Jaded Hearts
Chapter 10

Taylor

This tall, tan, and exquisite display of a man stood before me, waiting for me to use him however I wanted. Never in my life had I expected my first time to go like this, but no way in hell was I complaining. I’d been wanting Matt for months; I just couldn’t get those memories out of my head. But now, there was nothing on this earth that would stop me from giving myself over to him.

I placed my hands underneath his shirt and ran them up and down his stomach and chest. Every single muscle was rock hard and defined. His last name suited him perfectly. The angels had carved this man from stone and sent him down to me.

“Take off your shirt.”

He did as instructed and tossed it aside. I took a step forward and let my hands explore once more. I wanted to lick him. I stuck my tongue out and ran it gently up his sternum, between his gorgeous pecks.

He hissed at the contact, and the sound fed me with power. I loved knowing I could give him pleasure. It’s all I wanted to do. His skin was salty from sweat. He was delicious, and I needed more. My tongue took over and began to explore; every single abdominal muscle was tasted and teased.

I wanted to commit his body to memory, and my tongue was drawing the road map. Eventually, I couldn’t go too much farther—the large tent pushing at the front of his pants was blocking my path. “Let’s see if Thor wants to come out and play.”

I heard Matt laugh above me. “You remember that?”

“I named my boyfriend’s d**k in front of his father. It’s hard to forget, no matter how strong the wine was.” I focused on the task at hand and put my fingers in his waistband before pulling down.

My chest was beating like crazy in my chest. I had never seen Matt from the waist down, and I’d always been so curious. Could he be perfect down here too?

Oh my god. Perfect didn’t do him justice.

He was so long and thick. My hand reached up and gently grabbed on to the base, traveling up his length to the red and swollen tip. With my other hand, I took the opportunity to appreciate the fact that he was meticulously well-groomed.

As a woman, I knew how hard it was to keep this area neat and clean; it wasn’t a walk in the park, and he did it beautifully. My new friend was absolutely named Thor, the big, strong, sexy, blonde god that I wanted to ride the very first moment I saw him.

I gave a gentle squeeze and watched Matt’s muscles bunch and tense in response. I really had total control over him, but the fire was getting hotter, and I needed relief. “I need these clothes off now.”

I tugged at my shirt and bra while Matt made quick work of my shorts and panties underneath. When we were both naked, I froze. I didn’t know what to do next. Matt took my hand and pulled me to him in a deep, passionate k**s. He stole my breath and made my head spin.

“What do you want to do? Do you want to get on top, or do you want me to? Either way, it will hurt a bit at first, but I promise we’ll go slow.”

This was my show. “I’ll get on top. Just help guide me some, okay?”

He sat on the bed and put his back to the headboard.

“Come here, tesoro. I want you to look at me, alright? The whole time. If you get scared, just keep your eyes on mine. I’ve got you.”

I climbed up and placed my knees on either side of his h**s, then put my hands on his shoulders.

“Lower yourself down, just a little.”

I did as he said, and I felt his huge tip press against my entrance. “Oh my god. Will it even fit? Maybe we should stretch or do some yoga or something.”

“Taylor, look at me, baby. You will stretch. Your body was made especially for mine, and no one else’s. We’ll fit together like two pieces of a puzzle. Trust me.”

I nodded my head. I trusted him with everything, and this was no different. He placed his hands on my h**s and began to softly massage them. “Whenever you’re ready, slide down. Go slow and breathe through it.”

My heart was a stampede in my chest, and my entire body was on fire. The heat was intensifying with every second I was close to him. I had to make it stop. I took a deep breath through my nose and filled my lungs, then slammed myself down, fully taking every inch of him inside me.

“s**t, Taylor!”

Matt’s fingers dug into my flesh. I caught him completely off guard, myself too. The pain was so intense that I couldn’t move, but the burning was starting to ease as well, so I just took a minute to wait for things to settle.

“Are you alright, baby?”

“Yea. I’ve just never felt so full. Just give me a minute, and then we can start to move.”

He leaned forward and started to k**s my shoulders, my collar bone, and my chest, making my entire body relax. “I never imagined you’d feel this good. This is where I was always meant to be.”

