I Will Escape
chapter 9

As I'm waking up I feel a tightness in my body. Moving is impossible. I don't recognize where I am.Then I notice the reason I am not able to move is because Alpha is snuggling against me whilesleeping holding on to me for dear life. I try to get up out of his grip but its impossible, so I laythere.

I start looking around thinking this must be his bedroom. He actually has good taste. The walls arepainted like a light hunter green that lighten up the room. I see his dagger collection then I getangry wondering if they're the daggers he was using when he was using my back for target practice.Jazz speaks, “Stop. We need to earn his trust. It's going to be hard to do, but we need to do this ifwe ever want a chance to escape. ”

"Right jazz keep our eyes on the prize. I know jazz, but it's hard to forget all he has done and hasn'tdone yet. This is going to be a lot harder than I imagined.”

Jazz responds, “You can do this. Just try not to lose control.”

"Hey, my sweet Sabrina. Good morning,” he says turning me around to make me look at him. I try toturn away, but he forces me to look at him. “So baby how did you sleep,” he asks.

I respond, “I would have slept a lot better if I wasn't beside a monster like you.” What I really wantedto say to him was to get his filthy hands off me, but I didn't. I just responded, “Fine.” He goes to kissme and I turn away. I respond, “I don't want to do this please just stop.”

"Oh Sabrina,” he says as he roughly grabs me by my hair and pulls me in, “I will do whatever the hellI want to do to you.” He kisses me roughly and bites my lip drawing blood.

I whimper in pain trying to push him away, but his grip is too strong. “Please stop! Please! I havenever done this before.”

He stops and says, “Wait, are you a virgin Sabrina?” I say nothing.

“Answer me Sabrina.”

I respond, “Yes I'm a virgin.”

"Oh Sabrina, I get to take your innocence from you,” he says.

“Please Alpha, don't do this!”

He starts kissing my neck where he marked me. My body tingles. I don't know what is happening tome. He nibbles me around my neck. Why is my body reacting this way?

Jazz cuts in, “It's your mark. It will make you react to him. It makes you feel this even if you don'twant to, and he knows it.”

“Please Alpha, don't do this! Please,” I scream out to him

He takes his belt and ties my hands above my head. He rips my shirt off. My breasts are exposed. Ican't move. Tears start running down my face as I say, “Please don't-" He starts kissing my chestgrabbing my breast and nibbling on my nipples. I moan out, “Why am I reacting to him this way?"I'm so mad at myself. It feels good, but I don’t want him to do this to me. I say one more time,“Please Alpha don't do this.”

"Sabrina, you are mine, and I will do as I please. He slaps me and grabs me by the throat. “Do youunderstand me” he says.

I whimper, “Please just stop.”

His eyes go red, “I will do as I please.” He unbuttons my pants, pulls them off me, and rips mypanties. I try to get up to escape him, but he grabs me by my hair and throws me down on the bed.He unbuttons his pants, and I try kicking him away from me. There is no use. He thrusts inside me.

I cry out in pain. He does it harder and faster. The pain is overwhelming. “Please,” I cry out, “Please!”I feel warmth as he releases himself inside me. He gets off me. I curl up into a ball feeling defeatedand hopeless.

He gets up and says, “Get cleaned up now. Let's get a shower.”

I can't move I am so numb. I sit up and untie my wrists with his belt. I sit up on the bed. “Get thefuck up and get in the shower,” he growls at me. I go to get up, but my knees are weak and I fall tothe ground. I try to catch myself, but there's no use. I go to get up but not fast enough.

He grabs me by my hair and drags me to the shower. He turns the water on, picks me up, and putsme in the shower. I'm terrified. He starts kissing me, “Please don't! Not again!” He thrusts inside me.I cry out, “No, no, please!”

He pushes me up against the glass and says, “I will do whatever I the fuck I want to you Sabrina!” Hethrusts harder and faster until he releases himself inside me then lets me drop to the ground. Heshowers and washes himself before getting out saying, “Get cleaned up. I'll leave clothes out for youI'll be up to get you soon he says.”