Rejected By My Mate, Chosen By Fate
Chapter 47

Margallo’s POV

“Yes, it’s the truth. I was pregnant at the time and the reason I was so eager to meet Richard then was because I wanted to tell him so he would approach my father and let him know about our relationship and about his decision to take me as his mate when I turned 18 but I got the biggest disappointment that day.

The thought of my child was the only thing that saved me from commiting suicide.

I was miserable and depressed for two weeks, deciding that I didn’t want to see anyone or eat anything. My father was so worried and tried to replace out what was wrong but I couldn’t even bring myself to tell him, I felt so ashamed.

I kept on being miserable and feeling sorry for myself until the day that I finally decided that I was tired of sulking and slowly dying inside.

I decided I had to confront Richard and replace out why he had chosen to betray me so badly. I tried to assure myself that he would apologize to me, take me in his arms and promise me that he would reject Elsie. I thought he, I and our baby could be the happy family I’d always dreamed of but I guess it was never meant to be.

I sneaked out of my pack and came all the way to this pack and took the risk of meeting up with him.

I asked him why he hadn’t rejected his mate like he promised and I also told him that I was with child so he needed to keep his promise to me. I expected a positive reply but his words completely shattered what was left of my heart.

He harshly told me that it was over between us. He told me he never wanted to see me again and he told me never to try to contact him again because he now has a mate and he loved her as well. He told me he and his wolf had already accepted Elsie and he had even mated with her. He also told me that he would never leave her for someone like me.

When I asked him if I had ever meant anything to him or if I had only been a pastime, he told me without mincing words that I meant nothing to him, that our time together was just for fun, I was practically his stress reliever and that since he’d finally found his mate, our relationship couldn’t continue. He said he intended to be faithful so he no longer had any use for me.

I felt like my heart was ripped into shreds by his terrible words. I inquired from him about what would happen to our child. Our child would definitely need a father but he told me to either get rid of the child or raise it all on my own.

I wasn’t ready to give up yet so I grabbed a hold of his arm and pleaded with him to stay with me but he got angry and threw me aside thoughtlessly.

The force of the push was so hard and so unexpected that I couldn’t defend myself. I was unable to break the fall and I landed flat on my belly. The pain was body shattering and I lost my baby there and then.

I cried out to him to help me or to take me to a doctor but he just ignored me and left, not caring whether I would live or die.

It took almost an hour before I could get up and it took longer to get myself to a clinic. I was dizzy, weak and bleeding profusely. The doctor revealed to me that I’d suffered a miscarriage but nothing was thankfully wrong with my womb. I would be able to have kids if I wanted to.

I returned to my pack secretly and hid the whole thing. Richard had broken my heart and caused me to lose my child. What he had done to me, left me heartbroken and traumatized but I decided I wasn’t going to cry anymore, I would convert my hurt, my anger and my pain to hatred and I would get my revenge on him at just the right time.

I blocked out all emotions from my life and caused others pain just so I could feel better but it was never enough, nothing I did to anger others ever satisfied my appetite for revenge.

My pain only kept growing into hatred and I just wanted to get my revenge on Richard so badly but I was scared that if I came face to face with him again, my love for him would win and overpower the hatred and I wouldn’t be able to harm him. I suffered in silence and tried to move on, doing my best to make sure that I would never have contact with him or see him ever again.

As if the forces of destiny had sworn to make me miserable. Barely a year after Richard’s betrayal, I was forced to attend a joint pack event and there I found out that the brother of the same man that had hurt me so badly is my mate.

It was absolutely appalling and though Kayden was very handsome and had all the qualities of a suitable mate, I disliked him instantly because he was Richard’s brother and I didn’t fail to show it.

I had to persevere and not reject him, I also had to make sure he would not reject me despite how badly I treated him because he was my ticket to revenge.

And do you know the most annoying and appalling thing of all, he never told Kayden and he told me not to tell Kayden.

