Every Time I Wake Up, I Become A Suspect
Chapter 174

Regarding the departure of the soul in her body, Guan Miaomiao felt somewhat disappointed.

Not long after the other party had helped her survive, he successfully pulled her out of the deep quagmire and successfully brought her life back on track.

Brother Ji and Brother Liang, the two villains who forced women to sell s*x and restricted everyone’s personal freedom, were naturally dealt with seriously by the police. Even if the soul suddenly returned the control of the body, she didn’t have to worry about the follow-up life problems.

It’s just that Guan Miaomiao occasionally feels that he has failed completely.

Being hurt by the person who grew up in the orphanage and treated her as her own brother made her feel very confused, and she couldn’t replace the meaning of continuing to live at all for a while.

She even thought about committing suicide, but every time she recalled the various efforts made by that unknown soul for her body, she would hesitate again.

The other party worked so hard, he definitely didn’t want to see him give up on himself like this…

This body belongs to her, but it doesn’t belong to her completely, Guan Miaomiao thought this way, why can she wantonly trample on other people’s “labor results”?

Even if she has no relatives or friends, she can still do something meaningful to society.

Just like that, Guan Miaomiao forced himself to pull himself together.

With no debts and no persecution from others, she simply discussed with the part-time beauty parlor owner that her soul had chosen before, and became a full-time trainee beautician.

She is willing to endure hardships and doesn’t care about it, and soon became friends with many colleagues.

Gradually, Guan Miaomiao saved some money in his hands, and after careful consideration, he gritted his teeth and signed up for the adult self-examination.

Going to the evening university every night to attend classes can be regarded as fulfilling her long-standing campus dream. Under the influence of such a positive and youthful atmosphere, she seems to have vaguely found the meaning of life.

Just when everything was going in a good direction, that soul appeared.

The other party was a beautiful and handsome woman. Through the steam in the hot pot restaurant, she said that her name was Jiang Tianyu and she was a policeman.

In this way, those pasts have become extremely reasonable.

After the hot pot meal, Guan Miaomiao mustered up the greatest courage in his life, and stepped forward to invite Officer Jiang.

Her original intention was just to let Jiang Tianyu see that she was living a good life and did not disappoint the woman’s efforts at the beginning, and by the way once again draw some courage from her benefactor, so as to support her to continue her life in the future.

But he never expected that Jiang Tianyu could sense something suspicious about Peng Ranran from her.

Ran Ran was the only friend Guan Miaomiao was still in touch with after she left KTV. It was probably the poor girl who was about to come out to suffer oppression to make a living at a young age, so she would take extra care of her.

The people close to her were thundering again, and she was unusually calm after learning the news.

Peng Ranran’s sweet “Sister Miao Miao” seems to be still in her ears, who would have thought that the other party is always harboring vicious intentions to make her disappear from this world completely?

Perhaps during the long period of being alone, in the eyes of the girl, she is just a stack of running and jumping RMB.

But with Hu Fan’s lessons learned, Guan Miaomiao accepted Peng Ranran’s matter quite well.

No matter how hurt she was, she didn’t know that the person whom she loved as her own brother was actually a perverted murderer. She was just a little… not clear about people.

After the police officially announced that all those involved in the case had been brought to justice, Guan

Xiao Miao was also happy.

Afterwards, together with several other sisters who were also “rescued” by police officer Jiang, they took care of the patients in the hospital and fulfilled their duty of nursing patients.

During this period, the woman she had the most contact with was Zhou Ya, a well-known designer in Jiangcheng City.

Zhou Ya has a boyfriend who loves her very much. After learning about her story, Guan Miaomiao is also really happy for her.

One night, she and Zhou Ya went downstairs from the inpatient department of the hospital, watched each other with a smile get into her boyfriend’s car, and left slowly.

Standing on the side of the road, Guan Miaomiao slowly smoothed away the goosebumps on her arms due to the cool wind at night, and stood there for a long time, finally turned around as if she had made up her mind Turned around and disappeared into the thick night.

