My Baby Daddy Is My Step Dad
Merry Christmas

The night was going longer than I had ever wanted.

After moving into Jayden's house yesterday, I couldn't sleep all night. The thought of Lena being angry filed my head to the bin and the thought that she never cared to come made me more angry. This was the first time that Lena was being this mad at me, I had never seen her this angry my entire life and it really made me feel uncomfortable.

I was grateful to Jared that he helped me with this tent house, but nothing felt right here.

I felt like I was being watched.

All night all I could do was think, I don't know if I should leave the house and just go away.

I knew I had to do something.

If Lena wasn't comfortable with me staying here something was behind it and the fact that she made it more clear to me.

I know Jayden was just trying to help but I don't think that I would need it because I would be moving out with my kids before Tomorrow.

I picked my phone and placed a call to Lena.

The phone' rang for some time but she didn't pick up, she was still angry and I could feel that

This was the first time that the both of us had a serious argument about something and she just had to ignore me.

The pain was something that I had never felt before. I wasn't going to feel it now.

I didn't know when nature took over because the next moment I saw myself sleeping off.

A slight tap from my sleep made me open my eyes, sorry.

For a moment I wondered who it was but seeing the familiar little face I didn't need anyone to tell me that it was Beckley.

"Mom, if you keep on sleeping, we're going to be late for class "he whispered calmly.

I stood up from the bed and remembering that I had hit him yesterday and made me feel bad.

I was angry and I had used the anger on him.

"Beckley am sorry for hitting you yesterday, because of what you said, I was just angry and when you made that statement I got more annoyed",

I looked at my boy and I carried him up, no matter how mature he behaved he was my little boy.

Mom you know I only said that because I had always wanted to ask where our Dad is, all these years we had before seemed our dad apart from uncle Jayden ......

"I didn't know that it was going to make you so mad. I'm sorry, please momma forgive me.

It's okay my love, I promise never to hurt you again and do anything to make you angry, another day about your father I would talk to you guys to him at the right full time but it's definitely not now we had to live out just because of something's .

"It's okay mom, I know I shouldn't have said that instead I should be grateful to you for taking care of us all this year's without our fathers help, am sorry momma please don't get mad at me again"

I hugged Beckley tightly and for a moment I regretted what I did by hitting, I know that I shouldn't have done that, he was a good boy and I kneeled.

"Don't do that again "I told him and he nodded.

I dropped him and walked out of the room but to my greatest surprise I saw Jayden already getting the rest prepared.

For a moment I wondered how he was able to get in but then I remembered that I let him sleep over just lady night.

", Morning angel "he said sweetly.

I smiled so hard.

I knew this feeling was different, Jayden's character was slowly stealing a place in my heart.

"You know what, I think you should go get ready for work Because we would be leaving soon for work and I don't want you to be late because I think something has been done and I have just no idea about it. I rolled my eyes at Jayden as he spoke, he didn't look like was ready to go to the office today and I wondered what was going on.

"Is there something you are not telling?" I asked, looking at him.

Jayden dropped the hot plate of pasta in front of the crystal and gave me that look.

"We should talk later.

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I ignored the weird feeling I got in my chest,

I was trying so hard to listen to whatever that he had to say and Jayden wanted to make something out of it without telling me about it.

"Jayden just has to spit it out, I don't know you are keeping this.

Jayden ignored me and continued his work on buttoning his suit.

He was getting prepared for work and he had ordered for a dress to be brought here, so we were leaving together.

"Dora I don't think it's something that you should get yourself worked over for, all you just have to do is keep calm and let's go to the office I promise you it won't be something that you won't be able to handle "he told me grabbing his suitcase.

I grabbed my bag from the ground and walked with him. I could tell that something was eating him and he didn't want to tell me about it.

My heart was just aching to hear that need, I wanted it to know it was something that I could handle. I just don't understand why he was keeping it away from Me.

I watched him go and I walked after him, whatever that it was I had to know

Jayden took my kids to school just hours ago, should he have returned to get us to work but what I didn't understand was why he was looking so sad and angry. I could tell that something was eating him up. Getting into the cat I let out a deep breath.

My phone was kept in my bag and I watched as he reversed the cat so that we could leave.

The moment we drove out it was just as if we were riding to our foom and I could feel it.

I hope it was something that I could handle and of it was not I was going to drop it