Love Or Lust?
Chapter 11 Was It Wrong

Locan gets is feed. I look at him as he feeding as he gets his fill. I can’t help but wonder if I’m just like him but I’m putting a pretty sprinkle on to try and pretend it’s not who I am. locan knows I’m thinking about this as he shakes his head at me.

“Your nothing like me” He tells me “You are an angel or as the professor said a goddess”

“He’s hear the legends Aphrodite Greek goddess of love”

“You are that legend you make a world where everyone replaces love just like a fucking fairy-tale”

“Fairies don’t have tails” I laugh at him

“Fucking idiot, you know what I’m talking about” He’s laughing as we are fucking on locan looks up “We’ve got company” Fuck sake Elijah and Aries “You two fucking are something”

“Locan we all need to talk”

“Apha what do you think”

“We don’t need to I think we’ve said what we need to”

“Apha please”

“Aries no I can’t do this right now” I look at Locan “If this is love take it from me, I don’t want it”

“You don’t mean that” Aries says “You make a world base on love”

“I wasn’t talking to you”

“Apha if I could, I would so you never have to feel this pain ever again”

“Locan, I need you to, just make me forget this then”

“Locan don’t please”

“It’s not up to you its Apha chose”

“Apha please you don’t want to forget any of this please”

“Aphrodite you need to feel something”

“Elijah I can’t deal with you two right now I need to forget this, after tonight whatever happens make me forget Aries Locan promise me I can’t have this feeling no more”

“I will but if you change your mind let me know”

“That won’t happen”

“Apha please you can’t do this I will remember”

“Then I’ll make you forget as well”

“Locan that has to be Aries chose”

“Not anymore Elijah it’s mine, plus he’s not going to want to remember someone who doesn’t want him”

“Locan let’s go” I look at him “Let’s get the professor we need to get him ready for tonight, get your team ready Elijah”

“Just think Elijah Apha will be all yours again”

“Don’t do that, don’t be a dick” Elijah says he looks at Aries “She’ll change her mind”

“Her name is Apha prick” Locan shouts at him “Learn how to use it”

As we fly off Elijah looks as though I’ve asked for something that should never ask for. I remember I hurt Elijah, but I bet if he had a choose, he would raver forget it if it would take the pain away. But he seem to think I can deal with the pain of it, but truth is I can’t the pain of my heart breaking is just far too much, and I can’t do it I would raver cut my heart out then be in pain. Love is the worsted pain I need to rethink what I thought I knew.

Back at the den the professor looks at me and locan he can see that we’ve seen Aries and Elijah, but he doesn’t know what we said. He gets his stick and when I look, I smile I know it is a sword he’s ready for this fight as much as we are. I look at locan as we walk over to the table to see what everyone else has. Aries grabs my hand as he walks past me. I look at him he should of ran when he had the chance.

He whisper into my ear “I love you” I turn and look at him he kisses me on the lips. I must be fucked up in the head cuz I pull him in closer and kiss him back. I know I’m sending him mix signals, but I don’t know what else to do this maybe this will be the last time I ever get to kiss him. “I really do love you please don’t do whatever it is, I know you think you have to but just think about it” I look into those eyes and lose myself for a minute, but he doesn’t need to know what is going on.

“I love you too, but this is never going to work, I can’t be with you I should of never of let it get this far” I whisper “I’m sorry I should have known better guess the demon side of me just isn’t under control I will always love you” This maybe the last thing he’ll ever hear me say “Bye Aries my king”

“Apha what do you think of these weapons?”

“Locan can you not give them a minute”

“Elijah no I fucking can’t we are leaving soon and apha needs to see these”

At the table I look at the weapons. Very high tech and can see these have been thought about. These weapons could help us a lot and smile these weapons remember our first ever mission we had simpler ones. I start laughing at the memory Locan realises and starts laughing too. This is one thing we may have in common we love the past battles. Elijah looks at us puzzled wondering what we are laughing at.

“What’s up with you two?”

“The shadow wolves” I laugh even more as Locan comes out with it “These weapons are very simpler to them”

“That was a long time ago”

“Feels like yesterday”

“Those were the days”

“Yeah Apha”

“No such thing as love or lust?”

“Just the three of us against the world”

“The way it should be”

“From now”

“Until forever”

“No one will stop us”

“No one will ever get in our way”

“Promise?”

“Promise”

“As we go into battle remember I will never leave you”

“I could never leave without you”

“This is who we are”

“Soldiers”

“Soldiers from the depths of hell”

“The best there ever will be”

“The one and only”

“Love you”

“Let’s do this”

The humans are a bit confused by what was said but Aries looks at Elijah who just listened to me and locan go through the whole battle chant, but we weren’t going into battle well that’s what they thought everyway but me Locan and the professor were. The professor looks at me and Locan he was ready when we are. We know we were going to have to use the door cuz human can’t fly and old men would probably fall to their death from this hight. But what Elijah didn’t know was we were going to let him, and Aries know what we were up to once we left. As we leave Locan puts the professor on his back and we were off. That’s when tech give Aries and Elijah the letter telling them everything.

Dear boys,

Just to tell you I love you; I was keeping something from you. Locan had nothing to do with this he wanted me to tell you and let you come with us, but I couldn’t. I make a meeting with Nemesis at the bridge once the sun when down, I couldn’t tell you because with you two around I wouldn’t be able to think straight as I love or is it lust you one of them words are true the plan is easy enough, we will kill Nemesis and you two are safe and are still alive. That is my job is to make sure you don’t get hurt I know I have hurt both of you and for that I am very sorry, I never meant to hurt you I will never forget myself for that. I know this is a bit old school a letter, but I wouldn’t have time to text you just know I will always love you and forever remember our time together never forget this as I may not be coming back from this if there is one thing, I’m glad of I knew you and you were in my live

Love you

From

Aphrodite

The Goddess of Love

“Fuck Elijah we need to go”

“Aries they will already be there”

“I can’t lose her”

“I know how you feel”

“Do you fuck”

“I love her too”

“Shit, I forgot you were in love with my goddess”

“How fast do you think you can get there?”