I finally got the courage to move, so I lifted my h**s a couple of inches, then brought them back down. It still hurt like a b***h. There was some pleasure, but there was a whole lot of pain. I didn’t know if I could do this.

Matt let go of my h**s and cupped my face.

“Get out of your head. Just look at me, baby. I’m going to take over for just a bit, and as soon as you’re comfortable, we can switch back, okay?”

“Okay.”

He wrapped his arm around my back and flipped us over, staying firmly in place between my legs the whole time. “Eyes on mine.”

I locked on to those bright blue eyes of his and got lost in them. He reached down and wrapped my legs around his waist before starting to slowly move his h**s. It only took maybe two gentle thrusts before the pain was completely forgotten and replaced with absolute bliss. His movements were so smooth and fluid, my body immediately responded to him.

I felt my eyes drift closed. I couldn’t help it; I was in heaven. Matt’s head dipped to my neck, and he continued his slow, deep strokes. He was pushing his entire length into my depths, and I was happily clutching on as tightly as I could.

“Look at me, tesoro. Do you see me?”

“Yes, I see you,” I whispered.

“Do you see how much I love you, baby?”

“Yes.”

“Good. Now just let go.”

His head went back to my neck, and he started to grind a little harder and deeper.

As the tempo increased, he asked, “Does it still hurt?”

“No, it feels so damn good. Please don’t stop.”

He growled into my ear and licked the length of my neck. “Do you want me to go faster?”

“Yes. Faster and harder.”

He was propped up on his elbows, and he positioned his arms slightly under my back so he could bring his hands up and over my shoulders to hold me in place. “Tell me if you want me to stop.”

With that, he switched from gently making love to me to all-out f*****g. There was so much power in his body as he plunged himself into mine. The squeaking of the bed and the banging of the headboard against the wall made me so happy he had this entire area to himself. I was trying to hold on to keep up with him, but he was turning me to jelly.

When my legs slipped from around his waist, he lifted himself onto his knees and placed my feet on his shoulders. He took hold of my h**s and looked me in the eyes. “You’re going to feel me a lot deeper like this. Tell me if it gets to be too much.”

I nodded quickly. I just wanted him back inside me. He lifted me up and slid inside in one flawless move.

“Ahhhh … f**k, Matt. Mmmmm …”

Deep. Long. Powerful.

I knew every single part of my vaginal walls were taking a delicious beating. I’d feel this for days, I was sure. He made a tiny adjustment that made me scream out at the top of my lungs. Matt was hitting right on my g-spot, over and over and over.

“That’s it, baby. You’re doing so good.”

I squeezed my inner walls, and a growl rumbled through his wide chest. His eyes had gone black, and the streaks of green were glowing as bright as I had ever seen them. He leaned down, gently sucking on my n****e, and a new wave of need and desire washed over me. It felt like he was splitting me in half, and I never wanted it to stop. I could feel my core beginning to tighten around him, and I knew I was close.

He felt it too, so he resumed his previous position. I thrusted my h**s up, taking him as deep as possible, and making him pound on the entrance to my womb repeatedly. My feather-soft walls clenched down and began to milk him as my o****m exploded from my depths, shooting sparks and tingles throughout my body.

A second later, the thick juices of Matt’s seed bathed and coated my most sacred spot. His muscles clenched as his beautiful body shuddered and shook, and still, he pumped into me. My eyelids fluttered shut.

“No! Look at me.”

The command made my eyes snap back open.

“You. Are. Mine,” he growled, punctuating each word with a thrust.

“I’m yours!”

Finally, his body slowed its brutal assault, and he collapsed on top of me.

When he caught his breath, he propped himself on his elbows again and looked down at me.

“I didn’t hurt you, did I, tesoro?”

“Not in a bad way.”

“Good. How do you feel?”

“Like I’m ready for round two. But this time, I’m on top.”

* * *

Matt

It took nine hours, and I have no idea how many o*****s before the heat finally let up a bit and allowed Taylor to sleep.

I hopped in the shower before I snuck out of the room and down to the kitchen to replace food and Gatorade. Lots and lots of Gatorade. When I walked in, Kade and Alexi were sitting at the island with plates full of huge sandwiches I’m sure one of the Omegas had made for them.

