My Hot Alpha
Chpater 186

"Hey". I huffed. "You deserved it".

"I'm teasing". He smirked placing a kiss against my knuckles. "Some right hook on you though".

"I know". I grinned looking out over the sea just as the sun began to rise.

It was breathtakingly beautiful. All the different colours, the glow, it was timeless. It was the perfect time to see nature at its best. The smell of the fresh sea air hitting my nose.

I couldn't picture being here with anyone else.

"Look at that". I whispered.

"It sure is beautiful". He held me tightly against him. "I can't wait to start my life with you Leah".

I turned to look at him. My eyes darted to his lips, my heart racing. I wanted nothing more than for him to kiss me.

"I fucked it up so many times baby".

"Shh". I pressed my finger to his lips. He wasn't the only one at fault. "We're starting a fresh, getting to know each other again properly. Forget about what happened Jake and focus on what's to come". I pressed my lips against his.

Fireworks exploded behind my eyes, tingles spread all over my body. It was a nice, sweet, delicate kiss. Nothing s****l about it but I felt it right down to my core.

I loved this man and I could finally see our future together.

"Damn baby". He brushed his thumb against my bottom lip. "I sure have missed that".

"Same". My heart still racing, I felt all giddy inside. This was what it was meant to feel like. I was starting to understand what being a mate felt like. "How about I take you back to mine and we cook some breakfast?".

"I'm starving".

A laugh fell from his lips as he squeezed me tight. "There's my girl". He winked kissing my forehead. "It's nice to know you've still got your appetite". "Always". Pressing my lips against his once more I loved the feeling that erupted within me.

I wanted to do it again and again. Kissing Jake always felt good, we always had the spark, the connection but it never felt this good.

Something between us had changed for the better. It was like I was seeing everything in a whole new light.

....

"In order to cook breakfast you actually have to have food". I grinned.

"Smart ass". He grabbed me around the waist pulling me flush against him. Burying his head in my neck he inhaled deeply a growl falling from his lips. "You smell so f*****g good".

My eyes closed my head falling back against his chest. Everything felt heightened, my emotions raw. A moan fell from my lips as I felt the roughness of his tongue.

"Fuck baby". As he kissed my neck I grabbed a hold of his hands before they could move any lower.

"We can't". I whispered.

"I know baby". He kissed the top of my head as he turned me to face him. Our eyes locked, the fire in my belly igniting.

"I want to". Sliding my hands up his chest I wrapped my arms around his neck. "Fuck Jake I want to". I was past the point of being horny.

"Fuck it". He growled his grip tightening as he lifted me onto the kitchen island. "Let me have a taste".

Oh god. My breathing spiked, the excitement twisting in my stomach. Chewing my bottom lip I gave him my permission with the nod of my head.

I wanted this, we needed this.

Standing in front of me he nudged my legs open with his knee before stepping into the space. Placing both hands on the tops of my thighs my eyes closed, my mouth parting.

He had barely touched me and already I could feel our spark, I felt it deep within my core. As he moved his hands higher I jumped as a howl broke through the air. "What was that?". My eyes snapped open my hands gripping his shoulders.

"Night patrol is over". He sighed placing his hands on my arms. "Let's go get some breakfast yeah?".

"Yeah breakfast". I sighed causing a laugh to fall from his lips.

"I want to baby but-...".

The back door flew open, Pete and Carter entering.

"That's why we can't". He smirked.

"Bear". Carter nodded. "A little early for you is it not?".

"No". I huffed crossing my arms over my chest. I was frustrated and annoyed. Every time we try and get a little intimate someone interrupts us. "Oh". He grinned.

"What, what the f**k are you grinning at?". I snapped.

"Wow". He held up his hands. "Calm down Leah. I-...".

"Breakfast Leah, now". Jake grabbed my upper arm pulling me towards the front door.

"Hey". I yelled pulling my arm from his grasp.

"You gotta control yourself better than that baby". He opened the passenger side door. "Get in".

"Control myself?". I glared. "We all can't be like you and just turn our feelings off". I turned my head away from him instantly regretting what I said.

"Turn my feelings off?". He snapped. "I f*****g knew this would come up".

"I didn't mean-....

"You think that's what I did, you think I didn't think about you every fucking day that I wasn't with you?. Fuck Leah". He slammed his hand off the steering wheel. "Do you know how hard it was for me to stay away?". The lump appeared in the back of my throat, the tears behind my eyes.

"I fucked up Leah but I told you it was going to be different this time. Ah fuck baby don't cry". He grabbed a hold of my hand placing a kiss on my knuckles.

"I'm sorry I-...".

"You're frustrated I get that, I'm frustrated too". A sigh fell from his lips.

"It's not even that, I just feel different this time. I feel like I can't control my emotions. I snapped at Carter, what if that had been your mom?". "Hey". He whispered. "It's okay, it happens".

"I don't think I'm hungry anymore". He pulled up outside the coffee shop cutting the engine.

"Baby"....

"I'm just not feeling myself". My emotions were all over the place. All my feelings were out on the table and he could feel every damn one.

Dammit how could I have forgot about that.

"Leah".

"Can you just take me home please?".

I felt stupid and embarrassed. I lost it, snapped at Carter all because I was horny.

"Not happening princess. You want to be annoyed then be annoyed. You want to be mad then so be it but you're going to be mad with me. Now let's go get you fed". "Fine but I want cake".