Red Hot Love: The Morningstar Series: Book 5
Red Hot Love – Chapter 29

“Should we continue?” Ozzy asked us.

f**k, I really want to. Like really, really want to. I would light myself on fire if it meant that we could keep going. But, I need to be honest with them.

“If we do.. I.. I’m not sure I could hold back from f*****g one of you, or both of you.” I admitted.

Ozzy chuckled, but Olive’s eyes went wide.

“Uhm..” She trailed off.

I reached up to cup her cheek.

“We don’t have to do anything you don’t want to. I would never force myself on you, but that doesn’t mean we won’t all get caught up in the moment. I don’t want you to regret anything tomorrow.” I told her.

It was the truth. I didn’t mean to bring Ozzy and I here to do this in the first place. Olive was inviting us over anyways, but I wasn’t sure if it would have ended like this.

It was clear that Ozzy was doing what he wanted with me, while also teasing Olive. The l**t was just too much between the three of us. We all needed a release. I just hope that Olive isn’t already regretting this.

“M-maybe we should stop for t-tonight then.” Olive said. “Is.. is that okay?” She asked me.

I don’t think I’ve ever heard Olive sound so soft before. It brought an even deeper blush to my already hot cheeks. She’s… asking me if that’s okay? Why?

Of course it would be okay. Anything she wanted would be okay. She could tie me up in the corner, and make me watch as she f***s Ozzy, and that would still be okay.

Wait… Am I getting hard over that scenario?

I cleared my throat. “Of course that’s okay. You don’t have to ask me. You’re the one in charge remember?” I said with a smirk.

When Olive declared that she doesn’t beg, but will make me… Well, I don’t think I’ve been so turned on in my life. I should have came right then and there. I have no idea how I was able to hold out for so long.

Ozzy sighed. He rested his head on Olive’s shoulder, and pouted down at me. The irritation of us not going further is clear on his handsome freckled face. It made me chuckle.

“You should have told her no.” He said.

I laughed. “Cause Olive would have totally listened.” I said.

“I am right here.” Olive said.

I grabbed her h**s, and rocked her between the two of us.

Ozzy g*****d.

“How could we forget?” I teased.

“Okay, well I have to shower now.” Olive said.

Olive shoved on Ozzy’s chest, nearly knocking him to the floor. I had to grab onto him so that he didn’t. Then Olive got off of me, and walked over to, what I assume is her bathroom. Ozzy and I just stared after her. When Olive was in the doorway, she flipped the light on, and turned back to us.

“You guys coming or…?” She asked.

Ozzy and I scrambled to our feet, and followed after her. Olive’s bathroom is kind of small. Just enough room for the sink, toilet, and tub. The three of us had to scrunch together to fit. Which is fine by me.

I wrapped my arms around Ozzy’s waist as Olive bent down to turn the water on. Both of us stared at her perfect round a*s. I kissed the side of Ozzy’s neck, and he shivered.

This is f*****g amazing. I was so scared that I wouldn’t make it this far with them. Especially Olive. Now here we are. The three of us enjoying a night together, and a shower.

There is still a nagging thought at the back of my mind though. I haven’t marked them yet. They haven’t marked me. There hasn’t been a mention of it either.

What if they change their minds? What if Olive decides she still doesn’t want this? What would I do then? I can’t be without them. I’m too in love with the both of them.

Not to mention what being mated by me would mean. I’m going to have to have a talk with them about what happens when I mark them. If they even allow me too. I hope it doesn’t scare them off.

“We are just showering. No funny buisness.” Olive said knocking me from my thoughts.

Ozzy laughed. “We are all going to be smushed together in there, and you think nothing is going to happen?” He asked.

Olive narrowed her eyes at him.

“You either follow my rules, or you don’t shower with me.” She told him.

I laughed, and moved the shower curtain for Olive.

“We will be on our best behavior. No matter how many body parts touch each other.” I said.