He wanted to keep our past relationship a secret. After replaceing out that Kayden and I were mates, I was set to expose what he’d done to me and punish him for it but he grabbed my hand and took me out of the party.

He took me to an isolated place and after having me cornered, he pleaded with me not to tell Kayden or anyone the truth of what had happened between us because if my father had found out, he would never let Kayden be my mate, I would have had to reject him right away and my father would have declared war against the Kizmet pack and Richard didn’t want that. He’d always been so selfish, thinking of no one but himself.

When I refused and threatened to tell everyone, he apologized to me. He told me he was sorry for breaking my heart and leaving me. It was so funny that he thought it would be so easy to earn my forgiveness after what he had done. Saying sorry doesn’t take away the pain and anguish I had to bear silently for so long, it didn’t change anything. It only increased my anger and hatred but I had to pretend like I’d forgiven him in order for my plan to work.

I had everything all planned out, I was planning to ruin Richard’s image and prove that he was unfaithful but later changed my mind. Since Kayden and I were mates and I wasn’t 18 yet, my father made me spend school breaks here and to say that it was torture would be an understatement.

Having to stay in this pack and be reminded of the past every damn time brought out the worst in me. I couldn’t take it, I always found myself in awkward situations with Richard, the physical and s****l tension between us was so thick and it practically killed me having to see Elsie everyday because the first thing I usually see is the mate mark on her neck.

I was the one who was supposed to bear Richard’s mark and not her but despite how many times I thought about harming her, I didn’t because she was innocent and oblivious to everything.

Richard was the one who had hurt me so only he would suffer. And as foolish as it seemed, Richard became very nice to me all a sudden, even defending and supporting me against his own brother, it was so puzzling and discomfiting until I realized that he was only being supportive of me because he thought that it would end my hatred for him and would make me act like nothing ever happened.

He told me that he was feeling guilty for what he had done to me and thus, he would like me to forget the past and start over. He said he would atone for his mistakes by supporting me through everything and make sure that Kayden and I end up together as mates, he said he was certain that Kayden would give me the happiness that I deserved. He told me it would make him happy if we could just move on so I could become a part of his family as his sister in law and everyone would be happy.

Everyone except me apparently. I didn’t even like Kayden so how was I supposed to spend the rest of my life with him? If I officially became his mate, I would know no joy because not only was it obvious that he didn’t love me, I would be reminded of my past every single day because I would have to watch Richard and Elsie together for the rest of my life.

I couldn’t put myself in such misery so I decided to kill Richard. It would be the ultimate revenge for what he had done to me. That would be his punishment for breaking his promise, abandoning me and killing our child and knowing that he was dead and belonged to the devil would give me the greatest sense of satisfaction because if I couldn’t have him, then no one else should.

I planned everything out with my new boyfriend, Jared. Yes, I have a boyfriend and I’m cheating on Kayden. I’m a woman and I have physical needs so I have to satisfy them. I had to get someone else since I didn’t like Kayden and I already knew he would never agree to come close to me until we were official.

Jared has been a very good lover but I can’t bring myself to love him or anyone else for that matter because I have no heart, Richard ruined it a long time ago and now it’s beyond repair.

My plan was perfect and would be carried out well with Jared’s help. I planned to kill Richard and my father would obviously take the blame. After killing Richard, Kayden would become Alpha after him.

And since I’m Kayden’s mate, I would become Luna. My plan was pretty simple: let Kayden rule as Alpha for a year or two before killing him and taking Jared as my mate, thereby making him the Alpha of the Kizmet pack after which I would amalgamate the Kizmet pack and the Prime Wood pack and I alone will rule as the Alpha female.

Richard has ruined me and I’m here to take revenge in the cruelest of ways by not only ending his life but ending his bloodline as well and I’m ready to kill whoever stands in my way.” I said and wiped the last of my tears, a big smile forming on my face over my brilliant plan.