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Three months later, Guan Miaomiao was standing on the side of the road carrying a suitcase, looking at the white steel sign hanging on the gate across the street, and smiling slightly.

The sunlight fell on her eyebrows and eyes through the sparse leaves above, making the smile lines at the corners of her eyes more vivid.

Jiangcheng Red Sun Children’s Welfare Institute.

The bright red characters on the white steel plate at the door also reflected the dazzling light under the sunlight.

She successfully completed her self-examination for adult academic qualifications more than half a month ago, resigned from the beauty salon, and chose to apply for a job at the welfare home.

Although it is just an ordinary nursing position, and it is 24 hours a day, 24 hours a day, the monthly salary is not worth one-third of that of a beauty salon.

Guan Miaomiao still came here without hesitation.

Going out to experience the ups and downs of life, seeing prosperity, experiencing troughs, and earnestly studying as she wished… She thinks she has no regrets anymore.

It doesn’t matter to her if one person is full and the whole family is not hungry, the salary is less, and the daily work is harder.

The most important thing is that the work in this orphanage can make many ignorant children feel the warmth of society, let them have a happy childhood, and not let them repeat the misfortunes she once experienced. She feels very happy value.

Patting the bag he was carrying, which contained a heavy adult self-examination certificate, the smile on Guan Miaomiao’s face deepened, and he walked into the gate of the Red Sun Children’s Welfare Institute with big strides.

Jiangcheng City in early autumn is poetic and picturesque like an oil painting.

Guan Miaomiao, who has worked in the orphanage for a period of time, was drying the washed clothes in the back yard that day. Then she raised her head in a leisurely way, squinted her eyes and admired the yellow grass that protruded from the wall for a while. Branches of leaves.

“Mother Miaomiao!”

A few childish voices sounded, interrupting the silence of this moment. Guan Miaomiao wiped her hands with the apron on her body, turned around and squatted down with a smile, and opened her arms to welcome the rushing of two radish heads.

These two dolls are only about four or five years old. They are a boy and a girl. They both have some small disabilities, but they will not affect their normal life.

“Shouldn’t it be time for snacks now? Why are you two running out again? Be careful that Grandma Zhang cleans you up!” Guan Miaomiao frowned slightly, and patiently reasoned.

The scale of the Red Sun Children’s Welfare Institute is not large, and there are good people from top to bottom. The rules for these children are not particularly strict, so most of the children here are very lively.

“Grandma Zhang sent us small biscuits today, and I brought them out for Miao Miao.

Mom eats. “The little girl had two braids on her head, she was wearing a half-worn pink jacket, and there was a sweet smile on her round apple face. While speaking, she reached

into her trouser pocket and took out A few small biscuits that were already broken around her came out and brought them under her eyelids.

Not to be outdone, the boy carefully held the small biscuits and moved them up. He

blinked vigorously, suppressing the tears welling up in his eyes Going back, Guan Miaomiao broke off a small piece of biscuit from each of those two little hands and put them into her mouth. The

sweet taste of milk spread on the tip of her tongue immediately, and she kissed each of the two little cheeks. With a little strength in one hand, she got up holding the two children like this. There is

a shortage of nursing staff in the orphanage, so in the past few months, she has even practiced climbing the third floor with four babies hanging on her body. Super skillful.

Just when she was walking around from the backyard to the front yard with her two children, she happened to bump into a lively scene.

A pickup truck parked quietly in the yard, and the staff of the orphanage were entering Moving in and out of the car into the house, the dean enthusiastically shook hands with the same man and said something excitedly.

Because the Red Sun Children’s Welfare Institute is not very eye-catching, there is no fixed support company And kind-hearted people, I only occasionally receive donations from some schools and social groups, or scattered one-on-one donations from private individuals.

Guan Miaomiao took the time to glance at the items on the truck, there were quite a lot of them, and They were just what the children needed, no wonder the dean’s old face was flushed red.

“Hey, hey, hey! “

Just when she was about to sneak into the room with the two dolls in her arms, she was stopped by the dean beckoning.

