My First Crush Happened To Be My Hubby!
Chapter 75: 6.First Year of Riya!

Rishi's POV

After all the drama she made, she gave birth to our little bundle of joy. You guys all know what exactly happened on the day of delivery. Now let me give you a little detail here and there on our first year with our baby girl. Well, it may take a chapter or two.

The doctor kicked us out of the hospital the very next day of our baby's arrival. Hehe! We were too loud and crowded. Besides, Anya started walking in the room the next morning. We had problems with the baby latching on to her for breast feeding. The nurse came for help and by the end of the day, the mother and the baby did just fine. Every test on our baby turned out good. So we had nothing to stay back. Besides, Anya was not comfortable with the hospital smell.

After getting home, Athai, Dakshu and Shanu welcomed us with aarathi. We took the baby and let Anya rest for a while. Riya was a good quiet baby so far. Usually she was a night baby when inside tummy. "Baby is sleeping now. Put her on her bed, maappillai." Athai told me.

I gently placed her on the bed. OMG! How cute and little she is. She is a beautiful baby just like my Anya. I went in to see my wifey. She was wide awake lying on the bed.

"Hey pondati, How are you feeling?" I sat near her on the bed.

"The painkiller works fine. I'm ok. I guess!"

"You will be. Love you, de."

"Love you, Rishu! Where is baby?"

"Sleeping! With your mom." I kissed her forehead. I'm still scared to touch her. I don't know where else it pains her.

"Rishu!"

"mmm sollu de.(mmm tell me.)"

"Will you hate me?"

"Loosa de ni? (Are you mad?)"

"Pch. Tell me. Will you hate me?"

"Not till I die."

"Just No is enough." She hugged me.

"Doubting me? It hurts." I told her. It really does hurt me when she asks such a thing.

"Sorry! I love you, Rishu!" She hugged me more tightly.

"Shhh, don't strain, baby." I made her pillows comfortable.

"Look at my tummy, Rishu!" she lifted up her shirt. Her ever soft smooth stomach where I laid most of the time is now looking like a big balloon that lost all its air. I now know what she meant. My beautiful baby is feeling insecure about her? about her beauty? oh she doesn't have to be!

"I love everything about you, baby! I love every inch of your body." I kissed her tummy.

"I don't like how I look now." She had tears ready to shed.

"It doesn't matter if you like you or not. I love you. I am so proud of you. I am so lucky to have you. You are the most beautiful woman I have ever seen."

"I Love You, Rishu!"

I made her sleep. She should not worry about her appearance. I should make her understand that I don't care how she looks. All I care about is her. She as a whole!

The first few months of the newborn and new parents are very tiring. Anya has to feed the baby every two hours. My athai kicked me out of our room and she moved in with Anya and the baby.

They took turns to wake in the night. Riya was more active in the night. Athai had to wake almost all night and Anya had intermittent sleep.

I still couldn't forget that struggle Anya had to go through for the first poop after giving birth. I would have never wanted a baby if I had known all these struggles. I cried along with her. My time in the office reduced drastically. Ravi and dad had to do all the follow ups. I loved spending time with Riya. After 6weeks, we went in for the checkup for Anya. The doctor said everything looks good and healed. "Shall we have sex?" she asked the doctor. Very blunt, Straight, Sharp! Well I am embarrassed.

"Of course you can! This check up is just to ensure you are completely cured before you do your stuff!"

"Thank you, doctor. Um... Will it hurt like the first time?" She is relentless.

"Haha, I think so. We made the stitch a little tight. Tell me your experience so that I can tell my future patients what it will be like!" the doctor winked at her. Gosh! Can it be more shameful? "I will, doctor. Thank you! Bye!"

We left the hospital and got in our car. She grabbed my collar and pulled me in for a long sensual kiss. God! How much I missed all of her.

"Love you, baby!" I said after breaking our kiss.

"Love you too! Can't wait for tonight. I will ask mom, to stay in the guest room henceforth. I just can't stay away from you, Rishu. The first few days, I was exhausted. I slept like theres no tomorrow. But nowadays, I'm used to this intermittent

sleeping. I'm missing terribly.

How are you sleeping without me?"

she asked me.

It feels like ages since we talked like this. We don't get enough privacy at home. Either dad or athai is with her all the time or some friends and relatives come home to see the baby. "You should come and see our room. I miss you too, baby."

"I am excited for tonight, Rishu. It feels like ages since we had our last sex. I totally need you."

"Stop, Danya. You know I'm weak on you. You don't have the slightest idea of how much I want you." I kissed her all over her face.

After dinner, she gave the baby to Athai and came upstairs to our room. She hugged me tight.

"You don't have to sleep hugging my clothes anymore. You have me." she said.

"I atleast need your scent near me to sleep. You made me an addict to you." I picked her up and put her on the bed ever so gently.

"I'm scared." she said.

"Me too. Just tell me if it hurts too much, ok?"

"Haha, you talk just like we did on our first night."

"It is our second first night! Is it not?" I sealed her lips. I was scared to touch her.

"Get on with it, Rishu. Don't make me wait anymore." I took off her robe. She will always be my perfect turn on. Fuck! When I grabbed her boobs she made the sexiest sounds I have ever heard or she had ever made.

"You are very sexy. Stop me if it hurts."

"It does hurt, but I love it." she said. I took off my hands when I felt something wet on my hands.

"Don't you dare stop. It's your turn,

Rishu. Baby needs it only after

2hours." She knows how to get on to

me. I went gently on her. I just knead her boobs instead of squeezing them. Her nipples are so erect and I could see she is more sensitive on them now. When I grazed her nipples she contorted her face.

"Baby, Sorry." I retreated immediately.

"It's not you. It's your baby." she said. When I looked close, her nipples were bruised. How much is she enduring!? I felt all guilty. "Take rest, baby. We shall do this later. I'm sorry." I said.

"Rishu! But I need you. I know how much you will need me every night. It's almost 7 weeks since we had it. I feel bad for you."

"Baby, I can live without sex. But I can't hurt you." She hugged me close without uttering a word for a second before she said the most ridiculous thing ever. "So you are sleeping with someone else. Who is that?" She pushed me down and got on me.

God! She is never going to let me stay in sanity. A fully naked wife on top of me is definitely not helping me to stand by my words 'not hurting her'!