Not twins novel (Natasha and Kenneth)
Chapter 776

Chapter 776 I Will Not Give Up On Myself

That night, Thalia paced in her room anxiously, devising an idea on how she should spill the truth to Spencer.

This trip would take at least two days or longer. Hence, before leaving, she had to make sure that the poison wouldn't act up.

She was busy racking her brain to come up with a reasonable explanation for Spencer when someone suddenly knocked on the door.

Glancing at the door, Thalia said, "Come on in!"

Spencer pushed the door open and walked into her room.

Thalia's gaze softened when she saw him. "Oh, you're here. I was about to go replace you."

After entering her room, Spencer couldn't help but remember Natasha's words when he spotted Thalia.

Perhaps she's right. I should try that.

"What's wrong?" Thalia waved her hand in front of Spencer when she noticed him staring at her blankly.

Spencer snapped back to his senses as his lips curled up slightly. "Oh, it's nothing. Do you have something to tell me?"

"Yes, I have something to tell you," Thalia replied.

Spencer nodded. "Go ahead."

Pursing her lips, Thalia revealed, "I might need to head out with Anthony for at least two days or longer. before I leave, I need you to help me..." She trailed off and stretched her slender arm out.

Spencer lowered his gaze to look at her fair arm. He then looked back up at her and asked, "Where are you going? What is the purpose of your trip?"

"I'm helping Anthony replace someone in the neighboring country. It isn't far away," Thalia explained.

Hearing that, Spencer furrowed his brows.

"What is it? Is there anything wrong?" Thalia raised a brow.

Spencer's lips thinned. "No, you can't go. It's too dangerous!"

Thalia assured him, "We just want to replace someone. It won't be that dangerous."

"Did you forget what happened previously?" Spencer demanded. "What will you do if you run into an enemy again?"

Thalia chuckled aloud. "That was your enemy, not mine. Besides, those I met when I was carrying out missions were already dead!" she announced confidently.

Spencer lowered his gaze. "Anyway, you can't leave!"

"Why not?" Thalia questioned.

"You might not have enemies, but what about Anthony and the others? They might have enemies!"

"They are too young to have enemies. Even if they do, their enemies don't even know their true identities," Thalia protested.

"Even so, what if you offend some locals? It's still too dangerous, so you can't go," Spencer insisted.

Thalia was strangely calm. She regarded him and asked, "If you put it that way, are you saying that I should leave Darknetz?"

Spencer narrowed his gaze.

Thalia tilted her head askew and gave him a look. "Are you prepared to provide for me? If the answer is yes, I might consider leaving Darknetz."

To her surprise, Spencer responded, "You don't need to worry about anything. Just leave the organization as I am more than capable to support you financially."

In the past, Spencer would definitely change the topic or avoid the question, so Thalia had no idea he would answer her question directly.

Refusing to believe what she just heard, she stuttered in shock, "W-What did you just say?"

Spencer met her gaze calmly. "I have some savings, so I should be able to provide for you financially."

This time, Thalia heard his words loud and clear.

"A-Are you serious?" she asked.

"You know I never joke around," came Spencer's answer.

Thalia observed him carefully before reaching out to touch his forehead. Seeing that, Spencer knitted his brows.

After touching his forehead, Thalia touched her own and muttered, "You're not running a fever!"

Spencer grabbed her hand and pulled it down from her forehead. "I'm serious. This isn't a joke."

Thalia maintained eye contact with him, a hint of caution in her beautiful eyes. "But why does it feel strange when you're being serious?"

Spencer held her hand as a bitter expression flickered across his face. "I was a fool before this, and I didn't think things through. But now, I promise to give you everything you deserve. I'll do everything in my power to treat you well."

Thalia had to admit that she was pleased to hear his promise.

Her rosy lips curled into a faint grin. "Are you serious?"

"Yes!" Spencer gave a firm nod.

Beaming in delight, Thalia flung her arms around Spencer to give him a hug.

Spencer froze in surprise. This time, instead of pushing her away, he slowly placed his hands on her back.

"I don't know why you suddenly thought things through, but I'm really happy!" Thalia let out a contented sigh.

Her efforts for the past years had not been in vain, after all.

"Does this mean you've agreed to leave Darknetz?" Spencer asked.

Thalia fell silent for a moment before releasing him. "I might be elated, but that does not mean I've agreed."

A frown marred Spencer's countenance.

Thalia was resolute as she spoke. "Even if it's time for us to get married, I still won't give up my career. Darknetz isn't just a job to me as it's also my second home. It was my safe haven when you left me, so I won't abandon it. No matter what happens, I won't leave Darknetz or give it up.”

Spencer didn't share her sentiments. "If they're as good as you claim, they wouldn't have assigned you to do dangerous missions."

Thalia looked at him straight in the eye. "I'm the one who requested to be assigned to those missions because I don't want to grow under anyone else's protection. I also refuse to be nothing more than someone who's abandoned. I want to rely on myself and gain a foothold in this world with my own capabilities. That's because I'm well aware that I'm the only person who won't abandon myself," she said firmly.

It was clear to Spencer that she was indirectly talking about what he did to her.

Looking downcast, he parted his lips to say, "I'm sorry. I had my reasons for doing that."

"I know." Thalia nodded, her smile never wavering. "That's why I want you to understand that even if you offer to provide for me, I won't leave the organization. If there ever comes a day when I feel like I've had enough, I'll leave on my own terms. I won't leave for anyone else's sake."

Thalia's love for him was deep, but she understood the significance of being true to herself and being independent. She knew that self-love was crucial, and others would only love you when you love yourself.

Spencer sat across from her and listened to her words quietly. He then flashed a smile and commented, "Thalia, you're all grown up now."

"Yes, I've been through a lot. I know I must grow up."

Spencer nodded. "Okay. I get what you mean, and I'll respect your choice."

A smile nudged Thalia's lips as she added, "As for the matter regarding Anthony, I must go with him, too."

Spencer looked at her silently.

"Anthony is part of Darknetz, and I have the responsibility to protect him, so—”

"Got it," Spencer agreed with a nod.

Thalia's eyes sparkled. "Does that mean you've agreed?"

"If I disagree, will you listen to me?" Spencer retorted.

"Uh, I might at least reconsider my decision," Thalia told him.

Without a word, Spencer reached into his pocket discreetly and held the bottle inside. He hesitated for a long while before pulling it out.