“You survived! I can’t believe it, man. I thought we’d have to start looking for your replacement soon.”

I grabbed my drink and chugged it down before grabbing three more from the fridge. “Kade, do you ever get tired of being told to f**k off? Seriously.” I snatched his plate and took a huge bite out of his sandwich.

“Oh my god,” I mumbled to myself.

The guys just laughed and looked over at me. “So, seriously, how is she? Is she feeling better?” Alexi asked.

I guzzled more Gatorade before I spoke. “She’s finally comfortable enough to sleep, so that’s something, but we’ve still got two and a half days of this. From what I’ve been told, tomorrow will be even worse.”

I went back to inhaling the sandwich and reached for another.

“Those are mine, god damnit. You get your own,” Kade argued.

“Nine hours, Kade. Nine f*****g hours. Have you ever gone more than thirty minutes? When you have, then you can talk to me. I’m going to take all of these, and I’m going to eat them. And what I don’t eat, I’ll take up to Taylor. We need the fuel, and I doubt it takes that much energy for you to run your mouth. So, you can either command me as my Beta to leave your precious sandwiches alone, or you can just suck it up and have whoever made them make you more. You’re a d**k, but you’re not an a*****e, so give ‘em to me.”

Alexi tried to hide a smile behind his own food that was going unnoticed by the two of us. Too late.

“Better yet, just take his. He’s a human and can’t put up too much of a fight,” I said, pointing to a now-gawking Alexi.

I grabbed the rest of Kade’s plate and my two remaining drinks and headed back upstairs. I didn’t want Taylor to wake up without me being there. She was in no state to go wandering around looking for me, and since I hadn’t marked her yet, she couldn’t mindlink me.

I didn’t want to mark her while she was in heat. Losing her virginity was one thing, but being linked like that to a wolf was another. I wanted her in her normal state of mind, and I wanted her to want to mine. Forever.

Taylor was just waking up as I got back. She had been asleep for maybe an hour total.

“Hey, beautiful, do you want some of these?” I asked, waving the plate and drinks in front of her.

“God, yes! I’m starving.”

I walked over and sat beside her as she grabbed the plate and dug in.

“Mmmm! Why is all the food here so incredible?”

“Maybe because you’re always starving when you eat it. Everything’s amazing when you’re hungry.”

“True. So, did you want one? I feel like I’m hogging them all.”

“I’ve already eaten four; you weren’t the only one starving.”

She took a Gatorade and drank it halfway down before passing it back to me. “So, I wanted to talk to you about something, but I didn’t really get the chance to earlier,” I said.

“Okay, what’s up?”

“I’ll just cut to it. When you’re in heat, you’re fertile. Extremely fertile. It’s almost a guarantee that I get you pregnant in the next three days. Are you on the pill or anything like that?”

Her eyebrows shot up, and her mouth formed an “o.”

“Yes and no?”

“What does that mean, babe?”

“So, I’m on the pill, and I keep them at home. I usually take them each morning when I wake up. I didn’t get to take it yesterday since I was here with you, and Drew kinda interrupted my packing, so I forgot to bring them.”

Tears started to run down her face, which she quickly tried to wipe away. “I’m so sorry, Matt. I didn’t even think about it at the time. What am I going to do now? I’m a college student; I can’t afford a baby. But I also can’t get rid of one. I’m sorry if you hate me for that, but I can’t do it. This is my all fault, so I’ll figure it out.”

“Taylor, don’t do that. Don’t assume something about me, then make plans to cut me out. Ever.” I turned her to face me. She needed to know that I had never been more serious about anything in my life.

“You can’t afford a baby? Well, together, we can. You can’t get rid of one? Neither can I, and I’d never ask you to do something like that. We did this together—you’re not figuring out s**t on your own. I told you, you are mine. Do you understand me?”

“Yes.”

“Good. Now, how do you feel?”

She looked embarrassed but answered honestly. “I’m starting to feel hot again.”

I smiled and took the plate from her hand and sat in on the nightstand. “Let me see if I can do something about that.”