Omega Lost
Chapter 33

**Elena**

I want to ask Sebastian how he commanded the lights to turn on and they did, or compliment him on how soft his bed is, but my mind is elsewhere. He's sparked something inside me and I feel like everything is too hot and too tight. There's an ache between my legs that has me shifting and whining in annoyance from discomfort. I need something to ease it but I don't know how to ask for it. Sebastian's eyes are nearly black now and he's staring down at me like a predator getting ready to feast. It should scare me to be under the intense attention of an Alpha but the way he's looking at me only makes me want more from him.

"Sebastian..." I reach for him because I need to feel him against me again.

Maybe if he's close again it will help what I'm feeling.

"You will tell me to stop if any of this gets to be too much, right?" He asks.

He seems very concerned and although it's sweet I just want him to touch me already!

"Yes. I will. Please...touch me." I beg him.

He smiles and his hands go to the buttons on his shirt. I watch him undo each one and immediately removes the shirt giving me a full view of his upper body. My mouth falls open at the sight of him. He's...stunning. His skin looks smooth and soft. The muscles of his stomach and chest look sculpted and firm. My fingers itch to reach out and touch every inch but I can't seem to shake myself out of the shock of seeing him like this. Before I can grasp what he's already shown me he undoes his belt sliding it out fast enough for it to make a noise that startles me a little.

My eyes can't seem to stop watching every move he makes. He is undoing his pants now and a large bulge is clear and must be painful because he hisses when his hand brushes against it. We learned anatomy in the Omega School but not much about sex, so I'm not sure what he must be feeling right now. He doesn't stop until he's pulled the pants down and kicked them away. Now he stands in front of me with only his underwear on and I feel like I'm burning from the inside out. I need to do something...

I sit up and scoot down so that my feet are on the floor and I'm closer to him. When I look up at him his face looks tight and his brow is furrowed. Once again it doesn't make me nervous, so why is he not doing anything? Deciding to take things in my own hands I reach out shaky hands hooking my thumb in the sides of his underwear and pulling them down. His erection jumps out at me and I flinch back on instinct. My eyes move over the thickness and veins in front of me. My hands itch to move again so I do. I reach out and brush a finger over the tip and a small drop of fluid appears when Erbastian groans.

"Fuck." He growls out and I see his legs start to shake a little.

Did he like it?

I decide to touch more of him and use my finger to feel one of the veins nearly popping through the tight skin. He curses again and when I look up at him his head is dropped back. "Does it...hurt?" I ask him.

"Not exactly... it feels like torture but you touching me period feels fucking amazing." He lets out a breathy curse when I wrap my hand around him and tighten my hold a little.

His larger hand suddenly covers mine and he moves our hands together in a back-and-forth motion. That gets more curses out of him and moans as well. Then he steps away forcing me to release him. "What's wrong?" I ask.

"If we kept that up then I was going to explode and I want to do that when I'm inside you." He says and my eyes widen.

Oh...

"First we have to get those clothes off you." He says stepping forward again.

"Oh ok." I stand and start to remove my clothes.

His eyes follow every movement just like mine. There is a moment when he licks his lip and his hands clench into fists. Once I'm naked he removes the distance between us and covers my lips with his. My hands land on his chest and his arms wrap around me. One of his hands is in my hair holding me tight against him while the other slides down my back until he reaches my butt and then he squeezes making me jump. I can feel him smile against my lips but it doesn't last long. He steps forward forcing me to step back until the back of my legs hits the bed and then with a little more force we're falling.

The hand in my butt disappears as he catches himself when we land on the bed so he isn't crushing me. Not that I would mind. The kiss is sloppy now and his free hand is touching me everywhere making me squirm for relief. I part my legs and wrap them around him to pull him closer to me. It's not enough...he feels too far away still! How? I don't know since he's nearly crushing me with his body. His erection slides between us and brushes against the burning area between my legs. A sound of pleasure escapes me so loud that I feel instantly embarrassed, but Sebastian starts to move his hips against me and I forget all about my embarrassment.

His hard erection slides against me and I shift my hips along with him making him moan and growl. It feels amazing but still not enough.

"Please I need...something. It's not enough." I say when I break our kiss.

"Fuck, I wanted to take this slow since it's your first time but it's damn hard."

"Don't go slow. Please."

He slides his free hand down my sides and under one of my thighs lifting it a little. His hips move away from mine and then I feel something prodding my entrance. That makes me squirm and then I start to feel pressure. My body tenses from the foreign sensation but I can feel myself stretch as his hardness pushes into me. Little by little I start to relax and it doesn't feel as intense when he pushes in further. "It might be better if I just push through quickly." He says and I nod.

"Okay." The word feels hard to get out when I'm overwhelmed with sensation.

He takes my mouth in another kiss and then his hips slam forward and a shock of pain hits me. My body starts to shake but he keeps kissing me and running his hand over my stomach and my breasts like he's trying to distract me from the pain I'm feeling. He moves out a little and then forward. The pain is fading as he does and then I start feeling that warm tingling down there. He moves again but this time faster and he pulls out further before pushing in again. It feels so good that I push back when he tries to pull away and he growls into my mouth. His movements start to become faster and my body starts to feel something I can't quite explain.

I squirm a little which makes Sebastian growl even louder and his pace starts to pick up so much that the bed starts to move. It feels really good...he breaks our kiss and instead starts kissing down the side of my neck. I tilt my head on instinct and he nips at the skin making me jolt like I've been struck by lightning.

"Elena..." he whispers my name and I shiver. "You were made for me. I want to claim you so the world knows you're mine."

That makes me whine and turn my head even more. I want that too. It feels like....I need him to claim me. My wolf whines at the idea wanting it even more.

"Please..." I beg him.

"It's too soon." He says but his words sound pained and weak.

"Please make me yours." I want him to claim me.

Why wouldn't he want to? Does how long we've known each other matter? He's chosen me as his Omega, so claiming me is the obvious thing to do. Why would he want to wait?

"Fuck...I..." He breathes in my scent and I feel his teeth drag against my skin.

He starts to move faster and harder. My body starts to tighten and I feel like I need some sort of relief or I might explode. Then I feel his canines elongate just before there is another sharp pain and waves of heat quickly follow. I cry out while my body spasms and shakes in a way that feels so good.