My ex-husband is in love with me (FULL)
Chapter 1117 Feeling Guilty And Remorseful

As Julian and others came here, the conditions of Anya and Phil finally became stable.

Before they arrived, Anya had woken up. The first thing she did was ask nurses about her child and Phil. After learning that they had survived, she sighed with relief. But then she knew that they were still in critical condition and started to weep in despair.

At that time, she lay on the bed alone, feeling increasingly desolate and helpless.

Although nothing happened to Gaven, it was not convenient or appropriate at all for him to visit Anya, a woman who had just given birth to a baby. Hence, Anya could only look at the ceiling in a daze forlornly. At such a moment, she became more aware of how important Phil was to her.

If the accident hadn't happened, Phil would have absolutely kept her company during and after her birth giving and she could see him as soon as she woke.

But it did happen. And he got seriously injured for her...

When Anya recalled that Phil held her in his arms suddenly to protect her, her heart ached for him so much.

At that moment, she had no idea of what happened but heard the sound of shooting and the moan of Phil. She only realized what had happened until she saw that Gaven looked terrified and rushed to them. She couldn't imagine how she would be if Phil didn't take the bullet for her.

Phil was in a coma for two days. When he was awake, the doctor performed various checks on him and declared that he was thoroughly out of danger. Then he was transferred to a general ward.

The first thing Phil did after waking up was hold the doctor's hands and ask anxiously, "How are my wife and my child?"

"They are good, not in danger." The doctor could only say that to soothe his nerves.

Not in danger.

Phil breathed a sigh of relief.

He was contented to learn that they were still alive.

Julian and other men were waiting for Phil in the general ward.

Phil was calm to see them here because he knew they would be here based on their friendship.

Although he felt the piercing pain after the effects of the anesthetic wore off, he still asked them immediately, "How is Anya?"

Julian and others made eye contact, and Julian finally said to Phil, "I want you to be prepared for it."

"Because of this accident, she had to have emergency Caesarean sections which did harm to her health. As a result, it's a bit difficult for her to bear another child."

After finishing saying these words, Julian looked at Phil worriedly because he was afraid that Phil could not take the blow. They all knew clearly that Anya was everything to him. But now, she was stuck in such

a bad condition. Certainly, Phil would not care about if she could bear a child anew. What they were worried about was that Phil would feel guilty and remorseful for this.

As expected, they saw Phil purse his lips tightly on the bed, with his eyes turning red in a flash.

Then, he suddenly beat his head with his arms fiercely, "It's all my fault! Why did I have to take the case!"

Actually, he just got out of the ICU, and the wound in his back was deep. Such a violent movement made his wound split, but he didn't seem to feel any pain but tortured himself crazily.

"Just calm down!" Ezra and Arthur rushed to hold him down, trying to stop his act of self-harm. And Julian hurried to call the doctor.

But Phil lost control so much that Ezra and Arthur failed to suppress him who wiggled his body crazily to hurt himself. It seemed that only such a sharp pain could make him feel better.

The doctor was stunned after he saw what was going on. He said angrily, "We spared no effort to save your life. How can you act like this!"

"Just let me die." Phil had lost his strength. His wound was thoroughly ripped due to his excessive struggle. And losing lots of blood made him begin to lose consciousness, but he still bluffed feebly. "What the hell are you doing?" Julian also got angry, "What would Anya and your daughter be without you?

"Do you think the situation of Anya isn't bad enough? Shouldn't you be alive and be responsible for their future?"

No one knew if Phil had heard Julian's words because he was soon in a coma.

The attending doctor cried out a lot of swear words and called the medical staff. Then they sent Phil into the operating room again, suturing and treating his wound.

Phil's madness made three of them up a storm. All of them were caught in the unfathomable abyss of worry.

As a doctor, Arthur spoke out his concern, "I fear that Phil will feel an excessive guilt which may lead to huge pressure on him, and he may not know how to face Anya and his daughter." Julian and Ezra were silent with their lips pursed.

Phil put Anya above his life. He tried every means to take care of her, but he didn't expect that she would be in such a bad condition due to him.

It not only hurt Anya but also made their daughter suffer a lot, which Phil might not afford to take.

It was he who caused this accident.

Recalling how Phil got crazy just now, they all sighed at the same time.

Now, they could only pray that Anya would get well soon and visit or comfort him in person. Only this could make Phil calm down. After all, he never lost his temper with her. Phil "succeeded" in entering the ICU again.

After Anya could be up and about the next day, she said to Emelia who came to take care of her, "I want to see Phil."

These days, Emelia, Maisie, and Nina took turns accompanying her all day long. And it was Emelia's turn.

Anya's request embarrassed Emelia because they didn't dare tell Anya that Phil was in ICU again by his own making.

Before, they only told her Phil got out of ICU and recuperated in a general ward. They said that Julian, Ezra, and Arthur were accompanying him to reassure her.

"Um..." Emelia didn't know how to answer Anya as she offered to see Phil.

"How about a few more days? You're just allowed to get out of bed, and he doesn't recover yet. It's not good for both of you if you feel too excited as you meet." Emelia could only hope to change Anya's mind by saying such words.

However, Anya perceived Emelia's weird look at a glance. Emelia was not a very good liar after all.

Anya then asked Emelia anxiously, "Why don't you let me see him? What happened to him? Does his wound get infected?"