Rules Of Our Own (Rule Breaker Series Book 3)
Rules Of Our Own: Chapter 50

MIA’S practically vibrating with excitement by the time we get back to the apartment. She dances and twirls on bare feet the entire way up the elevator, her shoes soaked from the challenge. Piper gave her spare clothes to change into, and it pisses me off that I couldn’t just wrap her in mine.

When River grabbed my black hoodie and pulled it over his head, something fucking primal tore at my chest. Seeing him wearing my clothes, out in fucking public, had my dick hardening in my shorts. I’d caught him raising the collar and smelling my scent, and it took every ounce of my willpower not to slam him into a wall and claim him right there.

I’m done playing around. This isn’t some kind of sexual exploration. This is real for me.

River heads to his room, presumably to change.

My gaze follows him until Mia wraps her arms around me in the kitchen and raises onto her toes, mouth brushing mine. I don’t waste time deepening the kiss, tugging her hips against mine.

She pulls back, a soft smile playing on her lips. “Thank you.”

My brows pull together. “For what?”

“For the donations, for the help, for being your usual charming self and convincing everyone to join in.”

I shake my head. “You can’t thank me for this.”

“Of course I can.”

“Not unless you thank yourself first.”

She huffs out a breath and rolls her eyes.

“I’m serious, Mia. Give yourself credit.”

She stares at the wall behind me. “Of course I did things. I’ve done a lot of things.”

“That was pathetic, Love,” River cuts in, joining us.

He trails his mouth along her neck from behind and nips at her ear. She shivers in my arms in response. The atmosphere grows heavy, like a thick veil encasing us. He meets my gaze and darts out his tongue, running it along her jaw.

“Fuck.” I lean in and suck his tongue into my mouth, pride filling my chest at his deep groan. Mia rocks her hips in response, and I press my knee between her thighs to give her something to rub on.

River takes over the kiss, hand digging into my hair and holding me in place as he explores my mouth.

I bite his lower lip, and he gives me a devious grin I’ve never seen before, and it sends blood rushing to my already hard cock. I buck into Mia, and she grinds down on my thigh, writhing between us.

“I need more,” Mia pleads, and it’s my fucking undoing. I haul her over my shoulder, not waiting for River as I walk to his room and drop her on the bed. She sits up, raising her arms for me as I strip her dress off, growling when she’s naked underneath.

“Fucking Christ, Kitten. You’re lucky I didn’t know about this before, or everyone would know our secret ’cause I would’ve had you spread out on their porch.” I strip out of my clothes, loving the way her gaze devours my naked body, and she wets her bottom lip.

I guide her shoulders to the bed and climb on top of her, knees on either side until I’m straddling her chest, her breath panting on my cock.

“I’m going to fuck this pretty mouth for keeping this from me.” I tweak her nipple, and she attempts to arch her back, but I’ve got her pinned down.

River kicks off his pants, leaving him bare before leaning over and kissing a trail up her inner thigh. I smirk as she strains to move but can’t beneath me.

I wait until his mouth is hovering over her core, then lean forward, gripping the headboard in one hand and the back of her head in the other, and thrust into her waiting mouth.

Her eyes roll back, and she moans around my cock.

“Like that, Kitten?”

She nods the best she can.

I grip her hair tighter and pull back before slamming into her throat. She gags around me, and I pull back to give her a chance to breathe before doing it again. Like the good girl she is, it only takes her a second to adjust to me, and I start to fuck her in earnest. Her wet mouth coating my cock, tongue swirling over its tip, and her throat swallowing around my length makes me lose control and pound into her. Tears stream down her cheeks, and I clench my quads, holding myself back.

“Fuck, Kitten, I’m sorry.”

She shakes her head no, buries her nails into my ass, and forces my hips forward, taking me deep into her throat.

River groans behind me. “Fuck, she’s practically gushing. Do it again.”

I rock forward, and she takes every thrust. “Bite it.”

Her eyes flash wide, and I grip her hair tighter. “I said bite it.”

“Fuuuck.” I hiss through my teeth as pain turns into intense pleasure, and I fill her mouth with my cum, pulling out slightly so it drips down her chin. Her eyes are closed, mouth open in a cry, and she trembles beneath me as River forces her orgasm out of her.

I lift higher on my knees, removing any remaining weight from Mia, and rest my head against my forearm draped over the headboard.

The post-orgasm bliss has my head spinning, and it’s everything I can do not to collapse.