Olive smiled at me, and stepped into the shower. Ozzy rolled his eyes, and followed in after her. Looking at the two of them in there…

“Yeah, I’m gonna fit.” I said. “I can just head out if you guys want..” I said softly.

I really don’t want to leave them, but I never do. Unfortunately, there is no room for me. If I joined them there wouldn’t be a way to actually shower. We would all just be smushed under the water.

“You want to leave?” Olive asked with her face scrunched up.

I shook my head. “No, I do not, but if I get in there… There will be no room for you to actually shower.” I told her with a smile.

“Well, good thing I already showered this morning.” Ozzy said as he hopped out. “You two shower. I will wait.” He told us.

“You don’t have to do that Ozzy.” I told him.

Ozzy grabbed the back of my neck, and brought his lips to mine. He slipped his tongue in my mouth, and g*****d before pulling away. Ozzy licked his lips, and then shook his head.

“I want to. You and Olive barely ever have alone time.” He said. “Just be quick. And if I even feel the slightest spark of l**t in you babe,” he said looking at Olive. “I’m coming right back.” With that he left.

I looked back at Olive. She gave me a bright smile, and then held her hand out to me. I gladly took it, and let her drag me into the shower.

Olive got under the stream of hot water. I watched as she threw her head back to get her hair wet. Goddess, she is so beautiful.

My eyes traveled down her body. Ozzy was right, she has the best rack. Anime titties is what I call them. Big, perky, beautiful, begging me to suck on them-

“Are you staring at my boobs?”

My eyes snapped up to see Olive smirking at me.

“Well, you’re just standing there naked, as water drips down your.. lucisious.. f*****g beautiful body.” I gulped.

Olive giggled. She took a step towards me, and placed her palms on my chest. Sparks shot through my body.

“You’re hard again.” Olive teased me.

She giggled before pulling away from me again. I smiled like a total duffus. Gods, she’s so pretty.

“What?” Olive asked.

“Nothing.” I replied.

“Why are you staring at me like that?” She asked with a smile.

I shook my head. “I just love it when you giggle.” I told her.

Olive blushed.

Instead of picking on her about it, I grabbed her shampoo bottle, and squirted some in my hands. Then I started to lather it up.

“Your hair isn’t even wet yet.” She said.

“This isn’t for me.” I told her. “Come here.”

Olive stepped toward me. I began washing her hair. When I scrubbed Olive’s scalpe, she closed her eyes, and leaned into me more. I can’t lose her, or Ozzy. I have to have them both.

I rinsed the shampoo from Olive’s hair, and then started on her conditioner. While that sat in her hair, I washed her body. That was a bit difficult for me. I paid a little too much attention to her private parts, but I couldn’t help myself. Touching her just feels so good, and I want her so bad.

After Olive was thoroughly cleaned, she demanded that I let her do the same for me. I told her I was too tall for her to wash my hair. That lead me to where I am now…. On my knees in front of her. If I just pushed my head into her, I would be right between these perfect anime boobs.

“Don’t you even think about it.” Olive said. I g*****d making her laugh. “Didn’t we do enough? Are you not satisfied?” She teased.

“No, we did not do enough. It will never be enough. No matter how many times any of us c*m. But yes, I am very satisfied.” I told her.

Olive giggled. “Well, I’m glad you are satisified, but I think that’s enough tonight.” She told me.

I smirked. “Afraid that you might fall in love with me if we go further?” I teased.

Olive’s hands paused in my hair for just a moment. She didn’t respond to my question. Not that it was a serious question or anything. s**t, was that the wrong thing to say?

“Stand up, time to rinse.” She ordered me.

I rinsed my own hair out while Olive lathered up her luffa. She started washing my body.

This feels amazing. I’ve never done anything like this before. The only time I ever showered with someone else… Well, we were not getting clean that’s for sure. This is completely different than anything I’ve ever done.

I looked down at Olive as she washed me. Just being around them is different. All of these emotions they spark inside of me. I know that it’s mostly the bond, but it feels like so much more than that. Every moment I spend with them is new to me.