Seeing the dean approaching in surprise, Guan Miaomiao was pulled by the other’s outstretched hand in astonishment. When she arrived in front of the well-meaning donor,

she never knew that the old dean, who usually took two steps out of breath for a while, had such great strength.

Immediately afterwards, the old   dean said to the two little guys in her arms: “Hurry up, thank you uncle!” Two sweet childish voices sounded, and the expressions on the two Xiaoyuan’s faces were extremely sincere.

The man opposite was at a loss for a while, waved his hands again and again to express his thanks, then took out a wallet from his trouser pocket in a panic, took out a stack of hundred yuan bills, and tried to stuff it into the old dean’s hand.

The old dean repeatedly refused, and in the end reluctantly used the reason that the orphanage only accepts material donations to prevaricate.

Guan Miaomiao put the two children in front of the man with winking eyes, watched him quietly, turned around and took out some snacks from the car, squatted down behind him and distributed them to the children cautiously.

At this time, the old dean came to her side and explained in a low voice: “Do you have an impression of the newly opened Fenghua Convenience Supermarket at the end of the street?” “

Mr. Tang is the owner of that supermarket. Zhou I went to the store to buy things, and when I was chatting, I accidentally mentioned our orphanage, but I didn’t expect them to turn around and send so many things over!” “

Good people are safe in life!”

Guan Miaomiao heard that there was nothing superfluous In response, he just stepped forward and put the two children back into his arms, and said politely: “Thank you again, Uncle Tang.” “No, no

, these things are not worth mentioning.” Tang Zhiye has bronze skin, tall At about 1.78 meters, the figure also looks very strong.

Immediately, he looked at the old dean: “I see Dong

The things have all been moved, I still have something to do in the supermarket, so I will go back first, and if you need anything, just go to me at any time! “

“Wait until next month, I will send another batch of supplies over!” “Although the man’s expression was a bit cramped, the words he said were unusually bold.

Guan Miaomiao accompanied the old director and stood outside the gate of the orphanage, watching the pickup truck disappear at

the end of the street. Everyone slowly closed the big iron gate, and each went to work.

When Guan Miaomiao returned upstairs, the little girl who had just been hugged in her arms ran away. When he arrived in front of her, he waved the diapers in his hand, and said with innocence: “Mother Miao Miao, Uncle Tang just sent us little underpants. Grandma Zhang just said that from now on, younger brothers and sisters will not need to wear underwear.” Worried about peeing pants and red a*s! “

” That’s great. She

gently touched the little girl’s head, and glanced out of the window. The rows of trees on the street were warm and yellow. It was early autumn, but it didn’t make people feel bleak. Boss Tang is indeed a good

person , she thought.

I thought that what Tang Zhiye said that day was just being polite. After all, the materials donated just once are worth thousands of dollars. No one just does charity. Unexpectedly, he really drove the car again the next month

. A pickup truck is here.

It still looks simple and honest, but as the temperature drops, the clothes on his body are much thicker than last month.

This time, Tang Zhiye is much more relaxed than last time. Not only was he less serious when talking to the old dean, but he also offered to help the staff of the orphanage move things inside and outside the house.

A group of people came and went, and somehow Guan Miaomiao walked with him.

Tang Zhiye She got a few more boxes of instant noodles from the truck, and under her astonished gaze, she suddenly became nervous again: “Well… this is not for children, I heard that you staff work 24 hours a day , take care of these children, you must not have a good rest at night, if you are hungry then…”

“Thank you, Boss Tang.” Guan Miaomiao said softly, taking two boxes of instant noodles from him by the way.

After that, the two of them didn’t have any unnecessary exchanges until Tang Zhiye left again. Several staff members gathered in the hall downstairs, looking at the piles of supplies around them, an elderly female nurse sighed with emotion. Said: “We have met a good man!”

The old dean shook his head and responded: “Although Xiao Tang is a bit dull, there is no need to say that he is kind.” “

Eh? Dean, you and Tang The boss is fairly familiar, do you know he is married?” the nurse lady hurriedly asked.

