My First Crush Happened To Be My Hubby!
Chapter 51: 51. D’s Denial

D's PoV

Shanu and I settled in the guest room after dinner. It was a tiring job to keep Ravi away from my sister. He is unstoppable. I avoided my sweet hubby until now. I feel embarrassed to face him. I proposed to him without knowing what he had in his mind. I mean, I know that he loves me. But he never said it to me. He is a man with no words, he always shows his love in his actions. Even today, he just hugged me in fron of everyone.

I decided to sleep with Shanu tonight. That way I can avoid encountering my hot hubby today. There was a knock on the door. I know who it is.

"Come in, Ravi. It's already 10.30." I tried being strict.

"Hehe! I just wanted to tell you something, anni."

"Tell me something? Or ogle her for some more time?" I asked him pointing to Shanu.

"For God's sake talk like you are my sister, Danya! Hey! Why are you here at this hour? We have been talking for so long during dinner, right? What else do you have to say?" Shanu started with me and ended with him.

"Anvi! You don't know how to talk lovingly. See you always hurt my poor heart. And I came here to talk to my anni. Not to see or talk to you." Ravi spat at her.

Shanu's face fell and Ravi said, "Hey, Don't feel, baby! I just played. I came to see you too."

"pch! Quit flirting, you two. I'm here. What is the matter, Ravi?"

"Anni, I have a lead on who might have leaked the quotation amount. I need you to check on the dates the quotation was made and if Smirthi was there on those dates." "Whaat? You are doubting on her? But why would she do that?"

"Anni! One of the companies that stole our project is Smirthi's mother's own brother's Company. That is Smirthi's Maternal Uncle's company. It was not a big one before. But after taking over that project, his company has made good profit. He is getting many other projects too now."

"Just because her uncle got that tender, doesn't mean he cheated, or she leaked." I tried to reason.

"Pch! Stop talking like Mother Teresa. He has a hunch. He asks you to check on it. Just do what he says. You don't know anything by yourself and you won't listen to anything we say. You are a trouble, D. I pity Rishi mama. His life is gone for good." Shanu said.

They both high-fived and laughed? Stupids!

I drove him out of the room and Shanu started her lecture for my misdeeds today. I don't have a mother-in-law. But I have my sister.

Rishi's POV

After they all went, I went to our room and started to wait for her. She never came. I called Arjun and told him that she came home safely.

I went down for dinner. She, as usual, served the first time and joined us. She spoke to everyone as usual. She even played with dad, Shanu and Ravi. Never once has she raised her eyes at me. I felt a pain in my heart. As she said, did I hurt her beyond repairs? I made myself up for the night. I will tell her everything about Smirthi. I will confess my love to her.

It's 11pm already and she is still not here. I went down to bring her to our room. But Ravi came out of the guest room and he said the sisters are sleeping together today.

Shit! I should wait until tomorrow.

D's PoV

I went to our room. All my belongings are there. I can no longer avoid my hubby. When I went in, I saw my handsome hubby sleeping like a baby. I went near him and made sure he was still sleeping.

"Hey Handsome, I Love You! I don't know what you have in your mind. I don't know what binds you with her. But I know You are destined to be with me. I confessed my feelings to you. Now I'm going to wait for you to make a move towards me. So, stop being so handsome and irresistible. You are a rude and ruthless fellow. And I love that too!" I spoke to him in his sleep.

I went to the restroom to do my business. When I came out after bathing, I was choosing a dress to wear. I was also singing my all-time favorite song.

"Melliya aan maganai pennuku pidikathu

Murada unai rasithen!

Thottadhum veezhndhuvidum aadavan pidikathu

Garvam athai madhithen!Mudi kuththum undhan maarbu

en panju meththayo!

En uyir thurakkum muththam

Athu enna viththayo!

Unai moththam nesikiren!

Un moochai swasikiren!

Nee vasikkum kudisai

en maadamaaligai!

Kaathalodu Bethamillai!

Unnodu vaazhatha vazhvenna Vazhvu

En Ulnenju solgindrathu!"

(A soft hearted man is not what a girl desires - you are the tough guy that I admire.

Not the one to like a man, whose ego melts with a woman's touch - you carry an air that I respect.

The hair in your chest is where I replace my sleep.

The kiss that twists my soul - only you have that mysterious skill?

I love you in whole, And it is your breath that I breathe.

The hut you live in, is my palace of dreams.

There is no inequality in love.

What is life, if living, is not with you - so asks my heart.)

That stupid hot hubby cleared his throat. God, I forgot to lock the dressing room door!

Rishi's POV

I woke up when I heard my beautiful wife singing. Where the hell does she pick these songs from? I went to the dressing room to see her. There she was, in her towel, showing her back to me and singing. I'm losing my control to the burning desire to take her in all.

I have to talk to her. She is angry with me. I cannot make a move on her now and make the problem bigger. I cleared my throat. She turned around to face me in a swift motion. She has not dried herself properly. There are many water droplets on her face and neck. She has tied her hair up in a messy bun.

She looked up at me. Her cheeks all gone red that woke up a monster in me. The drops of water gather to a big droplet from her cheek and get gradually down to her neck and disappear in her cleavage! God, She is so sexy! My eyes roam on her all dangerous bumps and curves.

She is all blushing and that's not helping!

She looked down and took a step forward smashing all my self control. I pulled her hard by her arm and she landed on my chest. I hugged her so tight that her soft bosoms crashed on me. She is so fresh, and she smells awesome. She is driving me crazy.

She gasped but didn't push me like yesterday. It gave me courage. I started drizzling my kisses on her shoulders and neck. I now see the goosebumps on her. I felt her shiver under my touch. That made me satisfied. She is still under my spell. Nothing can take her from me. I haven't lost her.

I picked her up and put her down on the bed. Wow! It's a sight to see. Her towel just covers upto her mid-thigh. Her bosoms are partly covered giving me an erotic view. She cowered under my gaze. I kneeled near her on the bed and traced her face from her forehead to nose, lips, chin, neck and touched her cleavage.

She started moaning and held my hand when I tried to move further. I kissed her hand and she closed her eyes. I went to her feet. I kissed her toes and she gasped out loud and sat up.

"Rishi! Please!"

I ignored her pleas. I started kissing upwards. I kissed her leg calves. I kissed her knee. She fisted my hair and scooted close to me. I buried my face in her stomach. I roamed my hand on her thighs. God she is so soft! When I tried to touch her inner thighs, she clenched her legs together, denying me the access. She hugged my head in her stomach.

"Please Rishi! We can't do this now. I am not a characterless girl, Rishi. You cannot touch me with that thought in your mind. I feel so cheap. I'm all yours. I cannot deny you if you want me. I totally want you. I crave for your touch. I practically melt in your arms. But I cannot give myself to you when you are still with Smirthi. Please don't make it hard for both of us."

She didn't cry. She spoke with a little shiver. I felt like shit! I felt like I had been snatched off of the love that I longed for. I really wanted to make love to her but she denied me and it hurt me like hell. I don't think of her like that. How dare she say that she feels cheap on herself?

I stood up and left the room. I felt all angry at her, at myself. I am robbed off words and I knew I was at fault here. I could not justify myself and I thought I deserved it. I completely lose my control whenever I see her. I could not keep my hands to myself. I just want to feel her every time I see her. It's all her fault. But she is in a way right. I should get rid of Smirthi as soon as possible. I should come clean before I confess my feelings to her after all I have that baggage not her. She has confessed that she is in love with me. Now it's my turn to make her feel special. ☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