Back home, when I was sleeping around, I never did stuff like this with my partners. Sure, I was caring to them. Some of them I was friends with, and we would hang out outside of s****l stuff. But this is different.

I’ve never washed anyone before, or had them wash me. I’ve never wanted to know so much about a person. Never even enjoyed spending time with someone else the way I do with them.

Again, I know they’re my mates, and I’m supposed to feel this way. It’s just so new, so different, so.. amazing. I feel Like I’ve always just been filled with l**t, and now I’m full of love.

For the last year leading up to meeting Olive and Ozzy, I was drowning myself in bodies. It was fun at the time. I wanted to explore, to know more, to feel more. I thought that I was preparing to meet my mate. This was not what I was expecting.

Honestly, I’m not sure how to handle all of my own emotions towards them. I’ve always been a go-getter. I saw what I wanted, and usually I could have it, but this.. With them.. I’m not even sure how they feel about me at all.

Does my smile light up the room for them? Do they tease me, just to try to hear my laugh? Do tingles, and sparks run through their bodies every time they touch me? Could they stare at me all day? Be around me forever? Love me? Do they feel this.. this.. What is this?

It feels like more than just the bond, more than any thing I’ve ever felt before. Like I’m floating. Being guided to them always. It’s terrifying.

Before I had no idea how they felt, or where we all stood. I thought they hated me, and in return I hated me too. Now that I’m here though, things have been so different.

From the very beginning. Ozzy came to see me the night I got here. He let me feed from him. Ozzy gave me a chance right away. Sure, Olive was a bit harder to convince, but look at us now.

All I need now, is for them to tell me they love me. Let me mark them. Mark me in return. For the three of us to be together forever. I want them so badly it hurts. I don’t think I could do life if they don’t want me again.

My thoughts are consuming me. I didn’t even realize what I was doing until I had my lips pressed to Olives. My fingers are gripping her chin. Sparks are shooting to every nerve ending in my body. My k**s is desperate. I just need to feel her.

Olive wrapped her arms around me neck, and kissed me back. Pure bliss flowed through me. I need them. They can’t leave me again. I won’t give them up.

I started to k**s down Olive’s neck. Her breathing became harsher. I feel like I’m in a trance. I just want to taste her. My fangs protruded. I ran them along the length of her neck.

I can mark her right now. They wouldn’t have a choice, but to stay with me then. I’d have them forever.

“Azai..” Olive m****d out.

That only fueled me more.

Should I? I shouldn’t.

So, why am still holding her? Why am I not letting go? Am I really going to do it?

It would be so easy.

The shower curtain flung open.

“I told you I was coming back if I felt even a spark of l**t.” Ozzy said.

My body froze.

Ozzy’s unexpected arrival knocked me right out of my little stupor. My eyes went wide as I looked down at Olive. Her face is flushed, and she still has her arms wrapped around me. I have to get out of here.

I moved out of the shower. Olive almost fell over at the sudden loss of me. I didn’t stop until I was back in her bedroom. I searched for my clothes, and started to dress.

I can’t believe I did that. I almost f*****g marked her without her consent. If Ozzy wouldn’t have came in when he did.. Oh my Gods. I’m so shamed of myself.

“Azai?” Ozzy asked softly.

I can’t even look at them.

“I.. I have to go.” I said as I pulled my pants up.

My shirt, and the rest of my clothes are in my hands. I shot up straight, and headed for Olive’s door. There’s no way I can look them in the eyes right now.

“You’re leaving?”

I paused mid-step.

Olive’s voice is so soft, filled with so much sadness, and disappointment. I’m frozen. I should leave. After what I did, I don’t deserve to stay here with them. So why can’t I move?

Olive came to stand right in front of me, but I still can’t look down at her.

“Why are you leaving? Did I do something wrong? I thought..”

“No!” I rushed out. “No, you didn’t do anything wrong mi alma, nothing.” I said.

“Then what’s wrong? Why are you rushing out here like I light you on fire? And why won’t you look at me?” She asked.

