Lycanthropy
Chapter Thirty-Nine

“His Beta is in the hospital, he got shot by a silver bullet!” Terrence suddenly mind-linked me.

Fuck this is worse than I thought!

I had instantly closed my eyes, as soon as I found out that Terrence tried to contact me, hoping that Daniel didn’t see me being contacted by anyone.

Proceeding this to another stage is something I have to do, he must think that he can have me for certain. I might not want this, but there is no other way.

While I am still straddling him on his stomach, I leaned forward and pushed my ass against his cock. I could feel him twitch against my entrance, yet I don’t want him to enter. My arousal is far away, so this has to become one hell of an act!

Even though I’m not wet, I pushed my pussy over his shaft. Encasing it with my almost dry flesh, he still moaned loudly. Without his wolf, he couldn’t tell whether I’m enjoying this or not, as normally our wolves would connect and his wolf could tell the obvious.

“Winston is almost back! Distract him more!” Dakota let me know. Great…

“Daniel hold me! Fuck me like you did in the showers.” I whispered in his ear and I could hear him growl.

He grabbed my hips and pushed me onto his cock with amazing force. It hurt my flesh, as only a little moist surrounded him. My body was reacting to our actions, and I was glad it did, as I’m not aroused at all.

“Fuck woman, let me mark you!” He said as he pushed my body closer to his, with a hand on my back.

I tried to push myself upwards, but all he thought was that I was playing hard-to-get as I heard him chuckle. He began tracing the skin between my shoulder and head, replaceing the right spot to make me his. His canines elongated without trouble, letting me know that Winston was close, as he wouldn’t otherwise be able to do that if he were gone.

His sharp teeth grazed my neck, and that was the moment where I had to stop him. If I would let him bite me, there was no return.

I moved myself up, by placing my hand on his chest and pushing myself out of his hold.

“Daniel please don’t” I said to him.

“Why not? You are committing yourself to me, aren’t you?”

“We shouldn’t be doing this, and you know it.” I pleaded with him.

I could see confusion in his eyes, and even a glint of recognition to what I had said. He knew that this was wrong, yet his mind was too determined to make it happen anyway.

“No! You are mine!” He yelled to me, and he used more force to get me closer to him.

I used both my hands now to push me off of him, and looked him straight in the eyes.

“I’m not the right one for you! You have to reject me! You can’t keep punishing yourself!”

He tried biting me, but this time I’m not going to let things go any further. I pushed myself off of him completely, stepping next to the bed, but keeping an eye to him.

“Get here! I’m not letting you go this time!” He roared, but this time he couldn’t contain himself any longer.

This time, he wanted to shift himself, to be able to use more force to take me, even though I didn’t want to. But him shifting or letting his wolf take control, was what I wanted. So at final last, he gave in to his wolf. His eyes turned black, letting me know that Winston had won the mental fight, in between the two of them.

“Winston, you know you have to reject me. Please, do it quick!” I told him.

“Yes, I know, but let me tell you, that I’m not doing this because I agree with you. I’m doing this because it is better for Daniel.” He said with shoulders dropped, defeated and exhausted.

“He has been acting foolish and taking stupid decisions for a while now, and it will make the council force him to abdicate.”

“Yes, I figured. And I know that you might not agree to rejecting me for now, but eventually you will see what I mean. You will replace another mate, and you will love her even more than me. I’m sure of it, because I’m not the one for you two.” I said.

“Perhaps, but it doesn’t feel like that now.” Winston replied.

He sighed and I walked over to him.

“You are a great wolf and Daniel is a great man. You two deserve someone who loves the both of you, as I’m not the one to be able to.” I said softly while touching his cheek.

Dakota was trying to step forward, and I let her. This time I knew she wasn’t going to show love, she was going to let him know that she had passed on as well. I trust her now.

“Winston dear, I know now that I do not love you. I have fought the desires myself as well, just as you are now. But like Emerson said, we are not the one for you. We are damaged too much, and are incapable to truly love someone. It wouldn't have been fair to you, to accept you as our mate. You deserve better.” Dakota told him in all honesty.

She gave him a gentle kiss on the lips, and a tear ran over our cheek.

“It is time to let go.” She said, and Winston nodded.

“As the Goddess may witness me, I, Winston, wolf of King Daniel Black, hereby formally reject Dakota and Emerson La Rue, to be my mate.” He said with much sorrow on his face.

I know it isn’t my true last name, but the meaning behind it was there.

Instantly I felt the bond truly break. I had felt my connection being severed, the moment I had rejected him, all those months back, but this was different. This was a mental agreement, where we both felt in utter relief of disbanding our connection.

The link between us snapped, like too much force was applied to a string of weak wool, it withered apart. We both let out a breath, of which we didn’t know we had held in.

Daniel returned to me, as his eyes turned back to normal, letting Winston sink into the back again.

“I- I’m sorry.” He said while looking downwards, and dropping on his knees.

“No need to be. How are you feeling now?” I asked him, after getting lower to him.

“Ashamed, angry, confused, name it and I feel it.” He replied.

Now I lowered my head, a little ashamed of what I had done to him. I had used his arousal, to buy Dakota some more time, to convince Winston to come back, and I hadn’t felt comfortable with it.

“And even though, I hate losing you like this…” He lifted my chin with his fingers.

“… the feeling of understanding is the most important feeling I have right now.” He said with true meaning.

I felt even more relieved right now, that he wasn’t angry with me. He can’t beat me in a fair fight, but I didn’t want to have to fight with him at all.

“Now go and make up with your Beta! Because in your stupid rage, you shot him!” I told him, and his eyes grew wide in realizing his mistake.

“Fuck! I did completely mess up, didn’t I?”

“Yes, you did. And I’m already sorry for you.” I said.

“For what?” He asked with scrunched up eyebrows now.

“Well, your Beta might forgive you, but Amy won’t ever do that. And she will cause trouble for it, the rest of your life! And if you ever hurt her, I will come after you, so you’re screwed double.” I said with a teasing smile.

“Fuck… I hadn’t considered that.” He said as he scratched the back of his head.

After a few moments, we looked at each other. “Are we good now?” I asked him.

“Yes we are.” He said, and gave me a normal hug. As normal as it can be though, as we are still naked…