My Paranoid Lover (Lance Mason)
Chapter 173

My Love My Hatred Chapter 173

I needed to squeeze out the time in between and bring Leo back to the little condo I used to stay in California.

I wanted to show him something, wanted to lead him into those memories, hoping that he could feel

something......

When Lance woke up again later, it was already 6pm, he planned to go to the ball at 7.30pm.

He stood at top of the stairs and shouted for me, "Jennie, come up here!"

I went up and entered the room, "What?"

He went to his closet and took out a navy blue tie.

"Help me tie this, you should learn, you're going to be my wife soon. I hope

this isn't too much to ask from you." He said, while handing me the tie. It looks very expensive.

"Lower down your head." I was obedient that day, so I agreed to tie for him. It was just a tie, he wouldn't think too much and thought I have feelings for him, right?

He was very happy when I tied his tie for him willingly. He smiled and touched my face softly, "Look at you, isn't this nice? If you remain like this in the future, we will live a happy and peaceful life."

I smiled back slightly, "Really? If you insist, then I shall just do as you say." I pulled the tie hard, wanting so badly to suffocate him.

"Why did you became naughty again after hearing my praise? Women should be smart and know what to do and what not to do." Lance pulled my hands away gently and adjusted his own tie. I scoffed, "I remembered when I was still young, I was obedient, but I suffered even more."

He put on his suit and glanced at me, "I didn't know you have this bad habit."

"What?" I asked. I didn't notice if I had any bad habits. To him, I should be having many, many flaws right?

"You like to bring up past and bad memories and talk about it. Women like this won't be loved." He said.

Speaking of bringing up past memories, I could do this all day with him. "Don't you think we have so many dark past between us? If I really like to do this, I could do it with you for 24 hours and still wouldn't been able to

Lance rolled his eyes at me and scoffed, "Hmph, women are the same. I'm a man, I won't be bothered by this." Wow, was he trying to pretend that he's a gentleman with good temper? What a joke! Sometimes I really couldn't describe him in words. He was just too much.

If Lance was really a gentleman and kind, we wouldn't be in this situation right now, and I wouldn't have goon through this pile of bullshit.

I suffered in his hands since I was a kid, that was why the hatred between us grew heavier and heavier as years passed by.

"Hmph, if you were THAT nice of a man, we wouldn't be fighting." I said.

Lance ignored me and rolled his eyes again. He must have forgotten that

we were fighting and the next thing he did was kissed my lips. He was just in front of me, so I didn't wipe my mouth.

He said, "I don't want to argue with a little woman, I'll see you at night, don't miss me too much!" Miss him? I would rather kiss the toilet seat than miss him. It would be best if he didn't come back at all. I noticed every time I face Lance Mason, I always hoped for the worst to happen to him.

After Lance Mason left, I was bored so I took a shower and went to lie around and chill in bed, hoping that my plan would go smoothly tomorrow.

I was actually quite nervous, what if Niklaus didn't follow as I had instructed, what if he had other intentions? If so, I would be the unlucky brat tomorrow.

Taccidentally fell asleep

afterwards. I didn't sleep well though, and when I woke up the room was dimly lit, the main lights were off. I opened my eyes and saw Lance Mason in front of me.

He reeked of wine, and his tongue was attacking my mouth and lips the next second.

His hands started roaming under my night gown, fingers hooking on the side of my panties.................

As a woman who already gave birth to a child, I knew exactly what was going to happen next, but my body couldn't take it, the doctor warned me not to have sex for a month!

I wanted to live, I don't want

cancer.

"Lance Mason are you out of your goddamn mind? The doctor warned us! Can you stop? You call this loving me? Are you going to make sure I suffer everyday until the day I die?" I yelled. Lance bit the bottom of my lips and mumbled in between kisses, "Then do you even believe in my love for you? Do you even believe when I say I love you?"

To be honest, I didn't believe him. I used to doubt him, but his behaviour and actions proved me wrong.