Revenge And Love Against My Mafia Ex-Husband
Chapter 33

-I procrastinate, imagining the worst, but hoping it's something else or a joke. -Let's talk straight, please Ximena," he says, raising his voice, "let's cut the bullshit. -So talk," I tell her dryly, adjusting the garter belt that squeezes me.

-How long have you known you were my fictitious wife, my wife of lies," I feel the floor shudder, it's as if my stomach were being ripped to my legs and as if I were vomiting a blow of pain, even a headache throbbing in my head.

-First of all, I'm not your fake wife, the wedding took place in a legal way, that you didn't fulfill your part because of something I don't understand, is another thing and besides, you're the one who has been playing with me all this time, you knew it, your shoddy lawyer showed me all my information.

-I have not fired him because he has been working for the family for a long time and he knows about all our affairs, besides, that matter made me sick to my stomach," she answered, sitting down and clutching her head with both hands.

-You always come up with an excuse that vindicates you, the truth is that I don't know what to think, I shudder to think that all this has been a ruse to torture me, a kind of sick game, did you plan the attack the day we met, did you plan it, is that of all the universities in the world, of all the careers, you had to get through my eyes through an admired professor," I tell him and tears escape me.

-The truth is that I just found out, I was not aware of the wedding, I was blinded by pride, I cannot consent to a contract marriage, we are not in the Middle Ages anymore, that bothers me a lot, now I realize what an imbecile I was, With your companies you don't need to trick a rich heir, on the contrary, you must take care of yourself from some freeloader and I'm neither playing nor scheming, the attack was true, if it hadn't been for you, that day I would have been killed for sure, I don't understand either, why didn't you recognize me?, I'm not an easy man to forget, that's what they tell me.

-Angelo, you are very arrogant, although you may be right, what happens is that I only saw you a couple of times, the day of the marriage, I was very nervous and the day of the honeymoon I was drunk, I have another big doubt, how is it that a multimillionaire heir, who seems to be the owner of half the world, is a psychology professor, you don't have to be.

-Ximena, I would say the same to you, you are a millionaire and you want to be a psychologist, as for me I liked it, and due to my lack of commitment to the marriage my grandfather Joseph got angry with me, taking away my support, I had to replace my own way and in that struggle I started to give classes of what I had studied because it attracted my attention, later my grandfather almost died and sent for me to make peace and take care of the family business, although he never forgave me for what I did to you, whenever we see each other he reproaches me for that mistake, now I realize that every word he said to me, every scolding is justified, his punishment also served me well, it took away my pettiness a little, -he tells me and I feel the tears that get stuck in his throat. -And the worst of it all is that we are still married, and... I am not able to tell him that I love him.

-You were misunderstanding me, I don't blame you, all this was just weird coincidences, at last the truth is out in the open, I'm sorry for all the damage I did to you. -He comes closer to me taking my hands, kissing them and placing them on his chest, -feel my heart beating for you, please give us another chance, if necessary let's start again, if you want we'll just kiss or hug like two children, I only ask you to leave the mistakes of the past in oblivion where they should be.

-Wait Angelo, I don't think I can resist, not being with you intimately, you understand me, I open my sweatshirt jacket showing her the sexiest bra I have and the tears in her eyes turn into a shine that dazzles me.

-Ximena, I'm sorry I forced you the other day, I just couldn't stand the urge," she says looking down and I misunderstand her, pulling down my sweatshirt so she can see my lace garters.

-I tell him as I take off my sweatshirt completely and I look at his open mouth when he sees my sexy lingerie, "but if I feel bad about that situation, what is not clear to me, is what are you and I?

-But I feel bad for that situation, I didn't behave like a gentleman, like you deserve, from now on I promise I will only touch you, if you want me to, you have to take the initiative, I don't want to hurt you," he approaches me and starts giving me short kisses that make my skin crawl.

-Don't exaggerate either, it's good that we both take the initiative," I tell him while I hug his back wishing I had claws to tear that shirt. -Yes, I don't want to do anything else to hurt you," he tells me while his hands run over my body.

-What I've been thinking is that we haven't taken care of ourselves, we should use condoms at least.

-Oh no, I don't like to use condoms and even less with my wife, how funny," I push him away to make things clear.

-No Angelo, I don't want to bring unwanted children to suffer or end up in an orphanage, these times we have been very irresponsible.

-Well, it's fine as you want, just promise me that if something goes wrong and you get pregnant, you will have our child, I'm disgusted by women who abort," he tells me while he sneaks closer grabbing me by the waist and holding me against him, where I can feel his hardness that leaves me breathless.

-Of course, I promise, we would have beautiful children, I also thought that when we got married, I would be the mother of Colombo-Italian children," the smile escapes me as I imagine beautiful children similar to Angelo. -Would you like to talk about the wedding," she says as she kisses my neck.

-There's not much to say, only that I felt eternally ridiculous not seeing you arrive, it provoked me to run away or marry any of the guests, even your grandfather, the terror took over thinking that I would be a jilted bride, it was a day of terror and a night of disappointment.

-We should repeat it to make it up to you, make a dream wedding, of course I would like to know all your life, I want that please there are no more secrets between us, -she tells me again taking my hands, she looks at me with one leg and asks me what I want most: -Would you Ximena make me the happiest man in the world, by agreeing to marry me again, this time without documents or shady deals, this time with only our purest love, -she stands up silently waiting for my answer that freezes in my thought to come out as a sigh:

-yes, yes I accept, of course I do, I nod my head, we kiss to seal the union, a long and passionate kiss by which one by one the garments flew away, then the bodies came together making magic, music and happiness, expressing love with instinct, calming desire taking it to the limit, caressing time and kissing space.