My Secret, My Bully, My Mates.
Chapter 0089

Chapter 0089

“It slipped your mind that I was going to be moved out of my home? Do the Luna and Alpha know?Does Dad know? Oh, Goddess he is going to be so pissed. Or maybe not. Did he kick me out? Isthat what happened? He hates me so much that he doesn’t even want me in his house now either?”I'm starting to spiral and can feel the tears start to sting behind my eyes. I start rubbing my templeswith both of my hands and I blink them back as best I can, I cannot lose control here. I just want torun to my room and cry at the thought of not having a home anymore, but I’m frozen, I don’t evenknow where I would run to now.

“Hey, hey, breathe. It’s not like that.” Mateo pulls me into a hug. “I wanted you out of his house,that’s all. I’m tired of the way he acts towards you. You are better off here, with Luna Ava. I didn’tthink it would be that big of a deal.” Mateo is rocking me and stroking my hair.

I should be thankful that he finally sees me, sees what being around my father does to me, but I ampissed. It’s just another decision that was made for me, about me but without me. I take a deepbreath and I push him away.

“You didn’t think it would be a big deal to pack up my things and rip me from the only place I haveever known because now you don’t like the way he treats me? Newsflash a*shole, that man hasnever loved me, never wanted me and never will. He has tolerated my existence for fifteen yearsand I have tolerated the neglect. Stop trying to think for me. I come and go as I please, thanks tothat neglect. I eat where and when I want, thanks to that neglect. I have been on my own my entirelife, you do not get to come in now and try to be the f*cking hero.” I stop and close my eyes, take adeep breath, then look at my brother and the rest of the guys and Sierra. “I know you all want tohelp, and that you mean well, but don’t presume there is an easy fix to what is going on. Thank youfor bringing me closer to Luna Ava, but talk to me before you do anything else that drasticallychanges anything for me, make sure it’s what I actually want and not what makes you feel better.Now show me my room.” I turn around and walk toward the packhouse front door where I see LunaAva standing waiting for us. Why is she smiling like that?

“Well said my dear, teach those boys to think first react later instead of throwing sh*t at the wall andseeing what sticks.” She laughs and Sierra comes up behind me linking her arm with mine. “But,seeing as they have already had all of your stuff moved and I anticipated you being angry withthem, I will show you to your new room.” She walks us up the stairs to the second floor and to theright around the wall that houses the elevator. She punches in a code to the third floor staircase andleads me up.

“You put me on the third floor? With the twins?” I ask her back as we ascend.

“After some thought and your very colorful interaction with that girl yesterday, I thought it would be agood idea to not have you on a floor that literally everybody has access to. So I have your things inthe boys’ study.”

“I don’t want to take over one of their spaces.”

“Nonsense, they don’t really use it, they both have desks in their rooms where they do homeworkand if they are working on anything for pack business, they do it in the Alpha’s office on the mainlevel. They never actually use this room, it gets more used when the boys stay.”

“I don’t want to be in the way of that either. This is messing with more than just me, I don’t want toinconvenience anyone.”