A warm, callused hand trails up my spine, and my skin erupts in goose bumps. River caresses two hands up and down my back while I catch my breath. I close my eyes, zoning in on the feel of his fingers grazing over my hip bones and grasping the joint between my hips and legs.

“Ready?” he asks.

For what? River tightens his grip and drags me backward on my knees in one hard yank, leaving me folding over and resting my forehead on Mia’s stomach with my ass in the air. River doesn’t let go, and my heart beats erratically in my chest. I feel completely exposed. I shift my weight to the side, ready to flip over, but River stops me with a hard slap to my ass.

Fuck, it burns. I go rigid, my face hidden in Mia’s soft stomach while she plays with my hair. River rubs soft circles with his palm, soothing the sting. It takes me several moments before I can lift my head.

Mia gives me a mischievous smile, knowing exactly how that feels, and I twist to look at River. He’s looking at my ass with such fucking heat, like he’s never been so turned on, and my nerves start to settle.

I can do this with him. I want to do this with him.

“Okay?” River asks.

I nod, and he searches my face and must decide I’m telling the truth.

He pushes my head down into Mia’s navel. “You’re going to like this, Baby.”

The nickname sends tingles up my spine, and I nearly come off the bed when his tongue flattens on my hole. “Fuck, Jesus Christ, River.”

He turns it into a point and circles the rim, and I groan into Mia, fingers digging into her side. It feels fucking amazing. Nerve endings I didn’t know existed send tingles down my hamstrings. Like sin and ecstasy mixed into one.

He takes his time licking and swirling until I’m shifting my hips back, searching for more. His teeth sink into my ass, and he growls around it before pulling back, drawing a pained sound from my chest.

“Mia, come here,” River commands, and she grins at me before scrambling to him.

Her smaller hand runs along the side of my ass, and she grazes her nails over the sensitive flesh. I’m breathing into the mattress, half-embarrassed, half-undone, when River says, “Lay your tongue flat.”

Mia licks my hole, and my fingers dig into the sheets. “Fuck, Kitten—that—” She does it again. “—feels—so—fucking—good.”

I can’t shut the fuck up as she works me over with her tongue, following River’s directions exactly. He’s playing us like puppets, and my dick’s leaking all over the place because of it.

Mia lifts her head, and cool air hits my skin. My teeth clench when River’s hands grip my ass cheeks and pull them apart.

I can feel him loom over me, and then he spits, and the warm liquid drips between my cheeks. “Holy fucking shit—holy-fucking-shit, River.”

He cups my balls, giving them a firm tug before trailing his fingers upward, covering my crack with his spit slowly back and forth.

By the time he circles my rim, I’m shaking with the need for him to push into me. He presses firmly, and I lock up.

He goes back to circling. “Breathe.”

Mia trails her fingers up my side and rakes them lightly through my hair. She’s standing behind me next to River, but I can’t lift my head to look at her. I take a deep, shuddering breath.

“Good, that’s it.”

His finger breaches my hole, and my eyes roll back in my head. He doesn’t go further, just barely entering before he pulls away.

“More.” I rock back. “River—please.”

He pulls his hand away, and I growl into the mattress. Fuck him.

I go to get up, but he presses his hand firmly between my shoulder blades and holds me in place. There’s a plastic click sound, and then he’s drizzling lube down my crack.

River rubs his palm over my ass, and it’s still tender from his slap. I bet there’s a fucking bruise. “This requires lube. Always.”

I nod, forehead down, arms bent beside my head.

He trails one finger down my crack, then buries himself up to the knuckle.

I grunt through clenched teeth at the foreign invasion, and River stays still while I adjust. I relax into the bed, and River inches back steadily before gliding in. This time, it doesn’t feel foreign. It feels right. So fucking right.

I rock my hips, taking more of him, and River pulls out again. I’m going to fucking kill him.

Two fingers are at my entrance, and my mouth drops open as he enters me. Twice as full, my body takes its time adjusting to him.

“River?”

“I’ve got you.”

I nod, unable to speak again.

He adjusts his fingers, grazing a spot that has a delicious pressure shooting up my spine. I cry out, and River pushes down on it, turning my cry into a moan.

“There it is.” He massages my prostate in measured movements. It’s more intense than anything I’ve ever done, and I’m frozen in place.

“Mia, put your hand here,” River says, and her delicate fingers touch just below his. He pulls out and instantly guides two of her fingers in.