“Probably not…” The old dean looked uncertain, and after thinking about it carefully for a while, he shook his head affirmatively: “Anyway, at present, I definitely don’t have a wife. As for whether I have been married before, then I will But I don’t know.”

“By the way, Xiao Tang is also in his thirties, if you have any suitable and excellent female dolls in your family, you can definitely be a matchmaker!” The eldest sister of the nurse

giggled : “That’s what I mean. My cousin’s family has a girl who is of the right age and good-looking…” As soon as

this topic was mentioned, everyone seemed to be interested. The atmosphere is very warm.

Regarding this, Guan Miaomiao just turned around and went upstairs while everyone was not paying attention.

Although she looks no different from ordinary people on the surface, she is a gentle and optimistic person.

Everyone is also harmonious.

But the truth is, only she can understand.

After experiencing the double stimulation of Hu Fan and Peng Ranran, deep down, she was like an aggressive porcupine.

Once someone tried to get close, that person would eventually end up covered in bruises.

I don’t know when it started, Guan Miaomiao suddenly found that she couldn’t adapt to any form of intimacy, whether it was friendship or love.

She is very satisfied with her current life. Colleagues are mediocre, and this level of interpersonal communication will not arouse any ripples in her heart at all.

The days passed quietly like this day by day, and Tang Zhiye’s visits to the orphanage became more and more frequent.

It’s not that he would donate thousands of things every time. Sometimes he just sat there with the old dean and had a cup of tea, and more often he came over with tools for repairs.

Tang Zhiyehui has many crafts, ranging from replacing water pipes to repairing leaky roofs. It can be said that it is a decathlon.

In the yard, several nurses stood under the sun, looking at the figure protruding from the window on the first floor, with very intriguing expressions.

Last night, the old windows of the warehouse on the first floor were damaged by a strong wind in late autumn. Sure enough, early this morning, Tang Zhiye showed up outside the orphanage on time with a tool bag on his back.

The nurse lady who had threatened to introduce a man to a man before looked up at Tang Zhiye, then at Guan Miaomiao beside her, then pursed her lips and lowered her head, laughing ‘puchi’.

“What are you laughing at?” The aunt who was cooking in the canteen stared and asked casually.

“Why am I laughing at you, don’t you know? The social atmosphere is so impetuous now, and the family still runs a large-scale supermarket, but why is it so noble to run to our poor place all day long?” The eldest sister of the nurse raised her eyebrows, meaning He pointed at the first floor and raised his chin.

“Of course, I didn’t mean that Boss Tang was not in the right mind.”

“Miao Miao, Xiao Tang’s eyeballs are almost glued to you these days. Are you really not tempted by a man like this who can endure hardships and is capable?” Guan Miaomiao

heard At these words, his brows twitched, he withdrew his gaze from the first floor, and replied lightly: “

Sister Pan , your intuition seems to be inaccurate this time.” Plus he is kind-hearted, so what does it have to do with me?”

After speaking, she didn’t give the nurse a chance to open her mouth, and walked forward, and soon her figure disappeared into the yard.

Guan Miaomiao went to the backyard, picked up a basket under the porch, and prepared to put the dried clothes and quilts in.

In her busy schedule, she didn’t pay attention to the surrounding situation, so that when she turned around after collecting a basket full of clothes, she was suddenly startled by the figure standing not far away.

“Boss Tang!” She exhaled with lingering fear, then said hello politely, and planned to pass by the other party and return to the building.

“That!” Tang Zhiye anxiously took a big step to the side, blocking Guan Miaomiao’s way.

Facing the suspicious eyes of the woman, he breathed heavily nervously, and kept clenching and relaxing his hands. Even so, it was difficult to relieve the burning emotions that kept churning in his heart.

After two seconds of silence, the man gritted his teeth, closed his eyes, and shouted in a daze: “I like you!”

Tang Zhiye seemed to pour out the four words in an instant.

Not only did she open her eyes, her tone became firmer: “Miss Guan, I really like you, maybe you can think about it a little bit…” “I’m sorry.”

Guan Miaomiao blurted out the words of rejection almost without thinking. .

