His Lost Lycan Luna (Jessica Hall)
Chapter 225

Previous PostNext PostHis Found Lycan Luna Chapter 100Kyson POVI tap Azalea’s leg. I needed to speak with Gannon, Liam, and Damian. Something was amiss. Yetwhen I went to get up, Azalea grabbed my hand. Her nervousness smashed into me, so I stopped.“It's alright, love, we'll figure it out,” II tell her, moving past her. I stopped again when she refused tolet go of my hand."Azzy, love,” I try to assure her.“Peter is waiting for us in the kitchen,” she blurts out, and I look at her.Peter was back on the castle grounds? I thought her nervousness and worry were over Crux, notover her damn brother. I growl, furious that he would come back here. More importantly, how didhe get past my guard?“I'll handle it,” I tell her when she jumps to her feet.“No, I want to help him,” she blurts out, and I stop as I grip the door handle.“No, Azalea, I won't allow that,” I tell her. Hasn't he taken enough from us? I accepted her decision,allowing him to live. That was enough for me. I certainly didn’t want to be helping him."Ester abandoned him again. His grandparents kicked him out. He has been staying by the stablesand at the river.” she tells me.“The answer is no, Azalea. He was not to come back on castle grounds,”“He is a boy, Kyson,” Azalea defends him."And some would still say you're just a girl, Azalea. You are not much older than him. He knows rightfrom wrong. He knew what he was doing,” I tell her. How does she not see that?“Can we just hear him out, please?” she asks. My mate was far too forgiving. Almost as if since hewas her blood, she felt she had to give him a second chance. But sometimes second chances turninto third and fourth chances until eventually it costs your life or ruins everything you have built. Iwon't lose my mate to him again.“You aren't obligated to help or love him, Azalea. Not after what he did,” I tell her.“I know that, Kyson. Peter isn't bad. He made a mistake.” She defends him.“A mistake? It was more than a mistake, Azalea. That so-called mistake cost our daughter's life,” Itell her, and she flinches at the mention of our loss."We all make mistakes, Kyson. He will live with his mistakes for the rest of his life. I just don’t wantmy brother to be one of mine. I don’t want that guilt hanging over me, and I need to know I tried.”“No, Azzy. This is just your genes talking, not common sense. Your gifts, the infinite need you'llalways have to help. to love, and nurture. Unfortunately, that is one trait I will always hate that yourmother has passed down to you. You'll always feel obligated, even above and beyond reason.”Azalea says nothing.She knows I am right. But I also know she wouldn“t be able to handle the guilt if somethinghappened to him if she didn’t help. Damn, Azure's handing that down. I learned so much readingthose few passages of Cedric's book.Azure's were magnificent for their ability to forgive and move on, for their elemental gifts, and forbeing empathetic, it made me wonder if that was part of why Tatiana put up with Garret andremained with him. Unfortunately, she also inherited a few of her father's traits. I had seen that firsthand and been on the receiving end of it.His temper, his command, and his bite. We were yet to see all of Azalea’s moon-blessed gifts, and Ithink the possibilities are infinite when it comes to Azalea. Because one thing I realized with stattlingclarity and why the moon goddess blessed both bloodlines with opposing gifts, they were tobalance the other out. They were never supposed to come together, for it would throw off balance.Opposites don't always attract. One was benevolent and the other malevolent, but once together,they detonated. Together, they were unstoppable and an impossible force to reckon with, and Isuddenly understood Garret Landeena’s purpose in marrying Tatiana Azure. It was to gain what hewas lacking, another power trip. Yet such qualities together would make it near impossible to livewith. Landeena’s ego would always overrule any guilt he felt.“You know I am right, yet you want to help him anyway, Love. Want to replace some redeeming quality,but what if there isn't one?” I ask her. She looks away from me and swallows. I could feel thatLandeena temper rise within her. That need to know was just as strong, so I knew I was on thelosing end of this argument. That Landeena stubbornness would be the death of me and possiblyher if we weren't careful.“I need to know. I can't abandon him as everyone else has.” she says with finality in her voice.“Are you sure you are doing this for him or for you, Azzy? What is it you're hoping comes out ofthis?”“Both. Kyson, I want peace. I won't get that by knowing I could have helped but didn't. I won't getpeace from turning my back on him.”Hearing her words, the guilt and anger behind them, I knew my assumptions were right. To live withsuch passion, guilt, anger, and confusion was exhausting for her. She needed this, even if it hurt herin the end. She needed to know she did all she could to save himTypical Azure trait. Azure's sacrifice would be seen as never enough in their own eyes. Azalea wasnever supposed to exist; she was both Landeena and Azure. She inherited both bloodlines, alongwith it their best and worst traits of them.Love and war that is what the Azures and Landeenas represent. Selfishness, greed, ego, and powerwere the Landeena kingdom's undoing. Love, compassion, loyalty, and sacrifice were the Azures.Two things I now recognize in Azalea. Love and war, she inherited both. She loved fiercely, forgavequickly, became angered easily, and went to war for those she loved even if they didn’t deserve herLove. And I feared that would be my Queen's undoing. And I knew the gifts bestowed on her hadalso cursed her. This is why the Goddess made them the opposite. Therefore, they were never to befated together. Neither's power could outweigh the other, and the illusion of peace evened theplaying field. Until they learned each other's weaknesses and realized what they lacked was in theother.With a sigh, I kneel before her. I wish she would see reason and the fear I have of her getting tooclose to the boy that almost destroyed her. Destroyed us. And she expects me to watch that again.“Last chance Azzy, I mean it. No more helping after this, promise me. If he hurts you, promise meyou will not give him any more of your time. Promise to let me deal with him,”"But he's a Landeena?” she whispers. Yet that immunity would no longer protect him from me if hehurt her or tried to get between us again.But you are not, you may be born of them, but you aren“t your father, you aren“t your mother, youare Valkyrie now, mine as I am yours. I won't watch him destroy you again. I won't allow him todestroy what we have built. And I certainly won't stand by and watch you destroy yourself over himSo promise me, this is the last time. If Peter does one thing wrong, you let me end him,” I tell her.Azalea swallows but lets out a breath.“Last time,” she whispers, and I sigh before pulling her to her feet."We'll deal with Peter, and then I need to speak with the guard, including yours. I want to beprepared for anything.” I tell her."Crux said he was sending you the coordinates of Larkin’s whereabouts, though.”"Yes, he said he would. But I have a funny feeling he is buying time, trying to throw us off. He willreplace some excuse not to send them right away,” I tell her.Previous PostNext PostTrending Novels

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