In Between The Alphas
Chapter 54

Over the past two days we have fallen into a slightly comfortable routine, I sleep in Logan's room, he makes breakfast and we go to the pack house, becomes to check up on me around noon then he disappears for a few hours and comes back around size in new clothes. I haven't asked yet, mainly because I'm scared 1 already know the answer and it won't feel real until it is said out loud.

"Aren't you the least bit curious about what he goes to do?" Diana asked as he left the daycare and I shrugged,"

You can't tell me you haven't thought about it."

"Of course I have," I said, "That doesn't mean I'm going to do anything about it"

"We should follow him,"

"We should sit still and mind our business,"I corrected and she rolled her eyes, "I have had enough adventures to last me a lifetime; I don't need any more."

"You can't tell me you don't want to know what they're doing to Jake" she whispered and I turned to her with a raised brow, "He had Jake's scent on him yesterday, don't tell me you didn't notice."

"I did; I always do,"I said with no emotion, "What's your point?"

"My point is you should ask him,"

"He's not going to tell me," I shrugged, "So there's no use asking." She must have sensed the bitterness in my tone because she scoffed.

"You deserve to know," she said, "He did those things to you; so you more than anyone deserves to know what's going on with him."

"I'll think about it," I said and she narrowed her eyes at me but dropped it anyways.

I always planned on talking to Logan about Jake, I don't need anyone thinking I'm doing it because of her and I also don't want her breathing down my neck about it.

I'll do at my pace and when I am ready to do it.

"Okay enough talking about Jake," she said as she crossed her legs and turned to me, "How are things with you and Logan?"

"They're good I guess," I answered with a shrug and she raised a brow at me. "Stop asking about me; how are things with you and Greg?"

"What do you want to know?"

"I want to know what you want me to tell you about Logan and I"

"Well he usually wakes me up with his head in between"

Okay," I said loudly, "I did not need to hear that."

"You asked." She shrugged, "And I have no problem with giving you all the dirty details, so I expect the same"

"Well sorry to put a downer in your coffee but there are no dirty details," I said and she pouted.

"I'm sure it's no thanks to you."

"I just don't know if I'm ready to have s3x with anyone right now," I lied and she just tipped her head forward with a hum.

"Well it seems like you could do with some excitement so I need your help" she said and I raised a brow so she leaned closer to me and whispered, "I think I'm pregnant."

I j3rked back in shock and my eyes widened, "Are you Sure?"

"Well not exactly but my period is like clockwork and I'm three days late," she said, "I just need someone to go with me while I get a pregnancy test."

"When would we have time though," I said, "We can't just leave the kids and I'm sure you don't want Logan to know right now."

"We can just use our lunch break," she said with a shrug and I raised a brow.

"We have a lunch break?"

"Well yeah," she said in a duh tone, "How else do you think we got away with leaving all the time?" When I didn't reply she just shook her head, "We have a one hour lunch break each day. There are people who take over from us until we get back." "I didn't know that," I said softly and she just shrugged.

"So are you in?" she asked and I nodded.

It was the twins who took over from us. I haven't seen them since the incident with Jake and immediately I tried to apologize to them they cut me off by saying they didn't blame me but they just wanted a few days to clear their heads.

I would have stayed longer apologizing but Diana grabbed my arm and after a long phone call that had a lot of convincing and compromising) she told Logan that we were stepping out and the best we would do was to take two guards with us. Diana mumbled the entire way about how her freedom was being infringed on by the guards as she kept eyeing the car they drove in through her mirror and for a few seconds I thought she would do something crazy like try to run them off the road. Finally she stopped at a convenience store and told me to wait in the car while she went in. I didn't have any objections to the matter so I sat still and drummed my fingers against the dashboard as I waited.

I must have been so into my thoughts that I didn't even notice she was there until she drummed on the windows making me jump.

"Sorry to scare you," she said as she took her seat and dropped the plastic bag on the floor, "Tm just so nervous."

"Do you need this much?" I asked as I peeked into the bag and she shot me a look.

"I'm sorry did you say we?" I asked and she shot me another exasperated look.

"Haven't you heard of the sister code?" she asked, "If one of us is taking a pregnancy test then both of us are taking pregnancy tests." "But there's no way I'm pregnant."

"When did you see your period last?" she asked and I fell silent.

As soon as we got into the pack house we rushed into the day care and locked ourselves in the bathroom.

When we were both done peeing on the sticks Diana put them in the bag and shook the bag up a bit and I shot her a wide eyed look. "What are you doing?" I asked and she shrugged.

"It's all part of the fun." She said as she took them out and sprayed a bit of perfume on it, "So we don't know which one belongs to us."

"You are definitely crazy Diana," I said and she didn't refute my claim.

We left the sticks in the bathroom and went out to the girls like nothing happened. When they asked we just shrugged because neither of us wanted to go into the story. Diana's alarm beeped after two minutes and we made our way albeit slowly to the bathroom door.

"You go in I don't want to see it" Diana said all of a sudden.

"But you're the one who wanted to do this."

"Please Charlie," she begged and I sighed and pushed the door open and picked up the sticks and my eyes widened. "What's going on in there?"

"I- We, "I began but I couldn't form a proper sentence.

"What the hell is it?" she asked but her steps faltered when she saw the look on my face, "What's wrong?"

"One of them is positive," I whispered as if making my voice low would make it any less real.