Love You Or Hate You, I Can't Decide, Book2
“I can’t live as her substitute”

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Episode-89 "I can't live as her substitute"**

** Celeste's POV:**

I walked on the side of the road and kept

walking on the opposite side of the mansion.. I hope I get some lift, my legs

are hurting.... I see one or two car after like 30 minutes of walking and it's dark already... I don't see anyone here...

The car won't stop for

me... my legs are giving up, I kept walking, I will rest when I am safe... I see a

car at distance and I waved my hand at it.. please.. please.. stop... I need

help...

The car stopped, I

rushed to the car... before I could get too close, I saw the door open. I saw a

man getting down.. I whispered, "Ernest..." he looks angry, he removed his coat...

and threw it in the car.. he looks like he will end this world to get me under his hands.. I am dead.. he is

going to kill me for sure...

He took a step to

me as he was still angry, ready to burn me with the anger... I turned away and

started running as fast as I can.. f*ck I don't care about being injured.. I

will run,.. I felt my hands getting caught and I turned to face him.. I was in

tears...

He said, "wrong

move.. Celeste.." he carried me into this arms in bridal style... I am terrified, what will he do to me?.. I screamed at him, "stop!!.. let me go... please..."

He threw me in the

car, he got in and I was trying to get out of it.. he pulled me to himself, he

looks angry, really angry.. no!

He screamed,

"Celeste!!.. enough!!!.... I will talk to you later..." he screamed at the

driver, "drive!!!!!!" no!!.. he is going to hurt me again!!!...

I silently cried the

whole ride in fear... as the car stopped, my heart beat almost skipped.. he

pulled me out of the car, and took me to the mansion. didn't stopped any where

he pulled me to his room and threw me on the bed immediately.. I heard the door

close..

I tuned to him in

fear, he walked to me and said in anger, "Celeste.. explain..." I looked at him shivering...

I looked down, he

pinned me down and asked in anger, "f*cking what were you doing on the road?.. you were running away!!!.. you dare to!!!" I cried as I looked at him..

I said, "leave... me..

please... I want to go back..." I felt him leaving my hand and he grabbed my hairs,

I yelped... he said, "Celeste.. why!!! Can't you stay here?" Why?.. he is

asking me why?... did he forget what he did?... does he thinks I have no reason to go back,,,,

He said again,

"f*cking why can't you stay with me? why can't you be mine, Celeste... why?" he

is beyond angry and I am angry too.. I can't take it anymore...

I pushed him away

and screamed at him, "because I am not Isabella!!!!" he went frozen, I said as

I cried, "because I am not her... I can't live as her substitute... you don't want Celeste... you want Isabella.. and I am sick of this.. I am sick of this feeling of being Isabella... you changed me, my

hair.. everything... you forced me, you took my body... I can't..." I cried out... I could see tears in his eyes, is he going to hurt me again...

I didn't stopped

but I was too angry for that. I said, "even if you hit me, even if you force yourself on me every single day... even if you torture me.. I will replace a way to run from you.. I will leave this place because I am not yours... I don't belong

to you!!!!!!" he looked at me for few broad seconds.. he is angry, he got down and walked to the table... I sat up to see his moments, I was scared... but not ready to give up.. I have suffered enough... not anymore..