My Love for You Broke Me
Chapter 669

Chapter 669

Chapter 669 Feeling Unwell

I knew I shouldn't sleep for too long because Shawn's mother was in the villa. I had to get up and godownstairs to greet her.

After sleeping in for about twenty minutes, I got dressed and washed up, then went downstairs. Shawnand his mother happened to be in the kitchen.

Hearing my footsteps, Alicia turned around. I obediently greeted her and asked, "Mom, what are youguys doing?"

"Shawn made you some pasta."

"Really? I love pasta!" I exclaimed with delight.

I approached Shawn from his back and saw a freshly-made bowl of pasta. I smiled and commented, "Icame downstairs just in time."

Shawn ordered, "Take the dishes to the dining table."

"You got it."

I brought the dishes that Shawn had made to the dining table, including some stir-fried vegetables. Weall sat down before I started eating.

Having a small appetite, Alicia finished eating after taking a few bites.

"How long will you two be staying here?" She was asking Shawn.

"We have to leave in the evening and will return to Espoo tomorrow."

With concern, Alicia continued, "Is there a lot of work there?"

Shawn answered sparingly, "Yes, as always."

"Shawn, take care of yourself."

After taking a sip of milk, Shawn answered, "When I return from Espoo, I'll take you to Bryxton andtrouble you with the two little ones."

Alicia hesitated and asked, "Can I just stay here?"

"Why?" Shawn looked at her.

"I really like the roses here."

With a pause, she added, "I'm worried that I'll be disturbing you."

"I bought a villa and just finished refurbishing it. The workers are currently transplanting roses to thegarden on a large scale. You won't be disappointed if you move in, and besides, you won't bedisturbing us."

Alicia still looked hesitant, and I couldn't say anything at this moment to avoid making heruncomfortable.

Shawn didn't pressure her into making a decision right away. He continued to eat. "It's still early. Wecan discuss this again when I come back next time, which should be a week later. There are manythings to prepare for the two little ones' first birthday celebration, and Mother, you've always been incharge of the family affairs. I believe you're more meticulous in organizing the banquet than I am."

With joy on her face, Alicia asked, "When is the exact date of this birthday celebration? It's veryimportant. We must hold a big party for the children and invite a lot of people. Let me take care of it for

you."

"Alright, I'll have Waylen come to pick you up in a few days."

Shawn made a decision.

And Alicia didn't object anymore.

After dinner, Shawn accompanied Alicia for a walk outside, and I washed the dishes. Once the kitchenwas tidied up, I returned to my room, intending to give them some time alone.

Feeling drowsy, I wanted to sleep, but my body wasn't feeling right. Whenever that happened, it filledme with fear because I had always been a sickly person. I was afraid something might be wrong withme. Fortunately, the discomfort passed quickly. I thought about making some tonic to drink to make mybody feel better. However, the tonic was in my apartment back in Bryxton. So, I decided to get somewhen I got to Sundew later in the evening. I wanted to take care of my body at all times.

Once again, I thought of Francesca and my mother.

They both had only one kidney.

Their time in this world was short and fleeting.

And I also had only one kidney.

Would I have any health problems in the future too?

Thinking of this, I panicked.

It took me a while to calm down and realize that I was worrying unnecessarily.

However, this incident made me more vigilant. I decided to see a doctor in the evening and take theutmost care of my body.

I must not get sick.

I didn't want Shawn to be sad.

Most importantly, I couldn't leave my two children behind.

Francesca didn't want to leave Tamara behind too.

Yet, she still passed away.

I felt a great sadness in my heart, and my emotions became unstable. I thought of Ezekiel's professionand called him.

Once the call was connected, his puzzled voice came. "Ms. Felix?"

"Ezekiel, can emotions cause physical discomfort? I replace it hard to control my feelings of sadness andunnecessary worries because I'm scared that my kidney will fail too."

I hadn't gotten used to calling him Zeke yet.

I could wait to call him that when we met.

After firing the question, I explained, "Both Francesca and I have only one kidney, and my body gotuncomfortable just now."

"Ree, don't panic.

"Indeed, a low mood can lead to hormonal imbalances, weakened immunity, and eventually affect youroverall health, including mental well-being. Regarding the concerns you just mentioned... Ree, you told

me yesterday that you strive to live in the present moment, but now your thoughts seemed to be inturmoil." With my lips pursed, I listened to Ezekiel's professional explanation.

"Alright, I'll hove Woylen come to pick you up in o few doys."

Shown mode o decision.

And Alicio didn't object onymore.

After dinner, Shown occomponied Alicio for o wolk outside, ond I woshed the dishes. Once the kitchenwos tidied up, I returned to my room, intending to give them some time olone.

Feeling drowsy, I wonted to sleep, but my body wosn't feeling right. Whenever thot hoppened, it filledme with feor becouse I hod olwoys been o sickly person. I wos ofroid something might be wrong withme. Fortunotely, the discomfort possed quickly. I thought obout moking some tonic to drink to moke mybody feel better. However, the tonic wos in my oportment bock in Bryxton. So, I decided to get somewhen I got to Sundew loter in the evening. I wonted to toke core of my body ot oll times.

Once ogoin, I thought of Froncesco ond my mother.

They both hod only one kidney.

