Once Rejected, Thrice Accepted
Chapter 111

We burned the bodies instead of burying them and left the ashes beyond our borders but we made sure to take pictures first. I decided to make a care package I was going to send my ex-Alpha and include their pictures along with a few added surprises. I also was going to make a few up for some of the families I knew didn't believe in everything he said but did follow him regardless. I just wanted to them to be aware of the lies or half-truths he was telling them about me. I planned to add a picture of Moonlight in all her glory and a list of a few things I could do. I couldn't tell them everything or I would give away one of our secrets.

Moonlight was excited to have a picture of her sexy Alpha wolf self. I just hoped it would sway some of the pack not to go. I didn't want to kill off a whole pack.

"Are you sure you don't want to send the same care package to your fake father to show him what you really are? Let the shock of his loss settle in and push him off track?" Leo asked as he carried me inside the house. They hadn't let me help with anything with the bodies other than the pictures and they hadn't let my feet touch the ground since the battle had ended.

"No, with how I know the packs communication sucks! can't wait to see his face when he finally gets here thinking he's going to kill me. Seeing Eric's face with the look the shock and the regret made me happy" I shrugged knowing I sounded a little crazy "Seeing his face will be even better."

"Sometimes I don't know what to do with you." Duncan took me from Leo and put me down beside the tub he had run for me. "How about we get you all clean before we get you dirty in a different way?"

I didn't say anything. I always wanted them but would they always want me especially after everything they had heard tonight. I was already a lot to take on with my spirals and doubts about everything. My first fated didn't want me and had easily tossed me aside. Leo and Lucas didn't seem to want me too much at first so what if hearing everything from Eric had changed their mind back to that. This was all something I would need to bring up to my therapist which I saw for the first time in a few days. Hopefully the guys wouldn't give up on me just yet.

My head fell down on my chest as my body turned inward like it was trying to protect me from the outside. Leo didn't let that last long when he took my chin in his hand and lifted my head. I refused to open my eyes scared of what I would see.

"I know what you are thinking. We love you! I love you no matter what." He kissed my forehead and my nose and then softly my lips. "You are amazing, strong, and beautiful and perfect for us. I know it is hard after everything the last few weeks, but we are with you. We chose you and would do it again and again even without the fated mate bond."

Leo's hand was replaced with another. I could tell it was Lucas from his scent and the warmth radiating from his body.

"Don't believe anything they said now or in the past. Believe us here and now. We love you. We need to show you that we love you, need you, and want you." Leo kissed both of my cheek softly before stepping back.

I knew it was Duncan next but he did not grab my chin. He grabbed my face with both of his hands and kissed me hard pushing me back against the wall before moving his hands down to mine and lifting them above my head. His body pressed into mine letting me feel every hard bridge and muscle as he ground into me. My lips submitted to his allowing him access with his tongue as he dominated me body, mind, and soul.

He took his lips off mine with just enough space so that he could talk. "You're not allowed to go down into your black hole. You're not allowed to leave us behind anymore. You're not allowed to feel this pain anymore because we are here.

We share your pain, your burdens, your past, and your future. Let us share it with you and stop leaving us behind.

"He pleaded softly. I could feel the pain in his voice and it cracked my heart.

I opened my eyes feeling the tears start to come. "I love each of you and I need each of you. Let me show you."

I tried to pull my arms down so that I could wrap them around Duncan's neck but he refused to release them. Leo and Lucas moved to stand on either side of him with all three having a matching smirk. It looked like they were linking each other formulating a plan and I bet you it was to tease me until I begged for release. Two could play the game or should I say four.

We didn't speak as they lifted me into the tub. Everyone was silent as all three of them washed my body and hair.

They were so soft and loving. It felt amazing to be loved and worshipped by these three. The teasing they added was not amazing. I was not a patient girl and they gave me a few growls of warnings when I would make a grab for their hands and pulled it back to where they had been teasing my n*****s or my p***y. I was so getting them back for this.

Leo and Lucas left to get the bed ready since we had left in such a mess the last time we had actually slept in it.

Duncan dried off my body kissing every inch as it was dried.

"I think you missed a spot." I looked at him innocently.

He smiled as he looked me all over. "You look dry everywhere to me."

"Not between my legs. It's very wet and needs a kiss." He just laughed at me and picked me up and carried me to the bedroom..

"Guys, we have a jokester on our hands. Let's keep her too busy to talk." I could see Leo and Lucas nodding enthusiastically with Duncans orders. s**t, I was in for it.

Before they could even start in on me we got a link from Cass. Our prisoner, Big J, tried to off himself. I guess we needed to get our info from him now.

"After this and a nap we are having morning s*x, afternoon s*x, and even dinner s*x. I need you to be inside you!" Lucas growled putting his clothes back on. "I am game."