Reject Me Again, My Alpha
Chapter 16

I crashed down on to the training mat that Enzo had brought. Along with a pillow he had fetched last night , I buried my head in it. His scent was strong and it comforted me , like I would never have thought. But even his scent couldn’t stop the pain I felt. When some things around me seem to be improving , something brings me back to reality. Like a firm snark reminder. The thing is the one’s to remind me, the most seemed to be family.

I was contemplating just moving into this cave , when I heard paws pounding across the forest floor. Whoever it was wasn’t being discreet in their approach. ” Mate ” my wolf whispered in my mind. I contemplated sitting up , but I bet I looked a mess. Red puffy eyes and tear-stained cheeks. So , I kept my head buried in the pillow. I had only been here maybe half an hour, and it wasn’t our time to meet.

So what was he doing here? Maybe coming to drop off more stuff ready for tonight. ” Anthea ” he said, his voice sounding worried and urgent. I felt hands roughly grab my shoulders and spin me. I was already turning at the tone of his voice anyway. He was looking down at me, his eyes frantically searching my face. “What’s wrong ? What happened ?” he asks, his hands start skimming my body and he looks down. ” Yea I’m OK . what are you doing here ?” I asked him.

He looked back at my face and his brows furrowed. ” I was with Devon , I felt this pain in my chest , then a wave of despair washed through me and I had this need to get to you. I even knew where to go. The next thing I shifted and me and my wolf were storming here “. Every emotion I had just been feeling ” The bond “, I whisper and he looks even more confused. ” You just felt all of my emotions, the bond is strengthening without us even physically doing the things we need to”.

He sits back , and shuffles around, moving me so I was sitting on his knee. More like cradled like a baby in his arms. ” Why were you feeling all of that ?” he asked, confused. Bringing a hand up , I started drawing shapes on his pec with my finger , concentrating on that rather than his handsome face and those eyes that see everything. Especially when it comes to me , that is what I felt like anyway . Like I could hide nothing from him.

” I got into it with my mum is all ” I tell him , not really wanting to replay what she said to him. I didn’t want their thoughts of me in his head , although deep down I knew they were. Hence, us not mating. ” I stood up to her though “, I said sadly. I should feel elated that I did. But I don’t. I know mum , it wouldn’t have made a blind bit of difference. ” Do you need me to get dad , to have more words with her? Or I could ” I shake my head , no. ” It’s fine , I was thinking maybe I could just move into this cave , you know.. live off the land , but still in the pack, be all independent and stuff “. I let out a little laugh and he chuckled too.

” Maybe your right about our emotional bond growing. I knew you were upset and I needed to get to you. I ‘ve seen that happen with mates. Me and dad were out in the fields when mum went into labor with my sister. Dad knew and flew home. I have heard mates say all the time they can feel the others’ emotions , even talk to one another through a mind link once they are mated. Its common knowledge. It seems just us spending time together makes some things happen without the mark or me, well you know. ” he was looking at the cave opening, his face full of concentration.

I took the time to study his face , burn it into memory. Just a few short days and this would all be over. He looked down at me. ” Your feeling sad again ” he stated, and I couldn’t think anything else but how inconvenient it was. That he could sense that , because there was no way I was going to explain why I was feeling sad now. So , instead, I switched gears. And I quickly brought the memory of last night to mind. I closed my eyes and bit my l*p as the image of him making love to me in the river , hidden behind some rocks that are on the bank, and went into the water.

I hear him growl ” That’s manipulation, princess , using s*x as a get-out clause”. I opened my eyes and looked up at him guiltyly. ” Sorry ” I whispered, and he brushed a finger down my face. ” I , well, this will all be over soon. I’m not trying to change the deal. It just makes me sad. That is all. ” His eyes soften and that is what I hate. He lets me see this whole other side to him that he doesn’t show the pack. I wish he wouldn’t. It would make it all easier. The next thing I felt was a sadness that wasn’t my own. ” I feel you ” I gasped, looking up at him in wonder, and he half smiled. ” I feel the same Anthea , believe me I do. “

So open and raw. Closing my eyes , I took in a deep breath as I felt another wall that protects my heart crumble. ” Please k**s me ” I asked him, not opening my eyes. I feel him moving me again , he takes me off of his legs and gently lays me down on the matt. Careful of my head , and he made sure the pillow was under me. Opening my eyes up, I watched as he lowered his head to mine. His eyes were flashing yellow, which meant one thing. He was hanging onto control within an inch of losing it. ” I haven’t brought anything with me ” he said against my lips. ” There is one still left under the mat “, I reminded him.

He grins and pulls the matt up at the edge and pulls out the packet. It was easy for him to lose track , but I didn’t if he said how many he had fetched. I knew the amount of times we would be losing ourselves to pleasure. Last night he had brought four , but we had only used three. We had fallen asleep and not woken until five this morning. We had to rush back home and forgo our last one , due to being exhausted. I’d managed another hour’s sleep before I had to get up and go to work. We were only surviving on a few hours a night this past week, too preoccupied with other activities. But it seemed it was starting to catch up with us.

