My Alpha Within Book 1
Ch 20 Blinded

Kim's POV

The Błood moon was coming up in about a month or so, but everything was going well for me and MJ. He was treating me well not that he ever treated me bad or nothing, I could just tell that he gave up on the idea of making me leave him.

Which was fine I didn't wanna leave him, I wanted to marry this gorgeous man, make him the father of my pups and then some. He's been patient with me so I felt it was okay to fully mate on this next Błood moon, he deserves it.

These last couple of weeks of school came and left with a breeze, college was well within my reach now I could mentally touch it now. I was thinking spellman since I didn't have to follow Zach now.

I hope he's doing well I haven't seen much of him lately, I did hear he was Fucking with Jennifer Maxwells old fling. I don't know if it was to make me jealous or what but I didn't care I just hope he was well honestly. I know he was having trouble with his mental health.

As the last bell rang and I was walking towards my car, Yes my car, Max graduated a month ago early I was almost done now myself. Since he didn't go here anymore I might as well should drive myself home.

Lost in thought I bumped into a wall of flesh, it was Zach. "What's up?" I asked while starting to walk around him slightly.

"You tell me, you been ignoring me the last few months." He said softly while leaning towards my face not letting me get away, I was uncomfortable.

"Noo I just been busy" I lean back, why was he so close to my face. I'm sure he gets the drift by now, I've found my mate duh.

"Don't seem like it foreal, we should go get some ice cream though I need to talk to you about something important princess" he said suddenly serious.

"I have a boyfriend please don't call me that and okay, let me ask Max first" i said while trying to mind link with him, I started to feel funny though and Zach caught me before I fell.

"You okay princess?" He asked me, while putting me inside his car.

"Um I think so" still very foggy wondering why I was I his car,

"Where are we going?" I asked again, now worried. Why was I feeling weird all of a sudden this wasn't normal.

"Ice cream, I just told you this" he said while chuckling softly. Turning on the car and driving away from the high school. I was somewhat scared but it eased some, this is Zach my first love. He wouldn't hurt me. We drove for a while before he talked again. Then he spoke

"So have I ever told you my gift, I may seem like a regular wolf but I'm not." He paused before continuing, "I can control peoples thoughts, I've been sitting on this for a while to be honest. I didn't know if would be of any use on you, when you loved me so organically." He paused then, spoke again.

"Somebody wants you back, and as bad as I want to say fuck him I can't. He has my little sister lynn so if I had to choose between her and you I hope you could understand my choice in this." I was confused what was he going on about, I need to tell max what's going on Zach is dangerous.

"No need it won't work unless I let you, now look at me." His eyes turned black and I got lost in them, darkness it was like a deep abyss of darkness that's all I could see for miles. Then he spoke.

"Max is fucking Jen still, he doesn't want you. Just wants to be Alpha, sever your ties and get ready for you true mate." He said making my emotions erupt, even if it ain't true he's making me feel like it was I get so mad and start crying hard. How could he do this to me, it wasn't real but it felt so real.

My wolf screamed in pain, I found see Zach was uncomfortable. "Princess, tell him it's over and reject him completely." He told me after a while and I wanted to say no but I couldn't so I did what he asked me to do. He handed me a burner cell and threw mines out the window I called MJ.

"yea Max here,"

"hey," I said. I could here the pain through the phone.

"what's up are you ok?" He asked panicking.

"it's-it's over," i stuttered, I was so nervous I never cut ties before with a mate I didn't know what to expect next.

"what," he said voice full of pain

"I just cant do this, anymore, leave me alone and lose my number!" was the last thing I said before clicking the dial tone.

"You did well princess, now finish it." He let me have access to my mind link.

I mind linked MJ, and was surprised that I could I guess Zach was right he would only be able to contact me if he allows it and vice versa. Such a strong power to have, has he mated before ?

Anyway I mind link MJ and continue with the break up and it hurt so much.

*Angel can you hear me !*

*Silence*

He received no rebuttal from me But I could feel that something was wrong. My link with him seems to be severing fast, he believe this is what I truly want. He hurting as bad as I'm about to, I need to finish this or Zach my really hurt me. I want to-escape one day

* Wait don't do it !*

* Goodbye Max take care *

*Snip*

pain, pain is all I feel. Like salt in a fresh incision to my heart.

it's been cut . Are link is gone...

It hurt so bad but Zach knocked me out with a mental push, I drifted into a deep sleep I woke up some time after. I looked out the window and couldn't see nothing but palm trees and sun. I knew where we was headed we where in Florida, NO NO NO please don't tell me where going back there.

"ZACH WHERE ARE WE GOING !" I screamed now scared out of my mind,

"you already know so why ask, calm down" he said and I calmed down instantly.

"We're headed to our old Packland" he said with a laugh,

I knew he was indeed enjoying this for what I did To him but this wasn't okay saint was a problem he beat on me constantly and used to be so passionate about are so called love, but it wasn't that he just lusted over me all this time.

I stared crying thinking about what was about to happen to me,

*MAX PLEASE COME SAVE ME!*

I thought before Zach put me to sleep again. Falling into utter darkness and despair driving towards Saint's PackHouse........

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-T🤞🏽