More Than Lust
27) Anything but pain!

Grace's pov

I looked at the peaceful ocean, breeze fanned my face as sun started setting down leaving beautiful colours in the sky. Voice of sea birds played with my ears. Everything is calm and peaceful but not me. My heart is racing marathon since Gomez has left me in this yacht. I thought I am alone until I saw a man who is handling it.

I was in Chief's office, he seemed angry but he didn't do anything to me. Suddenly Gomez ordered me that i have to leave somewhere. He didn't even let me pack my bags. I don't have anything with me. He dropped me on this yacht alone, i asked him why I am here and he simply answered that I am on vacation.

Well, i don't remember asking for it. Who said I want vacation, actually i need one very badly but not like this, where I have no idea what's going on.

I am not getting good feeling about it.

My legs has started hurting after standing for i don't know how long. As usual i don't know what's going on so at least I can take a look around the yacht.

It's big and luxurious. I fell in love with it at the moment my eyes fell on it. It's in clean white colour, I wonder how many rooms it has?

I slowly started wondering around, it has beautiful small kitchen. I cautiously opened the unknown door and it revealed beautiful bedroom, it's window is giving beautiful view of sunset. It also has mini bar which is full of alcohol. I don't even know the name of these drinks.

Washroom is equally classy and well maintained. I have never seen such a beautiful thing. We used to go on the beach for holidays in America but never on the yacht like this. Everything is beautiful but i still have no idea what I am doing here?

Sighing I walked out of the bedroom and stood on my previous space. This area has big sofa like chairs and place to relax and eat. Sunbath benches are luring me but this is not the time. I love sun, i like getting tan.

Chief has beautiful tanned skin, i want mine like that but I am pale.

He was so angry. What exactly his mother said to him? Why he looked so scared and bothered?

I didn't even talk to her properly and he threatened me to stay away from him. Should I really maintain my distance from her? But she was on my side. The way she threatened Leena, i loved it. The fear in Leena's eyes shows that Anamika is not someone to be messed with, forget about Leena even chief looked worried.

I am curious to know more about her. I want to talk to her but i don't want to risk it. Chief sounded dead serious. No matter how strong Anamika is but my strings are in his hands only. He can do whatever he

wants.

Why he is sleeping with other girls when he has beautiful fiance like Leena. She is stunning and sexy. Was he cheating on her but he didn't care when she caught us.

How can that woman fight for a man who is cheating on her, stupid. To be honest, she gave me psychotic feeling. I should stay away from her. Dominick Moretti is a handsome and rich man, no wonder that she is crazy for him but there is something called self respect.

One more day passed in drama, 9 days are left. Each passing second is feeling like a decade to me.

I should be happy that it's coming to an end but there is some unknown fear in my heart. May be i am paranoid but it feels like something very bad is going to happen.

Often i think about my future, will I be able live a normal life. Will these nightmares ever leave me alone. Will he leave my mind.

He has took a part of my life which I can't earn back. At this moment my life feels scattered, my thoughts are all over the places.

I need a job, I have to save money so I can go somewhere far from these people. I want to take my dad for rehabilitation. I believe that he can become like before.

There is so much to do. I want to live like before, no fear, no pain and no worries.

I don't know if i will be able to or not but i want to fall in love. I want to experience those things. I need a connection which is more than lust. Will i ever be able to have that?

I tried to tame my hair which are dancing with sea breeze. I am still in my pencil skirt and white formal shirt which I was wearing in the office. I want to change but i don't have clothes. I don't know what am I supposed to do and how long I am going to stay here.

I tied my hair, they are bothering me. Sighing I placed my hands on the edges and leaned forward to look at the water.

Suddenly i felt large hands wrapping around my waist. I screamed and flinched when it caught me off guard. There are only two people on this yacht, me and that sailor. Fear crawled inside me, I quickly turned around to push the person but he quickly grabbed my hands.

Chief! It's not sailor, it's him. What is he doing here, when did he came, why I didn't notice him coming here.

I visibly relaxed, at least it's not someone else. But that doesn't mean i am comfortable with him.

"I haven't done anything and you are already screaming..."

He Smirked and i gulped.

What was i thinking, off course he was going to join me. Why would Gomez send me on solo vacation. It's not mine but chief's vacation. I am here just to entertain him.

"I really want to know what you will do when I'll give you the genuine reason to fear me."

He said and i looked at him with wide eyes.

Don't I have enough reasons to fear him. What can be more genuine than this?

I shook my head.

"I T_Thought someone else

He placed his index finger on my lips stopping my words.

"Only I can touch you... No one else"

He stated like he owns me.

I don't know what's this vacation is going to bring me.

I hope anything but pain!