She asked in surprise as I nodded my head yes.

"We have to do this now baby..before they try to stop us." I stated, knowing this was going to piss my dad off big time. He would probably do something drastic.

"So what do you say?" I asked hesitantly as I peered down at Johnnie nervously.

"Okay, let's do it." She whispered, making me smile brightly before bending down and smothering her face with kisses. "You have made me the happiest f*****g man on earth I swear." I grumbled across her skin, making her giggle beneath me as I felt my stomach flip uncontrollably.

I let my hand slide up to the side of her throat, my fingers gripping her gently as I tilted her head back, my eyes gazing down at her possessively.

"You belong to me Johnnie Turner, and tomorrow we will make it official." I rumbled deeply before bending down and kissing her passionately.

I slid my teeth out, sucking in her bottom lip before biting down and making her hiss.

"Fuck..you are everything to me.." I gasped, kissing her sloppily as I slid her closer onto my lap, wrapping her legs around me as she suddenly winced, making me freeze.

"Johnnie..does it hurt worse than you told me?" I asked seriously as she blinked her eyes up at me innocently.

"I didn't think you would be that big.." She muttered, making me smile widely as I puffed out my chest a little.

"Oh god...that went straight to your head didn't it." She muttered as I nodded quickly before bending down and kissing her once more.

"It sure did baby girl." I admitted as she groaned in annoyance.

"Just wait until you get used to it more..I am going to rock your world." I whispered making Johnnie scoff before rolling her eyes.

"Yep..I see it right here..looks a lot bigger." She teased me before reaching up and poking me on the forehead.

"You think you're funny huh.." I stated flatly, making her nod her head yes as I bent down before kissing her lips.

"Well, it's a good thing you're cute too..come on, we should head back and take a shower. I'm starting to feel that sand too.." I muttered.

Johnnie burst into laughter as I stood, lifting her up with me as she held onto me tightly.

"I can't believe we are really going to do this..my mom is going to freak." She whispered, her words going straight to my heart as I buried my head in the crook of her neck and inhaled deeply. "Maybe I should knock you up too while we're at it.." I joked, causing Johnnie to stiffen before pulling back and glaring at me.

"Caspian! That's it, you aren't touching me until after college..it's official." She said before trying to wriggle off of me.

"Yeah f*****g right..these hands won't be off of you...not after last night and the way you let me.." I began causing Johnnie to slap her hand over my mouth and stop me from speaking.

"Do you not have a filter?! Jeez!" She blushed, making me smile beneath her palm before kissing it.

After a few moments she finally pulled her hand away, letting me speak.

"Don't worry..no babies yet, we have some goals to reach first..but when we are ready for that...we should be pros by then." I winked causing Johnnie to groan yet again before placing her head in my shoulder.

I want it all with this girl..and I can't wait to see my dad's f*****g face when he realizes I married the woman of my dreams and went agaisnt him. Just because he was a coward before doesn't mean I am. But now I have to figure out how to make him regret ever thinking he could manipulate me..and I think I have a few ideas..