She’s smaller, and I rock back, wanting more pressure. River chuckles, spanking my ass in the same spot as before, sending shards of pleasure to my weeping fucking dick.

I go to grab it, and he growls. “Touch it and this ends.”

Breathing through the frustration, I resist snapping at him. Barely. I’m fucking dying here.

I grip the sheet in my fist by my head and don’t move.

River rubs careful circles over my red cheek, then moves his hand to Mia’s. This time, he pushes in over hers, my ass burns with the stretch, and every muscle in my body locks up. My chest tightens as he adjusts her finger, compressing the air from my lungs.

“Just here. You feel it?” River’s coaching her in low tones, and the second she hits my prostate, I buck into her.

“That’s it,” he says to her like I’m not even here. I twist my head so I can see them; they’re just at the corner of my vision. River’s wrapped around Mia’s back where she stands at the edge of the bed between my knees.

His fingers roll and pinch at her nipple as she buries her fingers into me. My dick pulses. The bed’s soaked from my dripping cock.

“You got it?” River’s voice is a low rumble.

“Yeah,” she replies, voice raspy.

He’s gone for a moment before returning to her side. He runs something smooth and round down the length of my back, then between my thighs. It takes me a second to realize it’s a fucking dildo.

Mia pulls out, and River applies pressure with the head of the toy but doesn’t enter.

Shivers run along my spine as I get used to the feeling of something so big pressing against me.

River shifts to the side so I can see him. He holds up a toy that’s not quite a dildo. It’s blue and round but thinner than I thought. It’s curved downward, and my mouth waters, knowing the exact spot it’ll hit.

“Okay?” River asks, and it’s so casual, like we can stop right now and he’d be completely fine. My chest warms, knowing he’s giving me control on purpose.

“I’m nervous as shit,” I manage to grind out.

His gaze pierces mine, dead fucking serious. “Say stop and it’s over. You don’t have to do anything you don’t want to.”

“What will it be like?”

“Pressure but no pain,” Mia answers, having recently experienced something similar.

“Alright.”

“I need more than an alright, Baby,” River says, and my balls tighten at that fucking nickname.

“Please.”

He hums in the back of his throat, and the lubed toy is pressing into my ass.

The stretch burns, but it’s more of an ache, and Mia’s right that there’s this all-encompassing pressure. River takes his time sliding it in and out. Soon, I’m moving with him, taking more.

“You got this, Love?” River asks her, and they shift behind me. River comes into view beside my head, but he must have passed the toy to Mia because it hits my prostate, and I’m lost to it.

River grabs the back of my hair, tugging. “Up.”

It’s pure command, and I raise up on my palms, grunting as it pushes the toy deeper. Mia pauses, the length still buried inside of me, waiting for River’s cue.

Kneeling on the bed, he shifts so that his heavy cock is inches away from my face.

He paints my lips with his tip and growls, “This mouth’s mine, Baby.”

I’m so fucking hungry for him I open, and he thrusts forward, his taste bursting in my mouth. I hollow my cheeks, sucking hard, and take him deeper until I gag. I groan, running my tongue along the thick veins below the head of his dick, basking in the weight of his cock between my lips.

I nearly bite him when Mia starts to work in and out of me, and they fuck me from both ends. I’m helpless, in fucking heaven and hell all wrapped in one.

“Your mouth is perfect, Baby.”

I preen under his praise and take him deeper.

He pulls back, and I chase after him.

“You’re a fucking tease,” I bite out.

“You have no idea,” he says low and dark.

He’s disappeared behind me, and the toy is removed. They don’t touch me. I feel so fucking empty, desperate. Like I’d do anything to have that delicious pressure back.

Mia moves to the head of the bed, sitting down with spread legs so I can see her glistening pussy. Fuck, she looks delicious.

“I want to watch.” She smirks, fingers sliding down her abdomen and dipping between her thighs, back arching with the touch.

My eyes roll back, and I groan low in my throat, desperately needing to be touched. I look back at River, whose gaze is heated on Mia, and growl. “Whatever the hell you’re doing, just please do it, now.”

River grips my hips and flips me onto my back, knocking the wind out of me. He guides me up the bed so Mia’s knee is inches from me and crawls over me as his mouth captures mine, tongue thrusting in deep.

It’s like a brand, a fucking claim.

He drops his forehead to mine, his breaths panting against me, and shifts his hips. The head of his cock notches against my hole, and my eyes fly open.

