His Soul & His Shame
Ezra's Guilt

EZRA'S POV:

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18+

I feel so guilty right now, I was supposed to be with Fay right now making up for the last two weeks which I lost because of my behavior but still, I am on my way to Mitch's house.

What is wrong with me, why I am so addicted to her and can't get enough of her. If I try I can resist Mitch but I don't want to. If I start resisting other girls then I will start to crave the only girl I don't want to hurt or ruin with my stupidity and toxicity.

Fay is everything for me and it's my responsibility to keep her from bad people and bad things and I am one of them. I may look like a simple guy who runs a multimillion company but I am into so many dangerous things and I need to keep her from those things and myself too.

I was supposed to be with Fay watching a movie and having dinner together but when she ran into my arms and her body perfectly fit with my body, I lost control and buried my face in her neck inhaling her rosy scent which I love. I parked my car in front of mitch's Apartment, I never take her home with me because I just need her physically not the other way around. I may sound like a jerk but that is who I am, that is who Ezra Irwin is and I am not going to change for anyone.

I rang the bell and stood patiently for Mitch to open the door and she did open the door in nothing but only in lingerie I like with a seductive smile, hand on the door. She welcomed me biting her lips which will do so many amazing things to my body with them.

I am already hard thinking about the pleasure I am going to get. Mitch is so good in bed and she knows what she is doing and how to please a man. Maybe that's why I am addicted to her and can't get enough of her.

"I have been waiting for you babe, what took you so long? Hmm!" She pulled me towards her pulling my t shirt's collar towards her room, walking with more sway tempting me to smack it.

"I was stuck in a meeting and I had to finish it today." I lied because Mitch doesn't like me with Fay. She never disagreed with me about Fay but I can see it in her actions and eyes that she doesn't like my and Fay's friendship. I am going to dump her when she complaints about our friendship because nothing is more than Fay.

"Uh! Uh! Come now, I missed you, babe." She pushed me on the bed and climbed onto me not touching me. I like her foreplay which makes me sigh with contempt without doing the main job.

"I missed you too babe, now come and show me how much you missed me," I said before her lips placed on mine, and we moved them together slowly before sucking on them feverishly like can't get enough off it.

Her body is moving along with her lip movements making me impatient to be inside her and break her into the half with my roughness. I rolled her onto her back still with our lips connected.

I tore her bra and palmed her slowly emitting soft moans from her mouth, I untangled my lips with hers and dived for her neck, and left open-mouthed kisses before diving between her soft b**bs valley. I sucked on one of her b**b and palmed another and I gave the same attention to the other. I know how to please her and how to leave her wanting more.

"Babe! pleaseeeeee." I can hear her desperation in her voice with want and need for a release.

"what do you want Mitch? Tell me and I will give it to you." I teased some more resulting in her pulling on to my hair.

"Babe please, you know what I want, please." She begged some more. I slowly make my way to her sweet spot pulling her panties down, kissing her inner thighs.

"Ahh! Please, Ezra. More, I want more." Mitch pleaded breathlessly pulling me towards her dripping core.

"I know Babe, patience is the key to heaven." I mocked knowing it will piss her off and blew some air onto her core teasing her.

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if you don't do it then I will do it myself, Ezra." Mitch threatened to get up from my hold but I tightened my hold and ducked my head and tasted her core with a quick lick of my tongue.

"Yes, babe like that, please don't stop." I hear Mitch's pleading but everything is in dead mode. I sucked on it like I am thirsty and emptied everything from her dripping core like a hungry beast.

Mitch's legs become jelly with her climax, I didn't give her a chance to relax before pushing my hardened member into her core and thirsting deep inside her, and rocking the bed.

I never do skinship with any girl I sleep with and Mitch is not the exception.

Her legs tightened around me due to my hard thrusts and I know she is enjoying it as much as I am. This is the time I feel relaxed other than being with Fay. Fay! Her thought brought me a thrill to my body and I pick up my pace thrusting deeper thinking about the girl I am not supposed to think at this time when another girl is under me and I am inside her.

My eyes got closed on their according and her brown hair, curvaceous body, grey eyes, smile, and her rosy scent rewinded before my closed eyes like a movie and my body moved according to the visions imagining the girl from it and I came so hard that I never been before and I can hear Mitch's voice and her satisfactory moans filling the room.

I removed myself from Mitch and went to the bathroom to clean myself and my head. This is so wrong on many levels. I need to do something before I ruin her.