“Faster than you”

“Let’s see who real loves her”

“That will be me then”

“First one there tells her that she should pick him”

“We all know that’s me”

On the bridge waiting for Nemesis, Locan hides the professor out of sight. As I look at Locan we see Nemesis and his army coming. I nod at Locan we get our swords out we may well go old school on them.

“I love you Locan”

“Aye you too”

“You could say it back you’re not a big bad demon”

“This isn’t our last battle together”

“Maybe then”

“Yeah maybe”

“Aphrodite and Locan what you to doing on earth?”

“We can go where we want”

“Locan tell me the truth why are you two here?”

“To kill you”

“Why though what did I do?”

“You been being a dick”

“Thanks Aphrodite, for a goddess your…”

“Yeah, God share that with me all the fucking time”

“But I was told the legend Aphrodite will only be back and kill the creature that tries to kill the creature she loves” He turns to me “I haven’t tried to kill Elijah so what is this about” Before me are Locan can answer we see Elijah and Aries turn up fuck “It’s the half breed you’re in love with” He laughs

“His name is Aries he a fucking king”

“Aphrodite let’s see how deep your love is” He grabs Aries and Elijah “Who you going to fucking safe” I look at Locan he smiles, and we laugh “What’s so funny?”

“Apha doesn’t want to remember what love is after tonight I’m taking Apha’s memories”

“Aww well let me help you with that” He stabs Aries

“Aries!” I run into battle swinging this sword Locan behind me as we start taking them down, the professor comes out and starts helping killing these vamps.

“Now!” What? Why is The professor shouting now for? My question is answered the humans jump out with lights like the sun these vamps are busting into flames. I pull a bit of one of the vamps brains and chew it.

“Stop blocking my thoughts now” Locan lets every thought come through I pick up tech’s mp3 and let the music come through “Party time” Let’s dance was the thought that came to mind. As I have these mother fuckers dancing the humans where killing them and Nemesis lost his control of them as before Aries could hear all my thoughts Elijah was fighting, he was making his way to Aries as I was going after Nemesis, but I knew I couldn’t leave Aries “Professor” I chuck my sword to him “Kill Nemesis I need to safe Aries”

“I promise”

“Remember chop his head off and kill the red worm so he can never take another body”

“Go Aphrodite safe Aries”

I run over to Aries he losing to much blood. This is why I didn’t want him here fucking idiot. Why couldn’t you do as you are told? I can’t fucking lose you. I love you please for fuck sake Aries Elijah better get over here. I start firing arrow at these vamps to keep them at bay.

“Elijah safe him”

“I’ll trying to get to him”

“Apha, I love you”

“Don’t not now”

“What? Once I’m back we do that thing you wanted to do” Is he talking about having sex on top of the bridge “That is exactly what I’m talking about” I bite my lip and look at him and smile “Don’t do that” he pulls me down and kisses me this isn’t how I imagined this he’s not going to died but as he is kissing me I see him fucking me at the top of bridge, my body wrap round him like a blanket his cock all the way inside me screaming with pleasure holding me so I don’t fall giving me everything he’s got he’s not holding back, pounding me making me feel I a goddess, fucking me hard biting my neck telling me to be a good fucking girl takes me to heaven more than once sucking my tits making the pleasure last longer. He pulls me out of this fantasy I look at him Elijah next to us “Elijah”

“I’m not doing this for you, I’m doing this for her” And he looks at me “Aries feed from me” I look at him “I love you and I’m not going let him died not when you need him” Aries bites into Elijah neck and drinks his blood the blood of an angel the sweetest thing in the world. he gets back on his feet. “Fuck that hurt” I start laughing at him.

The professor court up to Nemesis. And starts fighting with him he’s got an adventure over him cuz Nemesis see my fantasy and he can’t focus on the fight. Professor keeps his word chops Nemesis head off but before the worm can get away, he stabs it than burns in. he walks back around and see Aries is on his feet.

“It’s done”

“Take him home”

“Apha”

“We need to go”

“Please”

“Aries let’s go” Professor takes Aries home we fly home Elijah goes back to work and Locan goes back home. I go to the water in god’s office and look at Aries I feel like I lost him all over again

“Aphrodite”

“You were right I broke Elijah” I look at him “I a demon just like my mother”

“Come here” I walk over to God “Look at this it’s beautiful” I look it’s my supernatural creatures “You’re not a demon Aphrodite I should have got to know you, I am sending someone to earth though”

“Hope the God you send is ready as he is going to have his work cut out”

“I know she is ready”

“You’re sending a Goddess”

“Yes”

“Who?”

“You Aphrodite you are a goddess, you were never a demon I love you like you where my own child”

“I can’t”

“Go to Aries”

“What about Elijah?”

“You don’t belong with him”

“I need to say bye”

“I’ll tell him, go little one”

I jump out of heaven for the last time. I fly to the human den to see Aries my king. How could I ever have left him? I fly in the window no one know I’m there.

“I could hurt you, even kill you”

Aries turns round “Do it then, Apha I’m dangerous I could cause some real damage”

“I don’t care”

“I think you do, that’s why you can’t face me, come with me”

“Where? You scare?”

“No”

“Prove it” He jumps over the desk and lift my face up and kisses me I wrap my body around him “I love you”

“I love you too”

The end