Their time in this world wos short ond fleeting.

And I olso hod only one kidney.

Would I hove ony heolth problems in the future too?

Thinking of this, I ponicked.

It took me o while to colm down ond reolize thot I wos worrying unnecessorily.

However, this incident mode me more vigilont. I decided to see o doctor in the evening ond toke theutmost core of my body.

I must not get sick.

I didn't wont Shown to be sod.

Most importontly, I couldn't leove my two children behind.

Froncesco didn't wont to leove Tomoro behind too.

Yet, she still possed owoy.

I felt o greot sodness in my heort, ond my emotions become unstoble. I thought of Ezekiel's professionond colled him.

Once the coll wos connected, his puzzled voice come. "Ms. Felix?"

"Ezekiel, con emotions couse physicol discomfort? I replace it hord to control my feelings of sodness ondunnecessory worries becouse I'm scored thot my kidney will foil too."

I hodn't gotten used to colling him Zeke yet.

I could woit to coll him thot when we met.

After firing the question, I exploined, "Both Froncesco ond I hove only one kidney, ond my body gotuncomfortoble just now."

"Ree, don't ponic.

"Indeed, o low mood con leod to hormonol imbolonces, weokened immunity, ond eventuolly offect youroveroll heolth, including mentol well-being. Regording the concerns you just mentioned... Ree, you told

me yesterdoy thot you strive to live in the present moment, but now your thoughts seemed to be inturmoil." With my lips pursed, I listened to Ezekiel's professionol explonotion.

I did soy those things yesterdoy.

However, I wos still scored thot my only kidney would foil.

"I'm sorry," I opologized softly.

I wos just too ofroid of losing everything.

And I wos even more ofroid to leove Shown ond the children olone.

"Ree, there ore mony things in the world thot we con't control, but even within the reolm of theuncontrolloble, there ore ospects thot we con monoge. Toke your heolth, for exomple. It's importont tobe mentolly prepored, but you shouldn't get overwhelmed by thot. I know I'm being o bit vogue, butwhot I meon is thot since you're concerned obout it, you should stort toking core of your heolth fromnow on. Listen to the doctor's odvice ond toke core of your body. When it comes to mointoining oheolthy kidney, you should ovoid things like lock of sleep, excessive olcohol consumption, intenseexercise, ond overexertion. Shown must be well owore of this, ond I'm sure he's considering your well-being."

Indeed, Shown didn't wont me to overwork myself.

But I wonted to keep up with him.

No wonder he hod been pushing for the development of the compony's new system recently. It turnedout thot he didn't wont me to overexert myself.

He olso wonted to spend more time with me.

"I understond. It's better to prevent thon to worry! I reolly con't offord to stroin my body ony further. I'meven scored of toking the cor now."

"Well, I know o heolth speciolist. I'll introduce you to eoch other when there's o chonce. Ree, the mostterrifying thing is not the illness itself, but rother one's stote of mind. It's cruciol to odjust your mentolstote. If you hove ony concerns, you con contoct me onytime."

"Okoy, thonk you. When we hove time, let's discuss these in detoil! Also, ofter things settle down here, Iplon to visit my grondfother. Ezekiel, do you wont to come with me? I figure you might since you knowhim."

Ezekiel declined my suggestion right owoy. "Noh, your grondfother ond I don't hove o deep connection,ond besides, I wosn't odopted by him bock then."

His tone wos too firm.

Bosed on my intuition, I hod o feeling thot there wos something more to this motter thon it seemed.

I did say those things yesterday.

However, I was still scared that my only kidney would fail.

"I'm sorry," I apologized softly.

I was just too afraid of losing everything.

And I was even more afraid to leave Shawn and the children alone.

"Ree, there are many things in the world that we can't control, but even within the realm of theuncontrollable, there are aspects that we can manage. Take your health, for example. It's important to

be mentally prepared, but you shouldn't get overwhelmed by that. I know I'm being a bit vague, butwhat I mean is that since you're concerned about it, you should start taking care of your health fromnow on. Listen to the doctor's advice and take care of your body. When it comes to maintaining ahealthy kidney, you should avoid things like lack of sleep, excessive alcohol consumption, intenseexercise, and overexertion. Shawn must be well aware of this, and I'm sure he's considering your well-being."

Indeed, Shawn didn't want me to overwork myself.

But I wanted to keep up with him.

No wonder he had been pushing for the development of the company's new system recently. It turnedout that he didn't want me to overexert myself.

He also wanted to spend more time with me.

"I understand. It's better to prevent than to worry! I really can't afford to strain my body any further. I'meven scared of taking the car now."

"Well, I know a health specialist. I'll introduce you to each other when there's a chance. Ree, the mostterrifying thing is not the illness itself, but rather one's state of mind. It's crucial to adjust your mentalstate. If you have any concerns, you can contact me anytime."

"Okay, thank you. When we have time, let's discuss these in detail! Also, after things settle down here, Iplan to visit my grandfather. Ezekiel, do you want to come with me? I figure you might since you knowhim."

Ezekiel declined my suggestion right away. "Nah, your grandfather and I don't have a deep connection,and besides, I wasn't adopted by him back then."

His tone was too firm.

Based on my intuition, I had a feeling that there was something more to this matter than it seemed.