Seeing that the honest and upright face in front of her was full of astonishment and injury, she didn’t say another word, lowered her head and left in a hurry.

That night, Guan Miaomiao had rare insomnia.

This kind of symptom hadn’t appeared on her body for a long time. What she heard was the even breathing of the children in her ears. She just stared at her eyes until dawn.

Trying her best to ignore the vague panic in her heart, Guan Miaomiao tried her best to put all her attention on her work.

She thought this matter would end here, but she didn’t expect that a few days later, she saw that familiar face in the orphanage again.

Tang Zhiye still had a simple and honest smile. Not long ago, he helped to contact a batch of eliminated tables and chairs from an elementary school in the city. He came here this time to deliver things.

When we met again, his expression was as usual, and he did not see the embarrassment and anger of being rejected at all.

Guan Miaomiao felt a little relieved, thinking that this would be good.

In the following time, the two of them consciously returned to their original relationship, and when they met, they would smile and nod to say hello.

Until this day, she was in the kitchen of the cafeteria, helping the aunt who was cooking, washing the dishes while distractedly listening to their chats.

“By the way, why hasn’t Xiao Tang come to our place recently? The top of the stove is cracked, and I thought I’d ask him to come over and help me fix it.” “Really, the last time I saw him was

… Five, six, seven or eight days ago?”

“Huh? You don’t know? I went to their supermarket to buy things yesterday, and I heard from the little brother in the store that their boss had an accident while tallying the goods. He was smashed by the shelf and was hospitalized. Heck!”

“Ah? Shouldn’t we go to the hospital and show our hearts?!”

Crash.

Guan Miaomiao shook her hand, and the bowl she was holding fell into the sink. Fortunately, everyone else was focused on discussing Tang Zhiye’s situation and did not notice her abnormality.

She finished washing the dishes absent-mindedly, it was her turn to rest today, and soon she changed her clothes and left the gate of the orphanage.

About an hour later, Guan Miaomiao appeared in the corridor of the hospital, standing outside the door of a ward with a hesitant expression.

After all, he still couldn’t hold back the worry that was almost overflowing in his heart, reached out his hand and gently knocked on the door of the ward.

With permission, she opened the door and went in. When she looked up, she saw Tang Zhiye who was jumping on one leg on the ground.

The other party, Xu Shi, didn’t expect her to come, so he froze in place for a while, and said haha: “Miss Guan, why are you here?” “Don’t get me wrong, I didn’t say you couldn’t come.

” I mean, it’s just…just…”

Guan Miaomiao thought it was a little funny seeing him react so strongly, she turned her face to the side and straightened her expression, then stepped forward and said, “The injury is so serious, you don’t lie on the bed, What are you going to do?”

“I want to get a mango…” Tang Zhiye lowered his eyes in disbelief, looking at the woman who approached him without warning, and let her help him to sit back on the bed in a daze.

After the man was settled, Guan Miaomiao turned her head and bent to get the mangoes in the bag, without looking back, she said, “In a few months, I’m going to go to Jinghuai City.”

“Are you going on a trip? Or are you planning to leave Jiangcheng and develop there?” Tang Zhiye looked very disturbed when he asked this question.

“Going to the wedding, a friend just got engaged, and I only received the notice yesterday.” Guan Miaomiao straightened up and stuffed the mango into his hand: “Take good care of your illness, maybe…you can accompany me I’ll go.”

Huh?

It took several minutes for Tang Zhiye to understand the meaning of her words, and he was so excited that he didn’t know what to do.

She wanted to do something, but she was afraid that Guan Miaomiao would feel abrupt, so she just nodded her head heavily, and then lay back on the hospital bed, covering her neck with the quilt, acting like a child in an orphanage.

He has fully demonstrated his determination to be discharged from the hospital as soon as possible with his actions.

Guan Miaomiao was sitting on a chair beside her, but she was still teased by Tang Zhiye’s foolish appearance with her head bowed and a chuckle.

The early winter sunlight shone through the glass into the ward, even bringing a little warmth to the air.

All will eventually be healed.

And the best cure is time and the right people.