His face comes back down and he k****s me softly a few times , just small pecks on the lips. He runs his nose up mine and back down groaning. “He’s really riding my a*s today , he’s been restless. I think he feels the full moon coming tomorrow. It’s making me feel on the edge of losing control “, he whispers. He was talking about his wolf. I knew that feeling. My wolf has been like it too. ” Maybe its a bad idea to do this then ” I told him, already feeling disappointed.

He k****s me again , this time he deepens it more. ” He would rather behave than not have this at all , no matter how pissed he is at me ” . I was about to say something but , it seemed Enzo was done talking. His lips commanded mine in a brutal k**s. His hand started groping my breasts through my clothes. Running my hands up his bare back . I dug my nails into his shoulders as he re-positioned himself in between my legs. I could feel his hardness rubbing onto my clothes. “Naked “I panted as I pulled my lips off of his. He didn’t speak but he nodded and knelt up. Between us we fumbled with my clothes , both too eager to do it properly, but we eventually managed it. He leant back over me and grabbed the condom ., quickly slipping it on, he didn’t waste time with foreplay. He thrust in me in one powerful movement. It made my eyes roll at the stretch and I’m pretty sure I was drawing b***d on his shoulder now.

” f**k Enzo “, I g*****d out and he rewarded me by slowly pulling out and thrusting back in. He kept that pace for a while , before flipping us over so he was on his back and I was on top. It was the first time he had put me in this position. He was usually so domineering in the bedroom and, hell, I wasn’t complaining he was good at it. ” What do I do ? ” I asked him , worriedly. His eyes that were fully yellow now bore into me , his hands gripped my h**s. ” Just move your h**s like that ” he guided me with his hands. Creating a small rocking motion, then he started lifting me up by my h**s a little. “Just move them , lift up and move forward , grind back and sink down. Find what feels good for you baby ” he g****s as he sinks me back down.

He guides me a few more times , and then he takes his hands off and puts them under his head. He looks up at me, his eyes fixated. I did as he showed me and then moved a little faster when i got the hang of it. “It’s so deep this way ” I m****d. I started to lose myself in the pleasure i was creating , started moving my h**s in different ways. I found one that made me feel amazing, so I kept in that motion. I leaned back a little , my hands behind me on his thighs , my nails digging into them as I ground down on him. I was watching him from half-hooded eyes , his jaw was clenched and his nostrils flared and he g*****d deep in his throat and hissing in the air through clenched teeth.

” f**k Anthea , you learn f*****g quick, and the fact that i get to be your guinea pig just makes my beast purr at how posseive he feels. You’re so f*****g beautiful , f**k ” he started saying , his words only spurred me on , it was a powerful thing to know. I was giving him pleasure. One hand came from behind his head and he started rubbing my clit. ” Enzo , enzo no , s**t please. don’t stop don’t im ahhhh ” i scream out as my o****m crashed through me. my movements got slopy. but that didn’t matter , he grabbed back hold of my h**s lifted me up at little then slammed into me showing no mercy all the way through my o****m. He didn’t stop until I was a boneless mess on him. I flopped forward, laying myself on his chest and his arms came around my back, pinning me to his chest as he kept pumping into me until I heard him g***n and still inside of me “.

I think I blacked out. Because when I woke it was dark outside of the cave , the fire was lit and I had a blanket over me. Where had the blanket come from ? Groggily looking around, I couldn’t see Enzo. But I could hear someone moving around outside. An animal. Why was Enzo in his wolf form ? I thought sleepily. Getting up, I kept the blanket wrapped around me. And stumbled out of the cave still half asleep. ” Enzo, why are you out here ?” I asked whilst rubbing my eyes as I stepped out of the cave. When I looked, I screamed , there was a big wolf there. But it was not Enzo’s wolf. This wolf was lighter but just as big. I stumbled back away , my heart pumping. The wolf was coming towards me. Had I just outed myself and Enzo to a pack member. s**t, I came out here saying his name and I smelled of him. Fear gripped my heart.

The wolf started shifting , as it walked towards me until Devon stood there. Enzo’s best friend. ” Shh it is OK Anthea , i am just here to watch you until Enzo gets back ” he said, hands out in a surrender motion. Which did not stop the fear that he knew or the fact he was naked , very, very naked. ” Errmm we were , just I mean I was just. ” I stumbled on my words, averting my eyes. ” f*****g ” Devon laughed and my eyes snapped up. He was grinning at me. ” Dont worry, I know everything Enzo told me, he had to go do something. His dad summoned him, he asked me to just keep an eye on you while you were sleeping. Also, to tell you he will be back soon , he would like you to wait here for him . s**t sorry , my wolf wanted out “. He walked over to a rock and picked up some shorts and slipped them on, when he saw me being way too obvious about not looking there.. Well, at least I could actually look at him properly now, except the fact I was nervous. What do I even say to all of that ? The fact he knows, Enzo told him.