What I’m not prepared for is how soft River looks. There’s no hint of the dominance that he’d been a second ago. He looks vulnerable and open as he searches my face. I lift up and take his mouth in a slow, deep kiss, taking my time to explore every corner. I pull back, leaving my lips touching his as I say, “I want this.”

“Fuck,” River groans and drops his head into the curve between my neck and shoulder. His entire body’s shaking, and I realize just how much control he’s using to take this slow for me. “I’ll go slow.”

“Just fuck me.”

Mia moans, and River lifts his head, a sheepish grin on his face. My chest constricts. He is fucking beautiful when he smiles. He pins my hands beside my head, then threads our fingers together, his grip tightening as he enters me.

His dark eyes never leave mine as he gently pushes further. He’s way fucking bigger than the toy, and the stretch has the air catching in my chest. He goes deeper before backing off and doing it again.

My lungs burn I’m so tense.

River drops his mouth to my ear. “That’s it. Breathe, Baby. You’re doing so well. Just a little more.”

I inhale, my muscles relaxing, and he seats himself fully into me. I’m a fucking raw nerve, lost to the feel of him. Chest gliding against chest, fingers laced with mine, and his soft pants against my ear as he works himself in and out of me. My cock’s pinned between us, but the friction isn’t enough.

“River,” I rasp.

“I’ve got you.” He lifts onto his forearms and angles his hips, making minuscule adjustments.

A groan rips from my chest when he hits the sensitive spot inside me and fucks it harder. “So good. Fuck—Riv—so fucking good—”

He chuckles, head above mine, black hair wet and hanging in his eyes. “I’ve always loved it when you run your mouth.” He punctuates the sentence with a firm thrust that has me clenching around him.

Mia shifts lower, her gaze full of heat as she takes us in. River grabs her chin and pulls her into a kiss while continuing his relentless pounding.

He pulls out of me, leaving a hollow ache in his wake, and stands at the foot of the bed before his fingers grip my calves, and he yanks me down the sheets until his dick’s pressed against my ass. He circles it a few times before going all the way back in and stopping. In this position, he feels fucking huge, like he’s taking up every millimeter of space.

“Get on top of him, Love.”

Mia grins and climbs over me, her blonde hair cascading around her. She straddles me and sits back, taking my cock all at once. My vision blurs, and I groan through my teeth as her pussy clenches around me while River fills my ass.

The sensations are overwhelming, like everything is too much and not enough. River wraps Mia’s hair around his fist and tugs her up so that her back’s against his chest. She’s fucking stunning, head thrown back against his shoulder. His fingers twist, pinch, and pull at her nipples as she fucks herself on my cock.

“Fuck, Kitten. I’m going to come.”

“I’m close. So close,” she says, and it comes out as a plea. Her nails dig into my abdomen as she takes more.

River’s thrusts grow uneven, his pants loud in the room. He slides his hand between her thighs where she’s soaking me. I can feel his fingers around my cock as he gathers her wetness before bringing it over her clit.

“Y-yes. Fuck, yes!” Mia bounces harder, less controlled, and River fucks me deep. I dig my fingers into her thighs, gripping her as she helps River build my orgasm until it’s prickling under my skin, begging me for release.

River bites Mia’s shoulder, fingers still massaging her clit, and I can feel her pulse around me with her orgasm. He bands one arm around her waist, holding her in place, and I slam into her from below.

“Come with my cock buried in you,” River demands and rocks hard, cock deeper, motions rougher as he fucks me. His movements grow jerky, hot liquid coating my ass, and my balls tighten painfully before filling Mia as I shatter between them. I take deep, raspy breaths as Mia collapses on my chest and jerk when River pulls out of me.

His gaze rakes over us, lip pinched between his teeth and a satisfied flush over his cheeks. His eyes are hooded when he meets mine. “You take us so well, Baby.”

I swallow hard as a shiver runs through me. Jesus Christ.

While River heads to the bathroom, I adjust Mia and myself so she’s on my right side, head tucked into my chest.

River comes back and runs a wet cloth between her legs, gentle with his touch, before grabbing another one and doing the same to me. It feels intimate, personal.

He wraps himself behind me—one arm under my head and the other hand drawing circles on Mia’s hip—then places a sickeningly soft kiss on the back of my neck.

I close my eyes, heart beating out of control as it all hits me at once.

I’m in love with them, and if this world does anything for me, if I’ve done anything right, if I’m judged and found to deserve them, I fucking hope they love me back, because they’re all I’ll ever need.