More Than Lust
55) In the beginning!

Dominick's POV

"Okay"

I disconnected the call and walked towards the window. My little bunny really thought that she can walk out so easily and I won't be prepared. She can't leave this house.

Sometimes it really amuses me, how can she be so naive. She is sitting in the garden with sulking face. I feel guilty but I can't let her go. She is mine now.

May be she sensed my presence, She looked up and our eyes met. She still has that fear in her eyes, i used to like it in the beginning but not anymore. I don't want her to be scared of me. I need to work alot on it because I have fucked up really bad.

When I saw her for the first time I never thought that this girl can make her place in my heart. Gomez told me that there is one girl who needs help and she is ready for that work, he told me her history. I allowed, not like i enjoy killing people unnecessarily.

But when I saw her she was looking like a highschool girl, if it wasn't for her biodata which Gomez provided me beforehand.

Helplessness was clearly visible in her eyes and when she stepped back, she made it clear that she doesn't want it. She was the first girl who stepped back from me not like other girls who jumped on me in very first glance.

It angered me, why she was there if she doesn't want it. So, I decided to give her time. She knew what's coming for her. I thought she will change her mind but she didn't, may be she needed this. She should have run but she didn't and sighed her fate with me.

I wasn't the man who can be gentle, I am fucking dominant. It's not my thing. I was little taken a back when I realised that she is virgin, how can be someone virgin at the age of 25. I knew she will struggle and am not fan of pretty nails, so I tied her hands.

I thought she has little experience but when i entered inside her, it was instant realisation that she is fucking Inexperienced. I wasn't even that rough, I was careful because she was virgin. But no matter what I can't take her all pain away, it was her first time.

I told Martha to take care of her. I had important work otherwise I would have take care of her. It isn't that difficult, i have dealt with many submissives.

But after that she was terrified of me. I realised that she has light heart. Whenever I tried to talk her she used to tremble, i understand that my voice is heavy and rude but Come on its not that scary. So, I stopped talking and instructing her.

I was letting her go after some days but something stopped me from doing it. Her natural submissive behavior was interesting for me. She is naive but she is intelligent, no one has ever handled my accounts so smoothly the way she did, I was impressed. She was in need of money still she didn't try to take some money, no one would have realised, but she was honest with her work.

Days passed by and I dealt with my feelings thinking it's just lust but slowly i realised that it's more than that. I was getting involved in her life, She started grabbing my attention with little things. She is just like rabbit, timid, cute and active. She started making me worried for her, First time i hired men to protect the girl. They were around her house. She wasn't eating well so I asked Gomez and Martha to give her breakfast and lunch.

But i wasn't going to keep her at that time so maintained my emotional distance from her.

I felt angry when Alexander tried to touch her, i knew that he didn't meant it, he was just messing with me but he hurt her. The way she hide behind my back, something weird happened in my heart. Erge to protect her from everyone was too strong.

I wanted to let her go, I know that girl like her has no place in my world. But i couldn't. I was totally intrigued by her. I knew that she was counting days but I had no intention of letting her go. And i fucked up very bad when i saw her with Osman. I was furious because I saw that thing in her eyes for him which she never had for me. Thankfully I stopped at the right time.

But after that Martha informed Maa about everything and my mother isn't someone to be messed with. She has different kind of obsession with weak girls, She met Grace and instantly turned on her side making me villain of the story.

I was already dealing with my mixed feelings and she made it worst. She gave me ultimatum. She on one side and Leena on other. That clingy bitch was so fucking irritating. Still, i didn't say anything to her because i know that somewhere i owe her. But she crossed all limits when she threatened Grace's life. I had to kill her otherwise she would have been constant threat for my bunny.

When i found her in that condition on my birthday I lost my mind. I knew that Leena is behind it and she was going to pay for everything. She hurt my innocent bunny. She was so broken, i couldn't control my tears when i saw her in that condition.

I made them pay, they were begging for death but i didn't allowed them to die, it would have been so easy for them.

It wasn't easy to make Maa believe in me. She said if Grace isn't happy with me then she will take her away from me, that time i realised that i am not ready to loose my bunny at any cost. It was impossible to change Grace's mind within ten days because I had fucked up really bad. But i had to do something so I planned vacation. I captured special moments in which she was looking happy with me.

It was selfish but i had to do it because Maa doesn't mess with things like this.

But that time i realised that i don't want Grace's fear. Her smile is more precious. She glows whenever she becomes happy. My heart fluttered when i saw that smile.

She grabbed my attention from the very first day. She is the first girl whom I called in my bedroom, with whom I shared my personal things.

Whenever I used to see her in my bed, sleeping peacefully. I wanted to wake up with that scene for the rest of my life.

I never wanted to marry Leena and Grace's apperance made my decision strong, i had to do something. Leena wasn't someone who would have agreed easily and Grace definitely would have agreed in a peaceful way.

I had to manage with both of them. I know it was evil, i forced her but i had no other way. I had no time to win her heart because my mother was ready to take her away.

Now that she is mine, i will do anything to change her mind and heart towards me. I'll give her every happiness which she deserves.

I had to take it slow, i don't want to overwhelm or scare her. Last night i realised that she isn't that obedient. She knows how to fight back but i am glad. At least I saw some progress.

It won't be easy but i won't give up. I had to introduce to my feelings slowly and be careful about her feelings too.

It will be unfair to burden her with my feelings. She needs to accept it by her own but that doesn't mean that I'll let her go.

I will give her anything but I can't let her go away from me. I have to change my ways with her. She needs to trust me. This girl trusts evryone except me.

Rafael that bastard! He is on run and i love to chase. I had idea that he has thing for Grace but i Never thought that he will go to this extent. I will make him run for his life and when he will get tired, i will kill him. Simple death is no fun.

No one can have her because she belongs to me. I love her and i will make her fall for me too.

She will desire me the way I desire her and for that i will do anything.