Forged in the Flames
Chapter 12

Chapter 12

Aliana POV

Spending the day with Nikolas to care for his mother was fun. I got to see his sensitive side, and it wasamazing.

He loved her, and I could see it as he switched from the savage wicked rogue prince to a sensitive,sweet man. If his life were normal, whomever he ended up with would be lucky. I remembered our datenight and the memory of the dance, him comforting me while I threw up, holding me under the showerand in the tub, the memory remained with me.

I had sl*ipped up and tried to k*iss him, but he had dodged. I saw it and pretended to have passed out.

I was grateful for that memory. I needed it.

I woke up wishing I was a Lycan. Maybe I would have stood a chance with him.

I believe something might have happened between us if I were his kind, but the divide was real, and itkept us apart regardless of what we were feeling.

I knew I could not allow myself to feel anything for him. No matter how good it got, he would one daymate with a Lycan he loves, which would be the end of it for me. He had indeed kept his promise andruined me. It would be difficult for me even if he decided to let me go. It would be impossible for me tohave a werewolf mate because werewolves hated Lycans too.

I thought he would send for me in the evening, but when Ania and Lisa brought my food and left, I knewI wouldn’t be spending the night with Nikolas.

I woke up the next day and got ready for my work. Ania and Lisa brought breakfast, and we gossiped abit before we got ready to go to the Queen’s room.

I tried to link Nikolas to replace out if he wanted to join us to care for his mother, but I met a wall. He hadsomehow blocked me off.

I was a bit ashamed and hurt about it. I pleaded with Ania to link him with the question to avoid gettingin trouble.

She was successful, and my heart was broken. I guess I wasn’t allowed to link him. “He said no andthat you should prepare everything needed and leave the room when it is evening. He does not want toreplace you there when it is time for him to tend to her,” She said with a tinge of sadness.

They believed I had feelings for him, and she had told me to be hopeful, but now she knew better.

“Very well, it means we have time to chat,” I said with a smile, trying to make it seem like it did notbother me, but it bothered me a lot. Ania’s smile dropped, and I knew she had something to tell.

“Tell me, it is okay,” I said, bracing myself for it. “We are to remain there in the evening and assist him,”she said, and I smiled.

“I am the only one that shouldn’t be there. In other words, he does not want to see me,” I said, and shenodded.

I shrugged my shoulders and brushed it aside. “Well, I have ample time to catch up on me-time,” I said,and Lisa smiled.

“I am glad you are strong, Aliana. Unlike what Ania said, I am pleading with you not to get your heartinvested. You are a werewolf, and our kinds don’t mix. He wouldn’t damn the rules for your sakebecause he plans to be King one day, meaning he would have to take a Lycan queen. Just enjoy themoment while it lasts, and hopefully, when he is satisfied, he will send you back to your father,” Shesaid.

I knew that was the most honest advice anyone had given me since I got into this mess.

I hugged her, fighting my tears because she was right, and we headed to the Queen’s room.

I wasn’t as jovial as I used to be. I worked like a machine. It was as if I was moving on muscle memory.

My mind was muddled up. I repeated awful things, and my hatred of Nikolas and the Lycans grew.

He did not have to do this to me. I could have still been a slave and had the opportunity to settle downwith my kind. This was wicked, and the mixed signal he gave me was cold.

I was so carried away that the bowl of soup in my hand fell while I fed the Queen, and it burned both ofus.

She screamed and snarled at me, then hit me with her hand.

I deserved it, while I picked up the broken pieces of the plate, my hands shook, and I was afraid.

Lisa and Ania weren’t the only ones there, the three men Nikolas asked to help me with her were there,and I was scared. Most of it poured on me, but some splashed on her.

Tears streamed down my cheeks while I picked up the shards.

My hands were shaking, and my heart was beating fast.

I knew the door would soon open, and I had no idea what Nikolas would do to me. Lisa came to helpme to steady my hands. I did not know I had cut myself in the process.

“Breathe, Aliana, please breathe,” she said, and I looked at her, tears streaming down my cheek.

“I am scared,” said. For the first time, I confessed that I was afraid. The same Nikolas that was kind tomy people could take out his rage on them for this.

Just as I expected, the door burst open, and I looked up Nikolas entered with Gamma Ingham. I bowedmy head immediately. Ania knelt in front of me and started pleading. “The plate accidentally sl*ippedAlpha, it wasn’t intentional,” She said, and I heard Ingham laughing.

“I told you. How will the Queen heal when we have bound her with silver?” Ingham said, stating anobvious problem. However, I took the brunt of it.

“Look at me,” I heard Nikolas command me, and I knew I had to look at him.

I looked up at him, and my fear would not allow me to form the right words. “Please,” was all I couldmanage. He walked past me and went to his mother, who was already calm.

While he attended to his mother, Gamma Ingham came to me and pulled me by my hair. I stifled mycries because I did not want Nikolas’s mother to be startled.

