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I stood by the balcony waiting for the baddie to come so that we could go out and meet her just as she had said but as we stood there, so many thoughts ran through my head.

The thought of Harry not remembering me made my heart clench in pain. I just couldn't help but think about him by just standing there and sooner, the tears started coming out from my eyes.

I still replaces it so hard to believe that I miss him even after everything that's been happening, I know am not supposed to feel that way, but who am I, I loved that man I was ready to give my all to him, but yet, what did he do, he lost all of his memories concerning me and all that he can remember was of that woman, that slimy bitch that put our life at risk, I just can't forgive her no matter what, am definitely going to make her pay for ruining my life and taking the life that my children deserve away from them, she was going to pay for all of that and not it, it's a fucking promise.

"You know you don't have to cry over a man who don't give two fucks about you, you know you just have to put your things in places and yours is going to cone to you.

you know I had been following up with everything and I must commend that I know what's you are passing through but then, I know Kylie too well, she would do whatever that it would cost her to make sure that, you never have that man against her and she has him all to herself, that's how Cunning she can be and if you think that you will be able to stop her, then my dear I think that you are just joking and assuming things because that's just so hard to happen right now, all you just have to do is to focused hard on this get that babe that she had gotten away, you might be able to have harry back and she won't be able to step on you again for but then, I there's still hope that you are going to have him at last. I didn't reply to her words but instead I just looked at her without saying a word with so many thoughts going through my head that I just couldn't place my head on it no matter how hard I try.

"I know you have so many thoughts in your head right now, well that doesn't matter because I just want you to come with me and let me show you some stuffs on your world and the part that you are about to take, I know that you might not like it though," she replied with a slime.

I walked behind this woman till we got to a particular room and she just stopped and looked at me and all that I could see were different awards.

"Do you know the most interesting part about all this award that I posses, first of all this awards are mine and everyone knows that I win almost everything but then this first one, I earned it with my hard work and my dedications and the second sane and even the third but you know about the forth, I didn't earn that with my hard works, I did all of that with my body, I slept with the one in charge to take it.

I learned this with my body, this other one I got from hard work and dedication and one thing. I would say to you now, do not ever try to use your body to earn anything, because the moment you start, you won't be able to stop and all you will want to. do is sleeping with the ones in charge just for you to get this awards that isn't something that I would say am proud of, but you see that I don't really care about that, all I care about at this moment in my life, is just to have that peace that I had always longed for, am just so tired of going to shows and then catwalk in and then modeling for some brand but then I think that am tired of this life and I would just want to be away and spend some time with my kids.

"You have kids "I asked, shocked and looking at her in awe.

"Of course I do have kids and I promise you really want to meet them, because it was the moment that I had them that I thought about my life and I stopped most of the things that I did before.

the things that I do before, just don't really matter but you know what, I think this industry us just so corruption and cold and doesn't even care about the welfare of everyone, all they Care about is there own benefits and you know what that means, I don't really have to explain that to you.

One Little advice that I will give to you is that you don't take every stuff that comes your way, you don't have to be in every modeling shoot, just preserve yourself and you will see all of them running to you, that's how dubious it could be. "from now till the next four MONTHS I will be giving your exercise on how to sharpen your body and then after that I thinking my friends would take over from there on how to make you catwalk, I hope you just don't mind about that because right now it doesn't really count anymore "she told me and I just nodded my head to her words, never been too afraid to speak like I was right now.

two years later.

I stood by the door waiting for Jeremy to come. Kika told me that he was going to be here anytime soon and that's exactly what I wanted. I was waiting for him to come.

Kika had been laughing her ass out seeing how nervous I was

it was just for the fact that I was going to see Jeremy after a year, I was also going to see my babies should then MY best friend, I just couldn't hold my emotions.

"Just come sit my love, I guess they don't want to meet you standing and you know that's something that he might not like " me but I just laughed instead while her friends made fun of me for being so nervous but I could care less. The moment I turned and was about to sit down, the car drove in.

my heart best increased as I watched them run out, I was lost in out.

"mama "I heard crystal screams and that was it, I turned and I saw her rushing out making my heart stop.

I didn't know when I grabbed them and held them in my arms, my two boys Also hugged me tightly.

"oh my Goodness, they look just like him " I heard them whisper behind me and I knew exactly what they were talking about, but I could care less at this moment because all that I had ever wanted was to make sure that I see my kids again and seeing them now gave me a kind of joy that I could never explain, I love this kids.

"mama, you look so pretty and dead geogous I thought that I would never see you "Beckley said but I just laughed instead and hugged him more tightly that I should had ever done, I loved the fact that they were not that mad at me and I love every fucking bit of it.

"why do you have to go this far away, do you know that it hurts, I just couldn't see you for a year and the last time you told us that you were coming back with our dad and of which you never did, you know mom even though Aunt Lena and mama treated us like precious kids, we still need that feeling from you, that love we still needed it and it was painful thinking that you were never there, do you know that it hurts like hell "Campbell told me but I just hugged him. I knew him too well, he loved getting into arguments with me but that wasn't today's, I had missed my kids so much and nothing is going to make me fight with them now that I have met them it's never happening.

"it's okay, am sorry for being a bad mother and for leaving you guys, but I swear I did it for the best, I know for your dad it hurts not knowing him all this years, but you know what it doesn't matter anymore now that we are together and you know what's am going to do, now that we have gotten back together as a family I would make sure that we never get separated against and I mean everything that I had just said "

"Is that a promised mama," Crystal asked ?

I smiled holding her hands and kissed her softly.

you know what baby girl, I think that you should just try I mama on this.

"wow your babies are so cute" "why don't you guys come say hi to the bigger mama "kika says behind me and my kids rushed to her.

I smiled watching them, this wasn't the first time most of the times that they did facetime she was always the one speaking to them, so I am not surprised that they had grown fond of her, it's just something that I love at least we could be a big family.

Jeremy just stood by his car watching me and the kids interact without even saying a word to me. I guessed he had so many thoughts in his head and he was just looking at me.

"don't tell me you lost, Jeremy?"

Jeremy just jumped down something down his throat without looking at me and without waiting for him I wrapped my hands around him hugging him tightly.

I knew that he was taken aback, but I really did miss him and I wanted to thank him for all he would do, I was just so grateful, I had never been this grateful my entire life and i just wanted to feel that pure love that I had always longed for, I just wanted all of this to end so that I could spend some quality time with him and then made him my baby.

"you missed me right ?" I asked him even though I already knew what the answer would be abs I know that I also felt the same way for him, o MY God knew how much I missed this guy, he was more like my Best friend and my backbone and am very grateful for all the love and the care that he had been showing me.

"it's okay Dora, there is one just reasons why am here and I know that you know I want the best for you but then, I also want you to know that what you would be facing tomorrow might be hell and you could breakdowns from it, but then that's just the only way that I could fasten up this process because we have to start now once you successfully get the editors request, then I think we are done with here and I hope that you don't also mind " he told me hugging me tightly while I just hugged him back, I didn't care what I was going to face but then I loved this man.

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