I didn’t want to answer.

What am I supposed to say? ‘Oh, sorry I just almost marked you after promising not only you, but also your parents that I would never do that without your consent.’

Yeah that’ll blow over well.

Arms wrapped around me from behind. Ozzy hugged me, and rested his forehead on my shoulder. The mate bond is bringing me too much comfort, I don’t derserve it.

“We are not letting you go until you tell us what’s wrong.” Ozzy warned.

“Yeah. So spill.” Olive demanded.

I sighed. “I.. I don’t want-“

“To be with us? Is that it? You had your moment with us, and now you don’t want it?” Olive asked.

Finally, I looked down at her. Olive’s eyes are glowing red. Does she really think that’s what this is?

“What? No, that’s not it.” I said.

“Then what is it? Cause we sure as hell are confused. So? You don’t want what? To stay here with us for the night?” She asked.

“I don’t want to tell you!” I pretty much shouted at her.

Olive gave me a confused look.

“Why the hell not?” She asked.

Ozzy held me tighter.

“You know you can tell us anything right?” He asked.

I shook my head. “Not this.” I mumbled.

“Why?” Ozzy asked softly.

I looked down at the floor.

“I just got ahold of you.. I can’t.. I can’t risk it.” I replied just as soft.

“Risk what? What the hell does that mean?” Olive asked.

She’s clearly still angry.

I looked up into her red eyes.

“I can’t risk losing you already.” I admitted.

Olive’s face morphed into shock. She blushed, and then her face softened. Ozzy placed a soft k**s to my bare shoulder.

“Why do you think you would lose us? You two were just making out I thought.” Ozzy said.

“Yeah, but..” I trailed off.

“Is this because you’re hungry?” Olive asked. “I felt your fangs on my neck. Is this because you were going to bite me? Are you afraid I would be mad about that? Azai, if you need to feed, you can feed from me. Maybe give me a bit of warning before hand next time. Things just heated up so quickly between us. I wasn’t mad, and I wasn’t going to say no.” She told me.

I just stared at her. I didn’t even think about how she would feel if I fed from her. Gods, I’m such a sorry excuse for a mate.

“Is that what’s bothering you Azai?” Ozzy asked me when I didn’t respond to Olive.

I took a deep breath. They aren’t going to let up until I tell them. And it’ll be written all over my face if I lie.

“I wasn’t going to feed from you.” I told her.

“What?” Olive asked confused.

“I almost marked you Olive.” I admitted. Olive’s eyes went wide, and her jaw dropped.

“I didn’t mean to. I just… You were washing me, and all these things I’ve never felt before came over me, and my mind started to go crazy with all these thoughts, and before I knew it I was kissing you, and my fangs came out, and you felt so good, and responded right away, and I wanted to do it so bad, then you’d never be able to leave me, but I shouldn’t think like that. If it weren’t for Ozzy busting in I would have done it. I would have marked you without your consent. I.. I’m so ashamed. I lost control with you. I don’t even know how it happened. I’m… so sorry.” I rambled.

Olive just blinked at me.

s**t. I really f****d this up. I’m such an i***t. It might have been better to just lie to them. Now Olive is surely going to give up on us.

“Is that all?” She asked.

My eyes snapped to her. “Is.. Is that all?” I asked incredulously.

Olive shrugged. “I’m not ready for us all to mark each other, but I understand.” She told me.

My jaw dropped. “You do?” I asked.

Ozzy chuckled behind me. “Olive was the same way when we got older. It got worse when we started having s*x. She almost marked me on several occasions. That’s why we ended up marking each other behind our parents backs.” He told me.

“R-really?” I asked.

Olive blushed. “I imagine it’s much more intense for someone who has mulitple parts of himself fighting with him to mark his mates. And I’m sure that we made it worse by ignoring you for so long.” She said. “It’s okay, really. Let’s just..” She grabbed my hand. “Stay. Stay here with us tonight.”

My cheeks heated. “You want me to stay still?” I asked.

Olive nodded. “Please.”