He pulled so tightly that I thought he planned to pull my hair out of my scalp.

“Please, please, please,” I pleaded. “W*ho*res should be treated like w*ho*res,” he said, tugging hard.

“Ingham!” Nikolas cautioned him. “Do not touch what is mine,” He warned him, and the man let me goinstantly, but it happened so fast that I fell.

I remained on my knees. “I hope you know what you are doing. Alpha. Your w*ho*re is highmaintenance,” He said, and Nikolas ordered him to get out. Ingham left, and so did the three men in theroom.

“Next time, be more careful. This should not happen again. You may go,” Nikolas said to me withoutlooking at me, and I thanked him and scrambled to my feet.

I left him with Ania and Lisa and dreaded the days ahead.

What if that job is taken from me? I wondered what he would ask me to do.

While I walked, I wept and scolded myself. I was too caught up in myself that I got clumsy. Nikolas hadlet me off easy, but I wondered what the cost would be.

Two months passed, and Nikolas remained the same. I wasn’t allowed to link him. I had to go throughAnia and Lisa if I had to tell him anything.

I cared for his mother in the mornings and ensured I was out of sight in the evenings. He did not sendfor me, and I had let it go. I spent my free time reading and talking to my wolf. I missed shifting andgoing hunting. I missed the sun. It only touched my skin when I stood by the window in the mornings.

I wished my window faced the inner compound. I might have caught glimpses of my father and friendsand maybe even gotten to wave at them, but my window faced the inner garden where the Lycanwomen swam, sunbathed, partied and did all sorts of things.

Nikolas attended some of the parties too. I usually turned off the light in my room during those hours sono one would see me when I peeked.

I envied all of them.

They were having the time of their lives, I wonder if my life would be this bad if I were a Lycan.

I tried to read books of weres turned into Lycans, but just as I had suspected, it was a myth. Somepeople believed it was used to explain away b*astar*ds in the olden days.

I would link with my father whenever I could. All he had to tell me were good things. I knew he waslying, but I lied to him, too, so we were even.

Another month passed, and nothing changed. I realised that would be my life henceforth.

Ania and Lisa were attending to something, so I had no choice but to attend to the Queen alone. WhenI got to her room, I found that she was sleeping. She was supposed to be awake. I decided to sit andwait for her, not wanting to trouble her to sleep.

That was when I heard the doorknob turn. To my dismay, Gamma Ingham entered, and I stood upimmediately and bowed my head. “Good morning, Gamma,” I said, and he did not bother to answer.

“Sitting idly,” he said, and I did not respond. He walked to me and touched my chin to lift my head so Icould look at him. He pressed my cheeks together with his fingers, and his eyes looked at me coldly.

“I won’t let Alpha lose sight of his goal. Soon he would see you as what you are. A worthless werewolfand the daughter of a treacherous fool,” he said, and I held my tongue.

I dared not scream because of the Queen, and I doubted I would be in the right if anything terriblehappened.

The b*astar*d pushed me against the wall, making me hit the back of my head, and he began to ruffme up with his hands. Touching me. “Alpha will soon send you for general use, and I will teach youwhat we do to w*ho*res”, he said, and I pushed his hands away when he tried to touch my b*rea*st.

He slapped me in response, and it was hard enough for me to taste blood in my mouth. “Did Alpha nottell you that you and your kind serve the four of us?” He asked me, squeezing my neck and breathingclose to my ears. My knees and thighs were together, so he couldn’t touch me because I knew what hewanted. I could feel his hard-on poking me.

“Take it up with him,” I shot back, ready to d*ie.

I liked Nikolas, so it was okay for him to touch me. I wanted him to touch me, but this douchebagwouldn’t get to do anything to me. As much as I loved my father, I would d*ie first. He pulled away fromme and then slapped me until I fell.

“I will treat you like the w*ho*re that you are. I will make your life miserable, and Nikolas will thank mefor it. You bloody werewolf b*itc*h. You escaped me today, but it won’t be for long,” he said, and I heardthe door open. Ania and Lisa walked in, and I knew why he pulled away. They bowed their heads tohim, and he walked away quickly.

Ania rushed to me and helped me up. “So sorry, Aliana. He is the worst of the four of them, and hedoes this all the time. He knows we can’t tell Alpha. He is now fixated on you, your case is worsebecause you have been cut off,” she said, and I refused to cry even though tears stung my eyes. Myskin crawled, and I wanted to scrub his scent off me.

Understanding what I wanted, Ania told me to return to my room, and they would handle the Queenwhen she woke up.

I thanked her quickly and hurried back to my room.

I locked my door for the first time.

I went to the bathroom, stripped down my clothes, and stood under the hot shower. I did not know I wascrying until a sob escaped my l*ips.

“We will be okay, Aliana. Nikolas won’t let him harm us…” Raven said, and I laughed at my wolf.

“We have been cut off, Raven. Nikolas isn’t going to save us from his men,” I told her, and shereceded.